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Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
135mg hydrocodone, 20mg zolpidem/Ambien, 6mg lorazepam/Ativan, 1.2g phenibut, 150mg diphenhydramine, 12 valerian root pills, 14 passion flower pills, and 800mg cimetidine for optentiation.

Also added about half of a nutmeg nut, 3 datura seeds, and 90mg DXM - I have found all three of these to make dreams more intense. The goal here was to have lots of dreams like last time I experienced it, waking up from one dream every 5-10 minutes then fall asleep again in a couple of minutes to repeat that over and over.

Valerian and passion flower both have anxiolytic, sedative, and mild euphorient affect when taken at significantly higher than recommended doses.

I was recently put on 15mg mirtazapine at bed time. It has significant sedative effects and can actually feels a bit nice on its own.

I am going to return to my borderline asleep/awake state that this is allowing. The dreams are incredibly intense and vivid. Part of the time, I know it is a dream. I fall asleep and wake up from a new dream or a new part in a series probably every 5-10 minutes but the dreams seem much longer. I actually seem to start seeing things before I have completely fallen asleep.

While trying to stay at that line between asleep and awake, I feel wrapped in a blanket of warm love. There is a soft black veil behind my eyes lifting so that I may see the folds and surfaces of my brain.


Vague description of a dream:
I feel so peaceful. These dreams are in large part very surreal and/or psychedelic (patterns, bizarre objects) and the mental states evoked are sublime. Sometimes there is no body, just lights and shapes. Sometimes I feel a moment of sadness when I know it is a dream, but generally this is almost perfect. The most awe-inspiring music plays in my head in nearly all the brief dreams. Surrounded by softness. Lots of animals in the dreams. When I have a body, I fly in all dreams.

Gonna try to go back to the dreamland! As much as I love the effects while awake, the indescribable but totally pleasant dreams are where the real action is. I just hope I continue waking up from dreams every few minutes for a few hours longer.

The small amounts of nutmeg, datura, and DXM did seem to make the dreams even more insane, but I don't know. I took the nutmeg about 6 hours ago because it takes so long to work. I think I might have had enough of that to cause mild effects.

For some reason, I seem to always be in REM sleep. It does not matter who or what causes me to wake up, I will have been dreaming. I have 10-20 dreams most nights. Sometimes I will wake up like every 5-10 minutes from a dream the entire night. Every 10 minutes for 8 hours. That would be 48 dreams in one night, and I am sure I have exceeded that before.



Wasted too much time, want to return to my dream world. I hope I am able to go back to the dreams.

Goodnight, Bluelight.
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I fucking love your posts man.
 
Verso, never think twice about helping someone who is seriously in need, uncool or otherwise! Its always the best decision, as the saying goes, you can always take more later but you can't un take what you've already taken. High as a kite. 75mgs O-DT, 100ishmgs MXE, 5ish mgs DiPT, 15ish mgs DPT, and some hydroxyine in the thigh. Smoked a lot of DMT and inhaled much nitrous. Noids o' course. Today sure seems bright....!;)
 
Verso anytime a Real friend wants to play with a already used needle---Thats when you take that shit and throw it out. I swear more people get hiv like that than youd think and fuck for someones first time?! Id be saying something real quick. Fuck That.
 
-50mg of Hydroxyzine
-0.5mg of clonazepam
-Three shots of heroin (sadly I had 1/2 cc needles - clerk messed up and I didn't look). I got one more to go. Waiting for the right time.

Man I'm feeling soooo solid. I didn't get that great of rushes from the injections, but once it is past my BBB, its metabolites dominates my brain. I'm loving it.
 
Just copped a bundle of DOUBLE SEALED heroin for me and my old lady. The bags were nice and crisp, the powder white as coke, the solution-almost clear. We each shot one bag and this shit was GOOD. Recently, my problem with heroin has been that after the initial rush, I've been left with a dirty, sloppy high. This batch is nice though, feels clean like a pharmaceutical. So yeah, I've got a nice state of mind going, and Im psyched about it being double sealed...I havnt had a double sealed bag in about two years.
 
I've started to find some better sources to get some better tar or Mexican brown, but fuck I miss the shit I got in North Carolina. I'm going to have to lay my hands on some ECP again at some point, maybe when I move back to NC.

Anyway, I added to my days drug use

total so far at 3:31 eastern (my computer is set eastern even if I don't live in eastern time):
-60mg of methadone nasal
-2.5mg of clonazepam sublingual this morning
-60mg of DXM
-25mg of Promethazine
-60mg of caffeine

Feeling chill. My cravings for heroin are gone. Honestly I almost feel happier with out heroin. I love methadone because it gives me 24+ hours of no worry of WDs or anything. I can go through the day accomplishing things if I force myself to overcome my ADHD, with a little smile on my face.
 
Blew a 30 bag and another half of another 30 bag of some fine raw dope. Feeling niiice...i love heroin day aka payday :D
 
just a little tramadol and a codeine extraction. smoked a few small puffs of weed and now listening to happy nostalgic tunes.

my mood has manifested into a place where i seek salvation, though, opted the easy way out. now i'll be wasting even more time i should be taking care of shit i've let get behind me recently. probably a good thing my valium and morphine scripts are out in the likelihood of things getting reckless.
 
Had some Kratom, 6g, 10mg hydro, 25mg tram, 2.5mg diazepam, and 15mg Vyvanse in the evening, 8:00pm.

Now, a bit of herb, 15mg hydro, 1mg clonazepam, 25mg tram, 7.5mg adderall, and 2.5mg dexedrine.

Feeling great right now, just the right combination of everything :)


EDIT: At 3am, I ended up taking another 10mg Adderall, 2.5mg Dexedrine, 30mg Vyvanse, 3g Bali, another 10mg hydro @ 3am

Ended up having an extremely empathetic and constructive conversation with my mom, and we usually get on eachother's nerves so easily.

EDIT2: At 6:46am, I took another 10mg Adderall, 3.5mg dex, 10mg Adderall, 3.3mg dex, 2mg dex ER, 3 mg Adderall XR, 30mg Vyvanse, 10mg hydro, and a final 25mg trammydoll

I am quite alert and focused, but still nodding to kingdom come. I feel as if a heavy opiate nod can be very psychedelic. I was nodding when speaking to my mom (she doesn't know about the nod), and I would momentarily forget where I was or what I was doing or who I was talking to before I opened my eyes. Wow, so opiated today that I keep on forgetting to pack a bowl, I'm just so satisfied doing nothing... not anymore, lol... time to kick the day's ass!
 
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SHHMCJOOAPOYS said:
Where do you guys 'find' money? ;)
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Haha thats funny, good question. I would also like to know.

I am not feeling bad at all this morning. I am drinking some coffee after a little wake n bake sesh and must still be feeling the heroin a little bit from last night. By mid day today though im going to wish i had money sooo bad.

Ha i need to quit.
 
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