Just a little update on the memantine thing:
It has been probably 30+ hours since I dosed and I think I am still feeling slight effects from it, but not much. It's a shame that the duration is so long because I feel that it would be really good at about twice the dose I took. Only problem, that might end up resulting in a trip that lasts a week or more.
Even this was a bit longer than I would have liked for it to have lasted. I think it may still turn out to be useful in the 50-100mg range as a stand alone intoxicant that lasts all day and produces a calm, pleasant mindstate or as a drug to mix with others at that level. I think what will be really interesting is combining it with DXM or ketamine or other dissociatives. Next on my list of things to do with it is try maybe 50mg of the memantine with 600-700mg DXM, Probably 600, just in case it is really good at potentiating it. I'd take the memantine 4-5 hours before the DXM,
As for what I am high on now:
90mg hydrocodone, 1.25mg alprazolam, 150mg hydroxyzine, 1,000mg methocarbamol, 0.2mg cloidine, 600mg cimetidine(potentiates most opiates but has no effects of its own)
Also have had 10mg of selegiline today. I've decided to try using it as an antidepressant since the ones the doctors prescribed me have failed to provide significant benefits. I did stay off of drugs it can't be safely combined with for an appropriate period of time before starting it.
I mention this because it gives a mild but euphoric stimulation and high(as in mood, not in the feeling fucked up sense of the word). Even though I am not using it with the intention of getting high, it does contribute to the euphoria and my overall mindstate.
I just recently found out it was approved as an antidepressant, though I would have tried using it for that purpose even if it had not been approved due to positive reaction to it in the past.