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workin on it
so far two cups coffee
1cup lemon/ginger/honey tea
100mg phenibut hcl
~1.5mg brmzlm
puffs of delta 8
music
family (yous guys)
friends ^^^^
peers ^^^^
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16mg suboxone
.5mg alprazolam
17.5mg adderall ir
15mg thc (medical gummies)
10mg cbd (medical gummies)
.5g 20:1 medical cartridge (brand- matter. Strain - pink lemonade)
A few bowls of of medical 18.96% thc cannabis (chem grapefruit)
A few bowls of my super top shelf cali export cannabis (gushmintz)
And a few Albany Distilling Co canned cocktails (5%abv. Flavor - Albany Firewolves WolfBite)
50ml shooter of Pink Whitney
50ml shooter of Fireball
50ml shooter of Elijah Craig
 
AutoTripper said:
Yo brother love always.

Mate if you weren't down atm I'd consider you a lucky one, a deluded one, or I dunno lol.

Thanks for shouting me always. Dig is the wrong word too lol.

It's a harmless call for help. No harm there.

As it happens too man, if it's real meaning you want, you've come to the right man,

I've berm accruing it in bundles as far as a heavily damaged Nervous System, and faculties allow.


However I can't say it will "help" you lol. More like blow a mind.


I've been through a bitter endless personal hell here. Finally, finally just bout fully healing a torturous anal fissure which occurred after about 9 months of brutal hemorrhoids the entire time my insides of anal canal and and bowels were worse sliced up 2 pieces no sleep no rest pick sick and in pain levels I could never put into words for so long this stuff stresses you out following a simple back injury on Halloween night 2021!

It's completely lost it seems on the vast though. 99% plus actually.

I gave up.

I'm in the darkest place ever atm too. Never been so truly suicidal. I've gone crazy. But none of my theories thoughts ideas beliefs.

Just temperament, losing head from too too much for any mind & body eventually.


So excuse me here f sounding so clinical cold etc.

V v v fatigued and stress like never!


But first. This might at least lift your spirits.





Now meaning, I can too do. Except I gave this up. Most people like 99% + if not 100 still are basically under electronic mind control which always averses the truth for them never realising.

AI Nanotech in us our DNA as a breeding hack.

Plus Earthwide saturation with Chemtrail sprayed Graphene Oxide, bodies extra loaded all toxic conductive heavy metals.

Really not far fetched IMO and these tings real too!


It's darker & darker deeper we go though, hence ignorance so bliss!


But this is by definition Meaning lol.








More meaning..





From here screenshotted. Again seriously to the core meaning.



Plenty plenty more. But f now.

Hold in bro. Big times big tings huge changes on way nobody knows when or what though!
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Thanks my brother from the tripping realm
Sorry for the late response but been struggling with some fubar stuff with the baby mama and just other life hurdles in general but I’m doing my best not to feel sorry for myself just now
Think the benzo brought it to the surface the other day and other than blue light the only people who know the real me have sadly left this plane and I can’t follow them yet. So had a go at felling sorry for myself on here
Been getting bad tension migraines for about a week now too and my meds ain’t touching it for shit (excuse the French)
I hope you’re getting a bit better bro I think we are both due some good karma
 
Nightraver said:
Thanks my brother from the tripping realm
Sorry for the late response but been struggling with some fubar stuff with the baby mama and just other life hurdles in general but I’m doing my best not to feel sorry for myself just now
Think the benzo brought it to the surface the other day and other than blue light the only people who know the real me have sadly left this plane and I can’t follow them yet. So had a go at felling sorry for myself on here
Been getting bad tension migraines for about a week now too and my meds ain’t touching it for shit (excuse the French)
I hope you’re getting a bit better bro I think we are both due some good karma
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Not sure if Iv done this yt link right if not let me know il send the name mate
 
Nightraver said:
Not sure if Iv done this yt link right if not let me know il send the name mate
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Easy man. Says not viewable in my yard.

Common occurrence be it music or what depending on channel I think in cases.

Sorry so blunt with words tonight. Been such a dark day/night before that/day b..night b.. and so on.

I do deserve nuff bad karma though. Next to our mental embodiment of an Angel I have been a disgrace until now. Being honest and realistic.
 
4mgs Buprenorphine

Just feels like regular day to me now, only feel a very mild high now. The first three days were nice tho and i was cookin the whole time, especially when i combined it with the Memantine. The way those two synergize is pretty incredible, came close to nodding at one point yesterday.

Gotta get back in the habit of being mostly sober now again tho, its my first night back at work after taking the ten days off to switch from the Methadone. Probably gonna make some capsules of Phenibut this weekend to play around with next week, that will be nice
 
Chillin really good tonight with zero tolerance to opioids especially (not a relapse just my drugs of choice are generally benzos)

albuterol inhaler 2 puffs
Bout 4-5 blunts of some good quality legal
15mg Vicodin
1mg clonazepam
3,600mg gabapentin (spaced since morning)
400mg ibuprofen
40mg dextromethorphen
8mg chlorpheniramine
25mg doxylamine
50mg dimenhydrinate
800mg cimetidine

All washed down with bout half a pot of coffee and ginger ale for the gabapentin absorbtion/nausea now just watching Rick and morty and eating pizza cuz opioids tend to bring that child like behavior out of me anyways goodnight folks 👋
 
4mg Suboxone
40mg+ 3-FL-PCP throughout the day and night
Half a joint of 14% CBD/ 0.6% THC weed.
About to take exactly one hit of a Grandaddy Purp joint

Been taking one hit of high thc bud the past few nights. I've basically stopped smoking non-CBD buds these last few years due to my developing an anxiety disorder out of nowhere. Getting stoned is a first class ticket to FreakoutVille. But I miss weed. I miss having something to fall back on when I'm craving harder drugs, so I'm trying to get my tolerance to weed back up slowly so I can enjoy being stoned again. I'm hoping that it works.

This is also my lasy weekend of 3-FL-PCP for a while because I finally have some other dissos on the way, which I'm really glad about because 3-FL-PCP leaves a lot to be desired.
 
3 cups of coffee with10mg vicodin plus 1.5mg of clonazepam and 800mg cimetidine for potentiate/synergy and plenty of bud of course lol

Starting to come down so I just
added 2mg more of clonazepam and up to 3,600mg gapapentin finally 🙄 bout to SL another milligram of clonazepam and watch Rick and morty and smoke more bud 👋
 
Let's see here....
16mg suboxone
37.5mg adderall ir
30mg thc / 1mg cbd/ 20mg cbn (medical gummies)
Atleast a half dozen joints and 4 or 5 bowls of various strains (gushmintz, lemonhead og, mac1, somalian land race)
A few hits off a 1g Blueberry cart (medical by Magnitude)
50ml shooter of bailey's almond
2 (so far) 5% pre canned vodka cocktails

Sitting here trying to decide on doordash and vibing on my day off
 
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