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Added some kava. I seriously need to find an extraction technique for kava. Urrgks, this taste. Brrr. Will go get but don't know, where to get pure alcohol which isn't denaturated. Acetone can be ordered online, maybe I take this as the first candidate.
There is some sensation of stimulation, I guess the capsules begin finally to work.
 
plumbus-nine said:
Added some kava. I seriously need to find an extraction technique for kava. Urrgks, this taste. Brrr. Will go get but don't know, where to get pure alcohol which isn't denaturated. Acetone can be ordered online, maybe I take this as the first candidate.
There is some sensation of stimulation, I guess the capsules begin finally to work.
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Diff cultivars mate. Cos like I said to you, some downstairs if I attempted now I'd near wretch at.

I just took a vague top up with instant. Maybe 7 grams. Had a lovely buzz off the Fijian, still, was real dreamy sleepy, got stoned again, woke me up so an instant shot felt needed.

Always needing to smooth out anxiety. I can't allow it to foster is the thing.

Tricky game.

But the Melo Melo instant just now, starting fresh I'd not like it.

I didn't notice a bother.

I think by maintaining a sufficient kava state, over the night/day and 24/7 system and mood wise, this is the trick to negate the discouraging aspects.

But you df want some different kavas trust me, before you draw conclusions.

Kavatime,

Artofkava.

Best really.
 
Yeah, I'll order different strains next time.. and shajin, never heard of that before..

They say on the package: Serving size 2 tablespoons - 8g. I make 10 but things remain barely realizable.
 
nznity said:
Nope bcs I Take my morphine for pain relief I don't abuse it. I have a massive tolerance from my iv past and I'm just chipping every now and then small doses like this night:
90mg morphine
300mg lyrica
4 mg clonazepam
2 cjgs lols
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That's good to hear. I havnt abused my drugs in a long time either but I keep it around because I know I'm a drug addict and one bad life situation has the potential to drag me right back into abuse
 
LucidSDreamr said:
That's good to hear. I havnt abused my drugs in a long time either but I keep it around because I know I'm a drug addict and one bad life situation has the potential to drag me right back into abuse
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Today I've done the same. Hehe:
-90mg morphine sulfate
-2mg clonazepam
-red pall mall XL cigarettes
 
Nice and mellow after a few vapes of a synthetic cannininboid, not sure what the chemical name is as too tired but I’ll update it when I find out.
 
hmmm had:
Sertraline 300mg
Gabapentin 4800mg (staggered)
Quetiapine 200mg
Thorazine 200mg

ummm dunno what else/ gonna go sleepy now eyelids heavy but less sad now gabpenrin gooodd
 
900mg Pregabalin
20mg Diazepam
Coffee

Nice and relaxed. Trying to think whether to cook later or have take out pizza lol.
 
Feeling some light opiate withdrawal due to my recent heroin escapades :|
Otherwise just some kratom at the moment, still got some work to do before going into weekend mode.

I haven't done meth or any kind of stim (except for some caffeine and nicotine) in weeks and I have no real desire to use them again, at least for now.
 
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Cheers!
 
Over the course of the night (it's morning now...high and tired and going to bed soon)

Sertraline 350mg
Dihydrocodeine 660mg
Gabapentin 6900mg
Quetiapine 50mg
Thorazine 75mg
Trazodone 100mg
Cyclizine 200mg
Naproxen 500mg
Sodium Valproate 400mg
 
Good lord this place has changed so much! How long has it been bluelight.org? I could swear there was a period where it was bluelight.nu and possibly a period where it was bluelight.ru. I can't even remember what it was when I first came here. My avatar wasn't always blurry. I just never updated it once avatars were allowed to be bigger.
I'm old. I doubt anyone knows me here. It's always nice to see someone I recall from old days. It's like, yah! they're still alive! Blacklight got to me too much. That and being lost in heroin. Speaking of which, where has the heroin gone? I don't search for it, but everything I hear of is fent nowadays. It's no bueno. I wish I could remember the person who said it so I could give them credit for the quote, but shortly after I first joined in 2005, I remember someone describing the difference between heroin and fentanyl. They described fentanyl as "heroin without a soul" and that is so poetically accurate that it's a damn shame I can't remember who said it.
My goal is to one day be able to feel normal without being on any substance. Maybe one day.
I'm on daily methadone. I've got this weird, painful stomach issue which caused me to start using on the side. I know someone else who travels to the city, so it's not much driving at least, but I'm still doing a bun (the small style bags) a day. Then there's of course weed, which is always a blessing, then sometimes there's adderall xr and maybe some xanax, small amounts. So I have a ways to go with the 0 substance goal.
I'm only here now because of the cocaine. I only use it once every several months. Shooting makes everything else seem weak in comparison. Back when I only ever sniffed it would bug me to see people say that, but it's true. Plus snorting coke? Who am I Don Jr? That would be awful...
 
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