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Bluelighter
30 mg oxycodone and some birthday wishes - feels good meeeaaan!
135mg hydrocodone, 20mg zolpidem/Ambien, 6mg lorazepam/Ativan, 1.2g phenibut, 150mg diphenhydramine, 12 valerian root pills, 14 passion flower pills, and 800mg cimetidine for optentiation.
Also added about half of a nutmeg nut, 3 datura seeds, and 90mg DXM - I have found all three of these to make dreams more intense. The goal here was to have lots of dreams like last time I experienced it, waking up from one dream every 5-10 minutes then fall asleep again in a couple of minutes to repeat that over and over.
Valerian and passion flower both have anxiolytic, sedative, and mild euphorient affect when taken at significantly higher than recommended doses.
I was recently put on 15mg mirtazapine at bed time. It has significant sedative effects and can actually feels a bit nice on its own.
I am going to return to my borderline asleep/awake state that this is allowing. The dreams are incredibly intense and vivid. Part of the time, I know it is a dream. I fall asleep and wake up from a new dream or a new part in a series probably every 5-10 minutes but the dreams seem much longer. I actually seem to start seeing things before I have completely fallen asleep.
While trying to stay at that line between asleep and awake, I feel wrapped in a blanket of warm love. There is a soft black veil behind my eyes lifting so that I may see the folds and surfaces of my brain.
Vague description of a dream:
I feel so peaceful. These dreams are in large part very surreal and/or psychedelic (patterns, bizarre objects) and the mental states evoked are sublime. Sometimes there is no body, just lights and shapes. Sometimes I feel a moment of sadness when I know it is a dream, but generally this is almost perfect. The most awe-inspiring music plays in my head in nearly all the brief dreams. Surrounded by softness. Lots of animals in the dreams. When I have a body, I fly in all dreams.
Gonna try to go back to the dreamland! As much as I love the effects while awake, the indescribable but totally pleasant dreams are where the real action is. I just hope I continue waking up from dreams every few minutes for a few hours longer.
The small amounts of nutmeg, datura, and DXM did seem to make the dreams even more insane, but I don't know. I took the nutmeg about 6 hours ago because it takes so long to work. I think I might have had enough of that to cause mild effects.
For some reason, I seem to always be in REM sleep. It does not matter who or what causes me to wake up, I will have been dreaming. I have 10-20 dreams most nights. Sometimes I will wake up like every 5-10 minutes from a dream the entire night. Every 10 minutes for 8 hours. That would be 48 dreams in one night, and I am sure I have exceeded that before.
Wasted too much time, want to return to my dream world. I hope I am able to go back to the dreams.
Goodnight, Bluelight.
Now I must find a lot of money very quickly...
Where do you guys 'find' money?![]()