whatabouttheforests: Ambien can be pretty trippy and cause blackouts, I wouldn't reccomend it after rolling and Oxy. I never understand how people can mix MDMA and liquor. If I have so much as a beer before taking mdma in any form, it kills the X effects almost completely, and I end up feeling like I've taken a handful of prozac: mentally edgy and jittery, but with an unpleasant, sickly physical sedation. Haven't done Molly in a good long time now, but back in the day, I ruined a good few excellent pills and club nights by dropping after drinking: my friends would all take the same pills, drink, come up and bounce around the dancefloor, while I sat in the chill-out feeling cheated, until someone showed up with acid or speed. But if stayed dry until the the comedown and then drank a beer it two, it would kick the molly back into action for an hour or so. It got so unpredictable that eventually I just started skipping X completely at free parties and club nights, using speed (bootleg sulphate, there wasn't much meth in the UK, though I hear it's around in gay clubs these days, or Dexedrine on the rare occasions I could get it), and boilermakers. I soon learned that without X or acid, I didn't actually like trance or clubbing that much, except when 2-CB crossed my path. I miss the ceebees -they had me rushing in places I don't have. Circumcised Jew that I am, I swear that a couple of those tiny pink tabs gave me full-blown vaginal orgasms. I'd tripped balls plenty of times, but only 2-CB ever had me tripping pussy.
Ah, the sweet days of youth. Now I like the kind of pharms they give sick people in the hospital. Yesterday was a shitty anniversay of a bad break-up. so I treated myself to a 2 day binge. Since Friday morning:
200 mgs modafinil to get some work done.
Sundry doses of doxalymine, dipenhydramine and cimetidine as potentiators.
8 mgs Etizolam in 1 mg doses spread trough day and night.
28 x 2mg, EU-manufactured, prescription diazepam. The main event:
70 x 30mg dihyrocodeine in doses of 300, 450 and 600mgs every four hours or so. It's the closest thing to hydrocodone I can get in the UK, and althougy my tolerance requires pretty high doses (first-timers with no tolerance should probably try 30mgs to start with, see how they feel, go no higher than 90-120 mgs, and keep some antihistamines on hand, both to frontload as potentiators, and reduce the itchiness, which is extreme with DHC), I prefer it to morph and H (Or what passes for it in the UK these days). Not to preach, bit I'm experienced with H, fentanyl and morphine, so my doses would be dangerous to the opiate naive.
2 x 30/500 plain codeine & tylenol caplets, to get some of that vicodin synergy, and hold off the headaches high-dose DHC can csuse.
5x alleged 10mg diazepam tabs, HK's, asian knock-offs that I'd guess range from 3-5 mgs apiece, to get to sleep: I find DHC gently stimulating, much like diconal, and spent the night writing emails and surfing news sites. Finally crashed ariond 1pm for 4 hours, after another 3mgs Etizolam. Oddly, had both OEVs and CEVs while trying to sleep. Not just flickering grey opiate visions,but lines and webs of colour in the air and on te walls, as if I'd taken say a quarter of an average blotter or a couple of shrooms.
Woke up tis afternoon still bleary and a little high. Decided to extend my home vacation for another day.
200mgs citmetidine, 25ngs doxalymine and 50mgs of diphen with 1mg of Etizolam.
30 x 30mgs dhc in one dose (again, not reccomended witout a substantial opiate tolerance), finishing the box.
2 x 30/50 codeine/tylenol.
Another 200 mgs of cimetidine, then 2 x the '10mg HK' diaz. Going to take another 3 in an hour or so, and hopefully get to sleep.
It's been a chilled, relaxing couple of days, though a few joints woukd have made it better still, but I've been too obviously wasted to fuck around on public tramsport and go score. Sorry for the long post - wasted gibberish from s wasted man. In some ways, DHC's my favourite opate, but I need a lengthy tolerance vacation after 3 grams in 30 hours.
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