Right now, just 15mg hydrocodone and 1mg clonazepam.
I'm really sorry for all the worry and emotional pain I caused. And all due to believing drug induced hallucinations and delusions were true after forgetting I was high.
Things like this should scare anyone away from using any kind of deleriant. Using that class of drugs often gets people into trouble, though getting someone to attempt suicide is a very extreme example of what can go wrong.
I felt like I did not give a fuck when I did it but now I know I do. I do not want to die any time soon and will never touch another deleriant as long as I live.
I'd love to have some MXE combined with 4-ho-mipt or 4-aco-dmt right now though, maybe with some 5-f-akb48(my favorite synthetic cannabinoid)