I'm still alive!
On my cycle off meth, I expected stopping meth for 8 weeks to be the most brutal thing ever after a 10 week binge, but honestly, aside from cravings, excessive sleep, sweating, some lethargy and depression "which those hash vape pens help with a lot in my experience this time", and eating a lot, it was nothing. Nothing compared to things I have experienced before in terms of withdrawals, like Xanax or Dilaudid. I do miss feeling like a Greek god though.
My intake for the day so far has been:
β’ Lots of Lebanese Hash, vaped
β’ 75 mg Dexedrine Spansules
β’ 40 mg Opana, plugged
β’ 4 mg Xanax
β’ 4 mg Klonopin
β’ 280 mg Ketamine IM "so far today"
β’ 100 mg Seroquel
β’ 400 mg Tegretol
β’ Strawberry Ice Nicotine Vape
β’ 10 mg Valium
β’ 450 mg Wellbutrin
β’ 10 mg Abilify
β’ 20 mg Lexapro
Will be doing more K, Hash, Xanax, and some ambien later on tonight. I'm a few days away from my opioid break, which will suck balls. Especially that I have access to Opana. But you know what, I haven't failed a single drug break ever "benzos aside please, nobody is talking to you", and I am not about to start.