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^ dude i can only imagine what your w/ds would be like. ive been w/ding more often lately when i never wd for the last 8 years. i guess 70 bags of dope in a week will sky rocket your tolerance. i used to do 15-22.5mgs of oxy to get high, 30 would have me nodding way to hard. now i take 50 and barely get high. i gotta try to stop but its such a mindfuck. gonna start going to na meetings tommorrow. went to an aa one yesterday after i confessed about my usage.

i got the next 3 days off from both jobs, which makes it alot easier to not have to do manual labor then go in a hot kitchen and cook, especially off 0 sleep. ive shit like 8 times already. its mild by i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy, almost ;)

i got my mom to give me 15 mgs of her oxy, i asked for 30 but she wont do it. im grateful for what she gave me tho, most definetly. also took 4mg of immodium, mucho marijuana, and 900 mgs of gabapentin. i feel somewhat functional now. i should be getting a 20mg opana (maybe 2) sometime later and if i do its the good kind, the generics. i really hope it goes through

ot: sorry for the ramble. not really high but the high of not fully illing plus some weed is making me a little more cheerful. time to try to eat something for the first time in 2 days.
 
Just had 300mg tilidine, 12mg bromazepam and a phat line of ketamine.

Awwwh yeah it's starting to kick in. =D
 
escape20 said:
8mg Diladud IV....wow was the rush amazing don't worry though guys I'm not going to do it again anytime soon. Since for one I might be going to detox soon and getting completely clean. Also I don't have any money to buy more. You only live once right? Anyway the rush was pretty amazing...no legs though but I snorted 4mg more in a few hours to keep the high going.
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Man you really do not want to get a IV dilly habit. I first shot dilly maybe 3 and a half years ago and i have not taken the drug in any other way since. Before that i was fine just snorting it. It is literally the crack of opiates as it's all rush and you want more half a hour after your last shot. The only thing i have found more compulsive then dilaudid is IV coke or crack. I snorted dilly for years without too much trouble even though i was addicted i was not heavily addicted and not OCD about having a syringe by me at all times. But one fine morning i decided to give myself a little treat which was a 6mg shot of dilly. It wasn't my first experience with the needle as i have had IV and IM shots of morphine and Demerol from doctors for the chronic pain i have but this was the first time doing it myself and dilaudid has a way stronger rush then morphine. Demerol has a real strong rush that rivals dilaudid's but it's much different then typical opioid's and can be somewhat unpleasant actually. Plus Demerol is just weird no matter what way you take it. At first i would just shoot 4-6mg's of dilly to get a rush and i would be good. I actually thought i would save on gear due to the increased bioavailability =D

Today my tolerance is so high that my usual dose is 18mg's to get me fixed up in the morning. I'll shoot up 2 or even 3 18mg hydromorph contins a few times a day which is a totally fucking insane dose and get nothing but the initial oh so lovely rush and be feeling normal 10 to 30 minutes after after. I got so bad for awile that i could not sleep a solid 8 hours without knocking myself right out with benzos and seroquel because i would start getting dopesick within 6-8 hours and would wake up. Tolerance to hydromorphone seems to build way faster for me atleast compared to say oxycodone, morphine or even fentanyl does and since it's just all rush with no legs you want another fix way faster then you do with good ol morphine. I knew exactly what i was getting into by picking up the needle as i have had many friends completely fuck their lives up or end up dead due to shooting opiates or coke but i still did it which makes me even dumber :\ . So i just thought i would give you a word of caution on just how quickly things can get out of hand with this shit. Though if your anything like me you will just ignore it anyway but i had to atleast try.

As for me i finally got my morphine and had a 180mg shot on top of the 150mg's i ate. I've been getting by on codeine since Thursday so i am as high as the clouds right now %)
 
sub21lime said:
Bro I feel ya on that. Got my opiate and benzo tolerance down a couple weeks ago due to me being out of everything except herb and promethezine for a week( day 3 I took a couple dones but I feel it didn't set me back)
Try to keep your tolerance low( easier said than done right?) Sorry for blabing I'm benzo'd out on jus 25mg of diazepam( takin over the coarse of the night) and jus took another iv of bupe and a couple bong hit ;).

Goodnight All you Bluelighters you guys ArE all great!!
...except the sh™t talkers XD
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Yea i usually keep doses pretty low so my tolerance stays low. But in general most drugs hit me pretty hard, i'm a pretty thin guy that's why.
 
Well what started off as a good day turned into shit, pretty sure I broke my big toe.

30mg roxi
1mg xanax
bowl of weed

puttin ice on my toe and passing out...
 
1mg Clonazepam, first time in well over a year, coming on nicely. PBR tallboy on deck, possible 1mg more after that. Work should be pretty damn chill tonight %).
 
kronedog said:
Well what started off as a good day turned into shit, pretty sure I broke my big toe.

30mg roxi
1mg xanax
bowl of weed

puttin ice on my toe and passing out...
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Lol I'm sorry but that made me laugh. Sounds like something id post. XD
 
smoked something like 8 spliffs after work might have one more before bed. gonna rock out on my day off tomorrow and get shit done.
 
paranoid android said:
Man you really do not want to get a IV dilly habit. I first shot dilly maybe 3 and a half years ago and i have not taken the drug in any other way since. Before that i was fine just snorting it. It is literally the crack of opiates as it's all rush and you want more half a hour after your last shot. The only thing i have found more compulsive then dilaudid is IV coke or crack. I snorted dilly for years without too much trouble even though i was addicted i was not heavily addicted and not OCD about having a syringe by me at all times. But one fine morning i decided to give myself a little treat which was a 6mg shot of dilly. It wasn't my first experience with the needle as i have had IV and IM shots of morphine and Demerol from doctors for the chronic pain i have but this was the first time doing it myself and dilaudid has a way stronger rush then morphine. Demerol has a real strong rush that rivals dilaudid's but it's much different then typical opioid's and can be somewhat unpleasant actually. Plus Demerol is just weird no matter what way you take it. At first i would just shoot 4-6mg's of dilly to get a rush and i would be good. I actually thought i would save on gear due to the increased bioavailability =D

Today my tolerance is so high that my usual dose is 18mg's to get me fixed up in the morning. I'll shoot up 2 or even 3 18mg hydromorph contins a few times a day which is a totally fucking insane dose and get nothing but the initial oh so lovely rush and be feeling normal 10 to 30 minutes after after. I got so bad for awile that i could not sleep a solid 8 hours without knocking myself right out with benzos and seroquel because i would start getting dopesick within 6-8 hours and would wake up. Tolerance to hydromorphone seems to build way faster for me atleast compared to say oxycodone, morphine or even fentanyl does and since it's just all rush with no legs you want another fix way faster then you do with good ol morphine. I knew exactly what i was getting into by picking up the needle as i have had many friends completely fuck their lives up or end up dead due to shooting opiates or coke but i still did it which makes me even dumber :\ . So i just thought i would give you a word of caution on just how quickly things can get out of hand with this shit. Though if your anything like me you will just ignore it anyway but i had to atleast try.

As for me i finally got my morphine and had a 180mg shot on top of the 150mg's i ate. I've been getting by on codeine since Thursday so i am as high as the clouds right now %)
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Of course i'm not going to ignore your post man...thanks for the advice. I know all the damage the needle can do and I do know how hard it is to control. I can say i'm different and able to control but that's probably not true. I will say that I did shot heroin once before awhile back and I went back to snorting it, haven't shot it since. I'm very conscious of the dangers of IV'ing. Anyway, my curiosity just got the better of me with the dillies and I just said fuck it I want to know what this supposedly amazing rush feels like. It certainly didn't disappoint but you aren't kidding when you said it's the crack of opiates, an hour after the rush I was fiending for more. Luckily I still had 12mg left which I just ended up snorting over the next 24 hours. With my current financial situation I just felt like I could shoot it once and not do it again anytime soon (not to mention the fact that my friend gets them once a month and lives an hour away in Virginia).

Obviously, for anyone reading who's curious about the IV rush of dillies, take paranoid android's advice and just don't do it at all. The quick rush isn't worth all the trouble. I already feel guilty at myself for doing it. I'm going to chill on suboxone for the next few days so I can get that rush out of my head and hopefully stay away from the needle for a long time.

Anyway today i'm taking it easy on xanax, weed, and alittle MXE. Also, I can't wait to see my amazing girlfriend again :).
 
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drinking dipa and smoking spliffs. exactly how i prefer to spend my minutes of this ephemeral existence.

hail hops
 
In the past 5 hours...
2mg clonazepam
60mg lisdexamfetamine
15mg dexamp
200mg gabapentin

Feeling OK, but Need to eat something. stomache is hurting... :\
 
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