Yo mate. Sorry no reverse commune yet.
Because, surely righy, on some little level somehere in the galaxy, AutoTripper cares, a little bit right?
I read your posts here. You always mention me. I like that a lot. It shows you think of me, respect me, (like....me (slightly)? Haha.
Still, whatever, it's consideration and I actually take it as a looking up too,
Sorry I was not (still v much not, never will be lifkely now) my "usual" self, severely lacking in energy, and spirit, to reply cos truth remains bro, I care, but I am just another lowly human self serving scum hit proper rock bottom atm.
Few occurrences lately.
The magically positive. Then stupid me, 12 days new supplements trial- shilajit, but in terms of real consequence, sea moss, has been a total abomination for my entire digestive system, plus respiratory.
Good good good stuff. On paper. Just not meant for me.
Allergies to 99% of things, sucks bro.
I have done this before, in desperate bid to achieve relatively normal living.
I made myself properly truly pigsick to pit of stomach, it was subtle, gradual, sea moss totally blocked my digeste tract, disabled. Lots nasty complications from that alone.
Airways mass chocka mucus, suffocating. Can't sleep or squat until....time heals.
Horrible time to pass though. Severest case of piles, suddenly cured from Rifing, re-aggravated by this. Not nice!
I lost my head here too much too much. Not drugs, but extreme discomfort and not sleeping, time dilation, = lotta weed and kava and benzos!
No acid atm, no way lol.
I hate a severeLy blocked digestive system that takes days of fasting and insomnia and pain to heal.
Kratom did that to me. It was a battle. Never expected it off see moss!
So, was only reason
@Nightraver mate i seemed like a totally incaring fucker too lol!
Sorry bro. I vowed to say a support, it was there what to say, then, but my faculties were not.
But since....excellent. Educate the dummies! Lol whoops, did I just call your relatives, dumm...
Most people, ARE though lets bh lol. No shame on that I say.
But that's wicked. You diffused that. Best putcome, cos yeah ypu are a little druggie, but you're a good, clean, positive, caring, very decent guy IMO from I see.
Like, fuck that level of scorn, mistreatment, almost disownment for no 1/4 good reason.
But it's people mate. Family, friends, etc. No offence serious to anybody but, humans are pretty fucking dumb. They just, don't get shit.
You're a special guy man.
Don't be misunderstanding situations, wrong expectations therefore disappointment, and hurt.
If you are "better" arguably, (in theory) expect less in return.
Work around it. Stay up. Hold your own.
Facts! Lol, where you can. You are. Good on you too.
I knew you had spirit to bite dust and spring back too.
I'm rambling. Tired, stressed beyond, Lso cained. Actually 18.4 mg's Etix today- NO sleep!
Bout 75 grams kava. Doubles Etiz!
Big dose edible cannabis hour ago, CBD, sativa vape here, one hit yet, cained.
Only only just starting to feel non-tortured from sea moss allergy.
So stay up my friend
@Nightraver good work so far.
One thing mate. This blew MY mind lately. The dark side of the moon right?
The moon, is in fact the reflection off this firmament thing, of the "bigger earth" with "our" Earth being a mere crater, very cunningly constructed somehow by vietual god-like entities, some would say Aliens.
I say- Demons!
On a much much much bigger planet, that huge erected icewall, only scalable with anti-gravity tech.
i.e. Adolph's ride.
To say we have been fooled....understatement of 2022 so far lol, here anyway.