10 mgs zolpidem tartrate
Zolpidem is a pretty weird/interesting drug. I actually think that I enjoy the effects of it more than I enjoy the effects of standard benzodiazepines. My vision gets all "foggy" and blurred, I feel slightly warmer, things like colors and background music sometimes seem strange, some subtle image morphing...but somehow I find all that enjoyable, maybe because of the GABA-A anxiolysis? Who knows...
Food tastes fucking good, too...zolpidem munchies are way worse than marijuana munchies. Also, I enjoy smoking weed while on zolpidem.
That is all.
It's a more recreational drug than benzos for sure IMO. It has some strong euphoria the first few times that you use it, but tolerance to that develops so quickly that you can only get that effect from it once a day for like a week before you're tolerant to it. Even for anxiety it's pretty awesome. It takes away my anxiety completely. Though tolerance develops way faster than with 'real' benzos. After a few days of using it, it also gives me a pretty strong rebound anxiety the next day.
If you're prone to blacking out; this drug is notorious for it. People who empty their fridge at night for months on end while using zolpidem to 'sleep', and wonder why they gained 30 pounds. Or others who wake up to a half-painted front door, or their washing machine taken apart. With absoutely no recollection of doing so, so they basically think they just spent the night in bed sleeping like a baby. Stuff like that..
There's actually some pretty funny stories about sleepwalking on zolpidem. I'm sure you can find them in no time with a small google search.
It can also be IV'd as it's water soluble. Taken via this roa it produces a kinda weird, moderately strong and actually quite enjoyable rush. Of course all the dangers of injecting pills apply to zolpidem as well. I'd say if you're a hardcore IV'er maybe try it once, but overall oral is the most pleasant way of taking it IMO. It's also by far the best/most recreational of the 3 Z-Drugs (or well, I can't actually speak for zaleplon, but from what I've read it's the least recreational one of the 3).
The downsides of zolpidem are; it's too innebriating to be using it during the day (for anxiety), it lasts only a
very short time (Like only 30 minutes from the moment first effects are felt, IME), so it's good for falling asleep, but if you have troubles staying asleep; zopiclone or a hypnotic mid-duration acting benzo are better options. It also gives me one hell of an anxiety rebound. Also the very real possibility of black-outs on this stuff. And while it rids me of anxiety entirely, in a whole different way that benzos do, it's not really suited for combatting anxiety due to the short duration & rebound.
So yeah, I prefer benzos over zolpidem pretty much always. On the rare occasion I come across it, I won't turn it down though. But as a daily medication it loses its appeal really quickly.
So far my novel on zolpidem. Lol.
OT: I did a 240mg oxycodone shot. Maaan that packed a punch. Send me to noddyland instantly and it took me a good while before I was able to type again.

Good thing I haven't taken any benzos today or I'd be out cold most likely.
Feels damn good though. So euphoric!
Hope everyone is well today!
