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^ im about to stagger some gabapentin myself. gonna start with 1200 and do 1200 again in an hour. i got a few ambien, some kief, and weed as well. gonna go to this stupid NA meeting chilling

so far 1200 mg gabapentin and bong rips with kief
 
Fuck yeah! GABA party!

And yes ambien at NA. Gotta make it bareable, ya know? Ive done dope, ambien, oxy, etizolam, and weeds at meetings before. after i run out of bud im not smoking anymore and im no longer gonna be doing dope due to drug test from my rents. ill be drug tested every 2 weeks so soon enough my only options are gonna be etizolam, gabapentin, ambien, tramadol, and suboxone if i can get ahold of em. trams and subs is suprisingly a good combo and im sure it would be better with benzos and/or weed to.

anyways im not super high yet but im not gonna smoke this bong of kief till im ready to walk out the door. so yeah.

10 mg ambien (gonna bring a 5 with me in case i want it but 10 usually suffices)
kief and weed bongs in like 10 mins
2400mg gabapentin in 2 doses


edit: added another 5mg ambien, 600mg gabapentin, an epic kief rip.
Edit:2 the 3rd ambien kicked in and I'm feeling nice and a little out if it, but I like it. Idk. Everything slows down. I like it. I gotta blame the kief to cuz I shouldn't have cleared that hit lol

Music also kicks ass while on ambien, along with a lot of other drugs to
 
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40mg adderall
2mg buprenorphine
couple hits of bud

going back and forth between classwork and bluelight
 
1760 mgs oxycodone in last 2 days. Jesus. Personal worst and I'm still in pain. this cant happen again jesus I'm close to tapped out.

I feel for ya man. I'm on the opposite end of the spectrum. Super low, and it's all I can do to get out of bed to eat and shower when I'm not at work. I try to keep up appearances, but when I'm not drinking I feel like complete shit. Luckily I have a weak tolerance to booze so getting buzzed ain't tough, but I have to avoid doing it every day. Anyway I haven't been in your position so I can't give advice but I hope ya feel better/get better soon.
 
Haha, how right you were... i only needed two truck beds full (one for bed, kitchen table, couch and one for chairs and belongings) but i didnt have nearly enough dedicated containers for the random shit! At the end i just started throwing random crap like ice cube trays and door hooks, dish soap etc. into the bed and hoping for the best. I was borrowing a coworkers truck (small ford ranger) so i w as overwhelmed with rushing the process. I think i only had maybe one item fly out down the road lol...
So yeah you called it :) im very minimalist yet need to be even MORE so sometimes.

Ps: carl why you gotta be all here and there and nowhere at once man? I moved to ABQ but you should still come and kick it with me all fresh.

Pps can i call you F-dawg or does that sound too dirty?

Ppps: did you watch the pre classic this weekend? OMFG RUPP!

On topic now: drinking a beer now that ive unpacked pretty much all my stuff. May try to get my herbal smoke on later since its the weekend. I need a fucking cheeseburger too; im famished.

ABQ?! Weren't you in VT before? That's a big difference, how you liking it out there? Never been to the SW myself. Would like to.

You can call me whatever you like. If I didn't see this post then I probably wouldn't know who you were referring to if you said F-dawg, but I think I can remember that.

Sadly no, I have not seen any track results in a while. As you know it's pretty much an "internet sport" since no IRL knows WTF you're talking about, even if you're at a track meet. One of my best friends from HS, who was all New England in indoor (champion!) and outdoor, who competed in college in the decathlon, well he was the only person IRL I talked to about track. It was awesome just getting a beer and BSing with him. He was the only person who ever understood the obsession, aside from the good people on the Stat! and the so/so people of Letsrun. He killed himself on Aug. 31, 2012 and I've always felt partially responsible. That was the beginning stages of being totally fucked on heroin and I couldn't bring myself to follow track. Was too painful. :| :o I mean we would still go to the big HS meets if we were both around when they would be going on.

I really miss it though. Last time I briefly signed on to Letsrun there was an article announcing Webb was retiring. He was a senior when I was a freshman getting into the sport and he was an instant hero of mine. My other former XC/track friends are all over the place: NY, Hawaii, Japan, so it just felt like I was clinging to something that was no longer there. :\

I'm trying to get back into running shape after a LONG lay off and I'd definitely want to get back into the sport. I remember seeing some races where you could just tell something special was going to happen. I don't know how to explain it, but you could almost literally feel the electricity in the air. I remember helping to get the word out on a big 2mile in Hartford years back where we had the deepest 2mile CT had ever seen, Barnicle 8:50.xx, Gras right behind, 5 under 9, Haji set the CT record first sub 9 deuce (LOL if anyone else is still reading and actually understands these references then I'd give you significant props). Knowing I helped get the word out on that and a few other things I actually did that made a difference, however small, really used to mean something to me. There's something special about track that you either get or you don't. :) :p

I'm rambling now. You just had to throw in a Rupp reference! I have all of this old race info stored in my mind still, but no one I can share it with and reminisce with. That's what I miss the most about my friend. I guess it's time to look to the future though.


Sorry I was bad at getting back to you a while back. I've actually felt really bad about that for a while, where I even stayed away from BL for a while as it reminded me of all my social failings. Hope you're doing well man! %)


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Thread: Took some Adderall which gave a nice boost. Took my sub dose, though that is actually less and less everyday because I can't stand being on a maintenance dose. About to toke some herb after work and then maybe a night run?
 
Ya dude,

I moved to NM for a job opportunity, which has been exciting but also really tough on me mentally. Like really tough. Huge city, know no one, old habits of depression start coming back etc.

I think the last time I PMed you about hanging out, was the week I eventually got sent to the Looney bin. It was probably best for the both of us that it never materialized.

I'm sorry about your friend, I have so few these days that I can relate to losing one permanently, even if not in such a tragic way. I'm glad you're doing better now; that CARL LANDROVER rig pic you posted a ways back really had me concerned :(

If I'm ever in the new england area I'll let ya know and we can catch some sort of athlethics or XC meet together. Good luck with your return to running! Right now it's mostly an armchair hobby for Me, but I could probably bust out a sub 24 5k if you put a gun to my head.

I just took 10mg of Valium and it's beginning to kick in so I feel a little less shitty than I did an hour ago. Fuck having to work tomorrow though :P
 
Ya dude,

I moved to NM for a job opportunity, which has been exciting but also really tough on me mentally. Like really tough. Huge city, know no one, old habits of depression start coming back etc.

I think the last time I PMed you about hanging out, was the week I eventually got sent to the Looney bin. It was probably best for the both of us that it never materialized.

I'm sorry about your friend, I have so few these days that I can relate to losing one permanently, even if not in such a tragic way. I'm glad you're doing better now; that CARL LANDROVER rig pic you posted a ways back really had me concerned :(

If I'm ever in the new england area I'll let ya know and we can catch some sort of athlethics or XC meet together. Good luck with your return to running! Right now it's mostly an armchair hobby for Me, but I could probably bust out a sub 24 5k if you put a gun to my head.

I just took 10mg of Valium and it's beginning to kick in so I feel a little less shitty than I did an hour ago. Fuck having to work tomorrow though :P

I give you a lot of credit for moving that far out. That's something I've never done before, so I can't imagine how difficult it would be. I can totally relate to not knowing anyone and depression issues, since I haven't been social in about 2 years and really don't know any non-drug people.

Forgot about that pic. It freaked me out for a while because there was that weird distorted orb in one of the pics that I couldn't figure out what caused it. Meant to have someone with a photography background tell me what it is.

LOL, probably couldn't break 23 myself. It feels good when I do go out for a run again, but fuck man, I never though 8min pace would feel so tiring. I'm not focusing on time right now because that would just be more depressing.
 
What kinda rush haha? sounds interesting. I wasn't sure if you referring to bupe or some light stimulant in the nasal spray?

i think he means l-methamp from vicks nasal spray (used as a nasal decongestant)

I used to sniff those when i was on ecstasy.

@oT:drunk and stoned as fuck and its only 9:30. I'm usually not this drunk until at least 10, but when someone hands you a bag of wine at five o clock...
 
Fuck yeah! GABA party!

And yes ambien at NA. Gotta make it bareable, ya know? Ive done dope, ambien, oxy, etizolam, and weeds at meetings before. after i run out of bud im not smoking anymore and im no longer gonna be doing dope due to drug test from my rents. ill be drug tested every 2 weeks so soon enough my only options are gonna be etizolam, gabapentin, ambien, tramadol, and suboxone if i can get ahold of em. trams and subs is suprisingly a good combo and im sure it would be better with benzos and/or weed to.

anyways im not super high yet but im not gonna smoke this bong of kief till im ready to walk out the door. so yeah.

10 mg ambien (gonna bring a 5 with me in case i want it but 10 usually suffices)
kief and weed bongs in like 10 mins
2400mg gabapentin in 2 doses


edit: added another 5mg ambien, 600mg gabapentin, an epic kief rip.
Edit:2 the 3rd ambien kicked in and I'm feeling nice and a little out if it, but I like it. Idk. Everything slows down. I like it. I gotta blame the kief to cuz I shouldn't have cleared that hit lol

Music also kicks ass while on ambien, along with a lot of other drugs to


I've been right in your shoes before, Smoke! I'm still living in my parent's house on 70 damn mg's of methadone with no job (except under-the-table lawncare).

They did that shit to me, but what they don't realize is that you're obviously gonna find mad ways around their "drug test" whether it drugs or "fake yellow something that's heated with hormones or some shit so it looks like human pxss." Unless you're ready for a break. I respect that as well. Dope almost took my life away, literally OD'd more x's than I fucking know haha. I mean it's probably not funny, but I have to laugh at my nonsense or I'd lose it.

Funny you said that, when all that shit happened (got outta rehab once) I got ambien and gabapentin scripts filled ASAP! haha. Problem with em' is that they sky-rocket your tolerance to the more euphoric effects and are left with more sedation/weird effects haha. Especially gabapentin! I miss my fucking lyrica haha.

Yeah man bupe and trams used to be the shit for me when I was on BMT. The synergy vanished though! I think it has to do with the state of my liver with consuming potentiation doses of cimetidine for too long.

Jealous of that kief though. I poured up more bourbon.
 
I feel for ya man. I'm on the opposite end of the spectrum. Super low, and it's all I can do to get out of bed to eat and shower when I'm not at work. I try to keep up appearances, but when I'm not drinking I feel like complete shit. Luckily I have a weak tolerance to booze so getting buzzed ain't tough, but I have to avoid doing it every day. Anyway I haven't been in your position so I can't give advice but I hope ya feel better/get better soon.

Thanks topham :). Its being fkin sick and in pain that is wearing fk. but that was fucking ridiculous dosing. Gonna calculate how much I can take daily now out of my weekly rx now, after that binge I know it will be grim.

But I'm coping.

80 mgs oxy. iiiiiiiiiiiiim coming up.
 
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Thanks topham :). Its being fkin sick and in pain that is wearing fk. but that was fucking ridiculous dosing. Gonna calculate how much I can take daily now out of my weekly rx now, after that binge I know it will be grim.

But I'm coping.

80 mgs oxy. iiiiiiiiiiiiim coming up.

Would that even hold you? That's like a tenth of what you were doing. I know when I was shooting 10 bags a day I sure as shit wouldn't have made it through the day with just 1 bag.


Weed, small amount of sub. I should probably take more because I have the urge for dope still.
 
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