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How High Are You? v. Im Peaking, Hold Me.

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tentram said:
Oh dear god did I come within one gag of spewing my guts up after the 200mg morphine I just injected. Id started the day at 0400 wit an 400mg IV shot and had the second (and final) shot of the day as id just hung my clothes out to dry and finisjed washing the .dishes; I could further relax with a.different movie.

30 secomds afterbthisnsecond shot hit me I instantly.felt neauseas and the.inside of my mouth salivating - tell tale signs. Fortunately I held it together and a.sip of water I was insta-better thank.god.almighty.

Bery very rare is.it that I feel this way, on the verge of.spewing when dosing so high. Ive only just began spewing as a.result when withdrawing as I've now been injecting near constant for a year so things are real pronounced when hitting wds - never been this.way agter 9 years of opiate depdenxy. Oh well right? All part of the fun ay!

Just took an extra.15mg valium. Still chain smoking of course.

Time to really put the feet up n relax now that mmy shitt is taken care.of until dinner time. Just wish my wallet would come out.of hiding before I head out! Cunt offa.thing!

And just as well as I just had that shot of morphine just now. In between typing this I walked outside to hang out my.towel. I felt my toe get.cut just on the top I thought. Then I feel my thong stick to my foot. I look down and blood is all over my foot and I've near sliced a.god damned.toe off :|
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Tentram, it's been a while.
 
Has been indeed. Been taking it reasonably easy since doing the medial ligaments in my right knee. Back from my temp ban, ready n roaring to go ;)

Hope you're well yourself, mate :)
 
Around 7pm I took 4mg clonatril, 2mg alprazolam and maybe 150mg diazepam. This was after smoking 3-4 hits of primo shards out of a quag. Then About 2 hours ago I decided to be a moron and smoke 2 more hits of meth. Oi! Now I'm drinkin a beer debating if I want to use the rest of my Valium to sleep tonight or just stay up all night and dose it up like a champ in the morning.
 
My hydros are out ATM so right now I'm chilling with some diazepam (IMO the best benzo, one of two benzos that I can actually tolerate let alone enjoy, the other being lorazepam), prolly about 30-35 MG or so, so I'm nice and intoxicated. :)

Although I've grown quite fond of diazepam, it's times like this I wish my tolerance to zolpidem wasn't so high. Benzos are nice, but they are NOTHING compared to that beautiful z-drug.
 
Had some more 2m2b - about 20ml. Very drunk. I'd be quite sick if this was ethanol. I wasn't going to post again tonight, but I felt I needed to warn anyone qho might want to try it. Several years ago, I OD'd on the stuff. and I was unconscious for about 2.5 days and it took me over two weeks to get sober. It takes much longer to wear off than ethanol and since it doesn't make you sick, there is nothing to stop you from using way more than is safe. Be very careful if you decide to obtain the stuff. I don't want anyone to get hurt or killed trying to copy me. I have mine locked up and I don't have the keys, so I can't fuck up like that again. I do have another 12ml out so I can stay fucked up for another 10 hours or so.

I am planning to move to Ohio soon, but it is not set in stone. I may choose Minnesota or another northern state. If I can't get out of Texas, I am choosing suicide but I don't think I am going to make that bad decision.

Also forgot to say that the same place I got the 2m2b and am getting the tinaeptine, 1,4-butanediol, and chlorobutanol from has pure diethyl ether that I am going to buy later. Good times are coming for me, that is for sure.

I can't wait to give amineptine a try. I have heard good things about that antidepressant and hope it will help me in ways that others have failed to do. I have tianeptine on the way, which is related to amineptine but not as effective from what I have heard. I have tried tianeptine in the past and it worked better than any SSRI or tricyclic I have tried and that gives me hope. I'll be able to try tianeptine at a higher dose than before because I was able to get the pure chemical at a lower price and I'll soon know what the amineptine will cost (also as a pure chemical). I'll post the results in the not too distant future, after I have had time to see how well they work.

Now going to try to list some things on eBay so I can afford all the drugs I am soon buying and save money for my move out of this Hell I call Texas. If I really try, I should be able to make 5-10 thousand dollars within a couple of months. I have lots of stuff to sell, I have just been too depressed to do it.

I hope I am not being too optimistic. I am not happy and I usually only get overly optimistic when I am happy.

I'll be realistic now and say this is almost certain to end in disappointment.
 
Blind Melon said:
Around 7pm I took 4mg clonatril, 2mg alprazolam and maybe 150mg diazepam. This was after smoking 3-4 hits of primo shards out of a quag. Then About 2 hours ago I decided to be a moron and smoke 2 more hits of meth. Oi! Now I'm drinkin a beer debating if I want to use the rest of my Valium to sleep tonight or just stay up all night and dose it up like a champ in the morning.
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15 diazepam pills! and a bar
Damn you have a tolerance.
 
tentram u a typical ozzy sheep shagger :) can picture u in slops bungie jumping or surfing.

OT wonder, splendifferous, off my usual 400 mg region of oxycodone. thats for the day hey. specially when i dont have to think of shits going on right now.
 
Anyways, on topic: Not high at all yet. Just the coffee...eh, I guess caffeine has a teeny tiny buzz to it. Whatever, gonna take some valium here soon.

Goddamn, when I take opiates I can just take some and then not touch the bottle for the duration of my high, but when I take valium I want to keep taking another half and another half and another half...I'm not sure why because I like opiates much more. I think benzos are just lacking any metaphorical firewood to keep on burning. Unlike my opiates that go for at least 2-3 hours, they seem to wear off so quickly...except for klonopin, that lasts the whole day, but that benzo is fucking nasty. I'd previously thought xanax to be the worst personally but klonopin is literally a discomfort for me that lasts almost 7 hours.
 
RodJonse said:
Man, how can you chew oxy? I tried chewing a 60 before...bleugh

I can't chew pills. I guess it's an acquired taste?
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Unless you getting Mundipharma OxyContin. I don't imagine chewing would be nice with the gel either. The mundie bitter fragrant taste i'll never forget!!! Speaking of which am up to about 800 mgs today. sigh, just went crazy in the last few hours. reign it in man, reign it in. I get the pain kill then the emotion pain kill then theres wanting to actually feel good as well. And some zolpidem, it's not bad a sleeping pill at all.
 
HALP ME FIND MY BACARDI GOLD GADDDDDDAMMMMMEEEET'
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I cant even find the bottle
kind of drunk
]going to get more drunki when my roomiateds girlfriend comes ver.
 
Was having a panic attack, just took 1mg Xanax and it feels like a wave of euphoria is crashing over me, feeling so calm.
 
Took some 5-mapb this morning and i'm pretty fucking impressed. Easily a better RC then 6-apb and fairly close to MDMA.
 
I'm high on life.

Jk i feel like shit, but trying to stay sober. STUPID brain, feel happy on your own you fucking cunt. Stop asking me to feed you drugs
 
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