highhooked
Bluelighter
150mg of dxm and some coffee. You are soo goood for opiate WD dxm. I wish i had some mxe man that shit is magical.
How High Are You? v. Im Peaking, Hold Me.
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verso
Bluelighter
I'm not high, which sucks. It's payday today, and one of two things will happen... either my boss will have payroll done before noon, which would be great, or she will have it done after 12:00 which would suck because it will mean waiting until essentially 1:30 or even 3:00.
So, everyone please say a prayer for me. 12:00 ... 12:00 ... 12:00 ...
So, everyone please say a prayer for me. 12:00 ... 12:00 ... 12:00 ...
exists
Bluelighter
Not high... yet. Ran out of DXM a few days ago, and these brain zaps are fucking horrible! 8( Took 100 mg diphenhydramine, hoping its SSRI properties will be strong enough to provide a little relief. Popped some oxy as well, and the cannabis-smoking has begun.
Love that game! Just started another Super Mario 64 DS game last night (I used cheats with the last one, but deleted it because I was only cheating myself), and will probably be playing that for the rest of the day, in bed, if these fricking brain zaps don't subside! Argh!
Love that game! Just started another Super Mario 64 DS game last night (I used cheats with the last one, but deleted it because I was only cheating myself), and will probably be playing that for the rest of the day, in bed, if these fricking brain zaps don't subside! Argh!
Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
I wasn't planning on doing much today, just 22.5mg hydrocodone and 15mg temazepam, but I have a number of phone calls I have to make and I am pretty anxious about that so I decided to up it more than that. Right now I am on 45mg hydrocodone, 15mg temazepam, 1.5mg clonazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 1mg lorazepam, 150mg pregabalin (Lyrica) and 10mg cyclobenzaprine (a muscle relaxant - it has some mind altering effects but I have a back ache and I thought that and the Lyrica might help). Also 400mg cimetidine and 50mg diphenhydramine as potentiators. Trying to get registered for classes and it is getting annoying having to try to find someone who can help me get my password recovered or reset. I need that so I can register. The classes I am taking start tomorrow.
Also made a couple of good friends in the nut house who should be out now, I need to give them a call. They both live around 50-60 miles away and we plan to get together later this week to a nice area for swimming and hiking. One of them knows or is related to someone who owns either some cabins or property there so we can go for free and only have to pay for food. You can't beat that! I really needed some real world friends. I only have one and he is moving back to China in December.
I think maybe this time I got on the right meds. My diagnosis is Bipolar I disorder. I was on a bunch of antidepressants but no mood stabilizers. I was told I should not be taking antidepressants except Wellbutrin if I have a bad episode of depression. I was put on that once without a mood stabilizer and it caused manic and mixed episodes with psychotic features. It is only to be used with mood stabilizers. Apparently I was mostly having lots of mixed episodes and I didn't talk enough about what was going on for my shrink to figure it out. I told her I would stay awake for a week and get really paranoid and have weird thoughts and she decided it was schizo-affective disorder. The shrink at the mental institution said that staying awake for so long was triggering the paranoid thoughts and delusions because they would go away once I was able to sleep and that it was normal for things like that to happen when you are awake that long.
Also made a couple of good friends in the nut house who should be out now, I need to give them a call. They both live around 50-60 miles away and we plan to get together later this week to a nice area for swimming and hiking. One of them knows or is related to someone who owns either some cabins or property there so we can go for free and only have to pay for food. You can't beat that! I really needed some real world friends. I only have one and he is moving back to China in December.
I think maybe this time I got on the right meds. My diagnosis is Bipolar I disorder. I was on a bunch of antidepressants but no mood stabilizers. I was told I should not be taking antidepressants except Wellbutrin if I have a bad episode of depression. I was put on that once without a mood stabilizer and it caused manic and mixed episodes with psychotic features. It is only to be used with mood stabilizers. Apparently I was mostly having lots of mixed episodes and I didn't talk enough about what was going on for my shrink to figure it out. I told her I would stay awake for a week and get really paranoid and have weird thoughts and she decided it was schizo-affective disorder. The shrink at the mental institution said that staying awake for so long was triggering the paranoid thoughts and delusions because they would go away once I was able to sleep and that it was normal for things like that to happen when you are awake that long.
Been drinking beer and smoking bud all day plus did some herowin a couple times earlier.
Ooh yeah, making money too, always.
Ooh yeah, making money too, always.
Tryptamine*Dreamer
Ex-Bluelighter
St. John's Wort contains an SSRI as the active ingredient - maybe that would help better for what you are needing and it is available anywhere (Wal-Mart, Drug stores, GNC, many other places
A better plant, usually known as Kanna (Sceletium tortuosum) contains a more powerful SSRI and possibly other psychoactive substances and produces a significant mood lift in many people. If there is a head shop in your area, they may have it. Some health food stores may carry it and I know it is sold online, even on eBay. It is not controlled in any way and I know I have seen pills at GNC before that listed it as an ingredient so it is something that is sold openly. It isn't really something to get high on but can be good for depression or anxiety and at higher doses may be helpful as a sleep aid.
Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
Oh my god you guys...
So I went to FYF (fuck yeah fest) in downtown this weekend, and I went there with nothing but 10 bucks and a pack of cigrettes, yet I managed to get SO high all weekend: the first night, my buddy Leo hooked up some MDA, which had me doing awesome all day, for Ty Segall and Toro Y Moi, and then later that night I was offered 1.75g mushrooms by some hippie kids that I smoked a joint with by the EDM tent, and I tripped hard for Deerhunter's and Death Grips' sets. The NEXT day, I was spoiled even more, because my girlfriend, who told me the previous day that she couldn't make it to either day, surprised me by turning up, and bearing three of my favorite substances: cocaine, heroin, and 5 capsules of GHB, which I consumed throughout the day at different times, starting with some G and coke, and then finishing with the heroin, doing my last shot right before seeing My Blood Valentine, the loudest band I will I ever see live.
And now I feel like shit.
So I went to FYF (fuck yeah fest) in downtown this weekend, and I went there with nothing but 10 bucks and a pack of cigrettes, yet I managed to get SO high all weekend: the first night, my buddy Leo hooked up some MDA, which had me doing awesome all day, for Ty Segall and Toro Y Moi, and then later that night I was offered 1.75g mushrooms by some hippie kids that I smoked a joint with by the EDM tent, and I tripped hard for Deerhunter's and Death Grips' sets. The NEXT day, I was spoiled even more, because my girlfriend, who told me the previous day that she couldn't make it to either day, surprised me by turning up, and bearing three of my favorite substances: cocaine, heroin, and 5 capsules of GHB, which I consumed throughout the day at different times, starting with some G and coke, and then finishing with the heroin, doing my last shot right before seeing My Blood Valentine, the loudest band I will I ever see live.
And now I feel like shit.
verso
Bluelighter
Yikes, that's quite a few substances! Not sure I've ever taken so many substances at one time before...
Bob Loblaw
Bluelight Crew
drunk & stoned
Sprout
Bluelight Crew
A little askew on cheap cider.
SirTophamHat
Bluelighter
what this guy said ^^^
Sprout
Bluelight Crew
Not high enough, as ever.
skittlesxo
Bluelighter
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so fukinhg drink
Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
just smoked a grandfather spliff with some roach material i found in my room earlier.
Blind Melon
Bluelighter
It's 1:51am PST
5pm Shared several puddles with a friend in addition to sniffing a line of the crystal.
6:30pm Shared another puddle.
10pm Drank a Cannabis/Almond milk concoction, supposedly made with 4 grams.
10pm Ate 6mg of Xanax.
10:30pm Smoked 2 bowls of J1
10:45pm Drank 16oz Sierra Nevada Torpedo Ale
11pm Smoked another bowl of J1
11:10pm Drank a 12oz Heineken
And then smoked another bowl and a cigarette, and about to smoke another bowl before bed.
It was a satisfying evening.
5pm Shared several puddles with a friend in addition to sniffing a line of the crystal.
6:30pm Shared another puddle.
10pm Drank a Cannabis/Almond milk concoction, supposedly made with 4 grams.
10pm Ate 6mg of Xanax.
10:30pm Smoked 2 bowls of J1
10:45pm Drank 16oz Sierra Nevada Torpedo Ale
11pm Smoked another bowl of J1
11:10pm Drank a 12oz Heineken
And then smoked another bowl and a cigarette, and about to smoke another bowl before bed.
It was a satisfying evening.
smokemctoke420
Bluelighter
Lines of coke
Lines of dope
Weed
Cigs
Got 5 20s of dope and a 20 of coke from Baltimore city. This stuff has kept me working and high as hell all day. Not tweaking tho. Gonna do the rest if that vial tonight at my other job. except ill save a bump for the morning.
Gonna be a nice next few days. I'm getting off from my first job now and I got 4 hours till I go to my next job
Lines of dope
Weed
Cigs
Got 5 20s of dope and a 20 of coke from Baltimore city. This stuff has kept me working and high as hell all day. Not tweaking tho. Gonna do the rest if that vial tonight at my other job. except ill save a bump for the morning.
Gonna be a nice next few days.
I'm getting off from my first job now and I got 4 hours till I go to my next jobProfesser
Bluelighter
Big dose of hydrocodone
Smoking speed
some booze and weed
mmmm yum
Smoking speed
some booze and weed
mmmm yum
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