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How High Are You? v. Im Peaking, Hold Me.

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Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
Right now, just 15mg hydrocodone and 1mg clonazepam.


I'm really sorry for all the worry and emotional pain I caused. And all due to believing drug induced hallucinations and delusions were true after forgetting I was high.
Things like this should scare anyone away from using any kind of deleriant. Using that class of drugs often gets people into trouble, though getting someone to attempt suicide is a very extreme example of what can go wrong.

I felt like I did not give a fuck when I did it but now I know I do. I do not want to die any time soon and will never touch another deleriant as long as I live.

I'd love to have some MXE combined with 4-ho-mipt or 4-aco-dmt right now though, maybe with some 5-f-akb48(my favorite synthetic cannabinoid)
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i fuckkkin knew u'd be back and kickin. once u die, there's no more highs... welcome back. I even dedicated a songto u in ur absence.

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on my first time trying MDPV.. snorted about 40mg (not all at once)... not as bad a burn as 2ce...got a nice half gram of it. turned out WAY more like coke than MDMA from what i thought... definitely redose desires...although i did have some of that serotonin luv goin round. About to try vaping it in super small doses (yea i know its toxic). MXE and either jw-oi8 or 5-f are on my to do list strangely enough. I think everyone's lovin MXE... which is why i;m having such trouble getting my hands on it lately :!
 
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Thanks to all who are glad to see I am still alive..
What I did was about the dumbest thing anyone could do. Don't do any drug with deleriant effects. You probably won't end up trying to commit suicide over your delusions and hallucinations but a lot of people end up in jails, hospitals, or nut houses and some in the morgue. I will write a trip report as a warning to anyone else who might think about doing what I did.

I've got several private messages that I will respond to that were sent after I did what I did. I'll be back when I have something interesting to post, such as when I get some MXE or something. Not going to bother with posting about a low dose of hydrocodone and/or benzos every time I do that as it really isn't interesting. Just want to make sure everyone knows I am not dead. I did come very close this time. Waking up with a respirator tube stuck down your lungs is not pleasant and a blood pressure of 50/36 is not going to keep you alive for long. I don't know if I would have made it another 10 minutes without the ambulance arriving. At least I don't remember that part. It is not the kind of thing I would want stuck in my mind.
 
'bout four shots (drinking from glass, who knows, maybe six), and 1mg of xanax in

getting started with my morning
 
Still riding the warmth of the 3-meo-pcp I dosed 16 hours ago. I feel good, but I am a bit disappointed that my 3-MeO-PCP has gone from turning the world into a slideshow to feeling like MDMA-light.
 
200mgs of lyrica and clonidine, i dont think i could get any higher lol

i miss my MXE, it made me sooo happy <3

i wish i had a fat shot of dope in my hand, just ready out to dive in.... fuck i could go for some DXM or anything at this point.. must....hold...on...for suboxone Dr appointment on tuesday... i havent had any opiate for ~20 days, the buprenorphine willl quench my thirst, and then some hahahahah. i almost gave in-was about to get on Marta to hit up the Bluffs to cop some dope, but i did the "right" thing and just masturbated instead =/
 
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drowning in diazepam and weed to stave off cravings for IV heroin, but it's no use :(

my connect needs to pick up the phone, cause i cant make it over to him for another two days.
 
I hate it when dealers don't pick up their phones. I mean, what the fuck is the point of being a dealer if you don't answer your damn phone.

I'm going to end this day (well actually it's already morning) now with some synthetic cannabinoids and a movie I think :)
 
I told myself I wouldn't do any kind of uppers today and I almost made it but then all my friends wanted to get together for once along with some supposedly cute girls so I caved. Tried to get a 1/4 of Meth but that fell through again so Adderall it was.

120mg Adderall (10mg snorted, the rest orally)
Two Beers
About 5 grams of some good Pineapple Express between myself and five other people.
 
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Tryptamine*Dreamer said:
Got out of the nut house yesterday. Only one other person other than myself knows what really happened. I'll just say that I was high on a large dose of a delerient drug and thought I was sober. Hallucinations and delusions told me my mother was dead when she was just out shopping and I lost control and tried to end it all. I blacked out and then called her cell phone and told her what happened. I took many more pills than I listed here but when I tried to drink the 2m2b solution, I vomited pretty much immediately and some of the pills came up too.

My blood pressure was 50/36 when the ambulance arrived and I woke up the next day with a respirator down my lungs. I will tell the full story later but I don't want anyone with power over me finding out about it now
I'm really sorry I made everyone think I was dead. I had no way to do anything about that in the loony bin.

Right now, 15mg hydrocodone+1mg alprazolam
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Just noticed your post. Glad to see you're back man!!! =D

OT: 400mg tram, 0.5mg clonazepam, 6mg bromazepam
 
Kinda coming up as of 2 mins ago. Now I'm actually realizing I overshot my dose quite a bit. Did probably like 50mg of ethylphenidate like 30-40mins ago, but I never got where I wanted to be, so I broke out 2 more lines. Did one, then dad pulled in the driveway. Did that one too, and of course he runs in yelling my name. I told him I just flushed my sinuses and "couldn't talk right" and needed a min or two. I don't know how I'm going to pull this one off. It hit me hard and strong all of a sudden. I literally can't talk. Not enough to make out what I'm saying anyway. The fucckkk... This is like the first time I did mephedrone in high school, but in a worse setting. Halp!
 
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