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HHAY is a de facto clearinghouse/social thread for drug culture.

How high are we ranges from sick to euphoric and there is no requirement to post in this thread, which is why I've made it my home.

At the moment I am still drinking and sooner or later im gonna carpet surf for a spliff because I am a sad man.
 
I took 5 mgs of diazepam today and wandered around expressionless/totally non-verbal for around 4 hours, hating life and wondering why I chose to take tranquilizers today, other than the fact that I have a prescription for them now, they're psychoactive, and that they're "there". :\

I've been struggling with depression lately and I've noticed that, for me personally, benzodiazepines seem to make my depression worse. They make me stop caring about anything, including myself and other things that I should genuinely care about.
 
I'm sorry to hear that, Burnt Off3rings. Come to Portland and I'll relieve your benzo burden hehe.

In all seriousness tho9ugh, sell those fuckers. If 5 MG of valuim, a weak weak dose, is making you feel worse, get rid of that shit. I love my valium but I'd never pretend it's a panacea for everyone. Fuck benzos, and booze too why not.
 
SirTophamHat said:
I'm sorry to hear that, Burnt Off3rings. Come to Portland and I'll relieve your benzo burden hehe.

In all seriousness tho9ugh, sell those fuckers. If 5 MG of valuim, a weak weak dose, is making you feel worse, get rid of that shit. I love my valium but I'd never pretend it's a panacea for everyone. Fuck benzos, and booze too why not.
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Benzodiazepines were always a class of drug that I never had a high tolerance for...I can feel as low a dose as 2.5 mgs of diazepam, for example. That's probably a good thing, I guess.

I don't know, to me lately they just seem to make life seem "grey" and cold.

Admittedly another factor is that I miss heroin terribly, honestly. I'm unable to get any heroin at the moment (THANK GOD) but I have access to other drugs like diazepam...but I just pick up the prescription bottle, look at it and think to myself "WHY CAN'T YOU BE HEROIN!? YOU'RE NOT THE MIND-ALTERING SUBSTANCE I WANT! GWAARRRGHHGAARGH!"

Luckily I do have cannabis, though. So things aren't THAT bad I suppose...
 
I am sensitive to benzo as well, which is why diazepam is my choice. Even 2 MG of anything else is too much. For a while I did 2.5 MG Valium afternoon and night, I am supposed to take 5-10mg in evening PRN for insomnia, but instead I just take 5mg each morning. Sometimes I take more like today, though it's rare. I know stopping is going to be hell now that I've been using it for years now.

I need a week vacation with nothing but iced tea and weed and BBQ on a remote beach to kick valium probably.

For me heroin is a whole ordeal, I need time and space to myself, weed is necessary, tobacco is almost necessary, and the prices and quality never seem to be quite riht. When the stars align is aKaBOOM fun.

Just cracked a quart of lager.
 
I have 19 months of 5mg daily average. I've gone 72 hours without before but that's still within half life range. Yah think I'm fucked? I want to believe i could escape with a month taper.
 
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Probably a lot higher than I feel. I have a massive headache atm which is overpowering my high and seeing as I did meth this morning I don't expect to be able to sleep for at least another 10 hours.

Right now I'm on vaped weed, 7 grams kratom and 7.5mg temazepam.

I'll be re-dosing on the weed and temazepam throughout the night and if it gets too bad I'll add in pregabalin.
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Thanks to a second benzo my headache is gone and I'm enjoying a nice floaty weed and benzo high not to mention finally being able to eat something. :)
 
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For me heroin is a whole ordeal, I need time and space to myself, weed is necessary, tobacco is almost necessary, and the prices and quality never seem to be quite riht. When the stars align is aKaBOOM fun.
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Damn, all those prerequisites? Hehe.

The only prerequisite for me that is somewhat important is marijuana. I'll enjoy heroin without marijuana, but heroin combined with marijuana? Well, nothing more needs to be said about how amazingly awesome that combo is. :) I like smoking weed on morphine, oxycodone & kratom, too. Opiates and weed: two great things that go great together!

I love to be alone while doing opiates, as well. It's funny how that works. With other drugs (like stimulants and, most of the time, marijuana) I enjoy socializing with others, but with heroin I prefer solitude. The best heroin experience I've probably ever had happened out here, where I'm currently at...not to "toot my own horn" or anything, but the view I have from the front porch is incredible here. I look out over a scene of an expansive ocean bay, mountains, sea birds, fucking whales and shit! Every sunset is gorgeous, crimson red skies with orange tinted clouds, the ocean looking like a giant field of silver light when the sky was overcast.

I took a stiff shot of dope, packed a bowl and gazed out unto that. Holy shit. It was spiritual almost in the way that psychedelic hallucinogens are. That tar was amazing. Every pain and ache in my body was obliterated by it and the high lasted FOREVER.
 
^ I see a lot of people swear by the weed and opioid combo, but I gave it a go recently and was somewhat underwhelmed. Truth be told, I don't really like cannabis to start with. The reason I love (mild) opioids so much is because I feel clear-headed while on them, as opposed to cannabis, alcohol or other strong drugs that mess with the thinking process. I smoked low to moderate amounts of weed alongside taking my usual codeine for about 2-3 weeks recently and I didn't feel like it added anything to the experience except make me a vegetable that was unable to do much but sit and eat.

I prefer solitude on opioids as well. Well, maybe except for the more stimulating O-desmethyltramadol, which I found pretty pleasant to socialize on.

OT: had a very strong coffee in an attempt to distract myself from thinking about opioids. Didn't work.
 
SirTophamHat said:
I have 19 months of 5mg daily average. I've gone 72 hours without before but that's still within half life range. Yah think I'm fucked? I want to believe i could escape with a month taper.
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Well, the one time I got off benzos completely without any residual w/ds or PAWS it took about 7 months for me to get completely back to normal. But I was on a higher dose; between 12 & 36mg/day. I was dependent on only 12mg though. I could get by perfectly on that dose.

/E: LOL I got mod for the wrong subforum. Ahahahahahahaaa!
/E2: I hope it doesn't take as long to change it to DC as it did to get modded up in the first place.. :p
/E3: Fixed!

OT: opi8ed!
 
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I got my math wrong. I've been using Valium for 30 months. Time to hop off this ride I guess.

Sober now gonna drink and start some final fantasy tactics later
 
I've been on my bromazepam for about 6 months again now. Maybe there is still a chance to hop off without having a withdrawal that lasts ages.. ? Meh, guess we'll never know. I don't intend to quit again any time soon. =D

/e: Yay, I'm a DC mod now. As it should be! =D
 
Congrats on the mod position, P2C! :-D

OT: some residual opioidness, just took 2 ml of 1,4-BD. Don't know why I keep coming back to this vile liquid. The high is anything but pleasant, but I guess I'm this desperate to be sedated. Tryptamine Dreamer, do you even enjoy your 1,4-butanediol? I assume you also get the jitters/shakes and weird unpleasant stimulation, especially on higher doses? But I see that you still keep taking it. What gives?
 
Thanks for the advice shugen! I plan on going back to splitting my dose between two smaller am and pm times and then gradually going to just 2.5mg in AM, a day then hopping off at the right time.

Burnt offerings: doing dope in nature is the way to fucking do it. Give me mountains and a body of water over an alleyway or car anytime. So peaceful, pleasant, and serene. I'm very grateful my dope buddies feel the same.
 
Welcome back P2C!

Just got home from marching in the LA Pride Parade. I'm not gay, was actually part of a contingent marching for cannabis patients. It was awesome, overwhelming though, SO many people...
Lots of fun, cool floats and stuff, such friendly welcoming people.

Ate a little oxy when I got home cause my whole body hurts lol dabs up next
 
-Down to my RX dose of 60mg IR Adderall
-Still on 2mgs of Clonazepam- Tapering from 4mg (that was my dose daily for 2 years) but I keep throwing 2 bars in every now and then and confusing my gaba-a receptors.
-200mg THC gummy star edible made from concentrate.
-Bowls of Blue Dream, Thin Mints, Sour OG, and Gorilla Glue #98
 
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