I came down significantly since post ^^^ Theres an initial 2-4min coming up period of strong rushing with ethylphenidate at that dose, during which I was unable to talk properly. Like I was basically choking/coughing up powder, and felt overwhelmed by euphoria. I quickly snapped myself out of it when my dad asked a hand holding some parts to a thing he was building, and eventually in mowing the lawn. I would've gave myself a C- or a D+ at passing "sober enough?" by minute 5 of the dose, up to maybe a C average by minute 15. But then I failed to be able to back the mower out of the shed(tight squeeze anyway) without my dad saying "turn it.. Turn it!" I replied "fuck me, ive missed it" "No- well, yea, no you missed it." hoping he would just say "I'll get it." Like I was a child or something? Idk but I expected it. Well I waited half a tic, then put the shit in forwards, and tried to back it at probably the slowest measurable speed, and still nearly missed it. And then when I got the thing out of the shed and onto the ramp, I about dropped a tire off the son-of-bitch. I can't really explain how close it or even what i did because its a straight back-up off the ramp, but by now i was peaking.
Dads back again. Pce