Anxiety near gone after a bit of Phenibut earlier. Got a new horror on called βThe Manorβ on Prime - decent enough so far.
Hope all well
@AutoTripper
Thank you mate, I do appreciate that. I kind of am. I'm not sure I have ever been higher on a Sunday before, honestly and 7 days ago I was on a 1300 Microgram dose, with the London Marathon on TV and get this, officially, "4-legged race" new record announced, as if I needed my attention catching- 4:44 (hours).
Now. I feel for once I can actually admit even I couldn't make THAT up!
4...Fours! Lol. When I'm ever so high seeing the rainbow spectrum in everything.
That was a week ago. I'm higher today. I slept deep hyperkip hours before loo, was a 2700 Mic trip yesterday fully, so so much cannabis.
So I'm okay thank you mate. Dull ish morn here, but not gloomy as such. It's bright as heck to me anyway lol.
I vaped a little weed hours ago, just puts my head up there, so I've made kava.
Not much I can do today except be wasted now, full perception unfiltered sensory overload still until the new Default Mode Network and basic acquaintance with all things sensory, like re-integration, a new relationship literally, is how LSD and so called "ego dissolution", PTSD, general potential mental and cognitive developments and hacks, works in my consistent observation now.
It's like being a 5 year old suddenly first day at school, the world is that colourful, vibrant, fresh, brand new. Inexperienced bizarrely and crucially.
I don't think or look to lose me ego, he's useful. Just has a place but I'd not get by here without him and I'm very realistic about that.
So the brand new "Administration" is formed, aka DFMN and it's go again.
This is the real hard part of taking so much LSD you really are a child again, lol- "Build back better!"
