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Superburn420 said:
Whats good yall on
7 20mg gray roxy 140
1 .5mg Clonazepam
King paper of sum Zaza
2 shots of Hen

Sumone explain high of clonozepam is it like mixing a bar or football with a roxy im not fucked up i usually mix a 20mg roxy n a half a football or a fourth or half a bar n then take other half 15-20 min later I be gone not with these clonzepam is it cuz its a .5 n I usually take 1mg -2 mg zan think it's safe to take 2 .5mg clonzepam?
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what is hen, and what is zaza
 
600mg tramadol (yes I know I shouldn’t go over 400mg, but had 25mg of Valium as well so that should reduce risk of seizure).
Also had 150mg of palexia. Feeling floaty.
 
Blankenstein said:
600mg tramadol (yes I know I shouldn’t go over 400mg, but had 25mg of Valium as well so that should reduce risk of seizure).
Also had 150mg of palexia. Feeling floaty.
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Went to doctor to get a box of tramadol
And he gave me a box plus 3 repeats. I almost was going to say no thanks. Don’t want to eat them everyday for a couple of weeks…
 
Blankenstein said:
Went to doctor to get a box of tramadol
And he gave me a box plus 3 repeats. I almost was going to say no thanks. Don’t want to eat them everyday for a couple of weeks…
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No thanks? Denying pks from a Dr is like slapping a gift horse in the mouth lol
 
deficiT said:
No thanks? Denying pks from a Dr is like slapping a gift horse in the mouth lol
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I used to love this doctor for how casually he gives me pills. Last time I went because I was sick and needed a note for work and he was like “you need any Valium?” I was like “ummmmnah I think I’m good.” He just goes “I’ll give you some anyway”.

I used to love him for it, now im older and want to get off all that stuff and am trying to not use that stuff as much. But i don’t have the will power to say no.

if I’m serious about wanting to quit I need to change docs or tell him i struggle with the pills 🤷‍♂️
 
Quitting opioid habit, not going to let that shitshow go where I've let it in in past......so gabapentin, pot and tweak for the next few days ( The shadow people will help me get clean 😝)
 
AlphaMethylPhenyl said:
How about both? The system is there because it tends to work, though perhaps lopsidedly for some people.
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Yeh I guess I say i want to quit, but part of me is still holding onto wanting to use drugs.
I know it’s for the best to tell the truthbut the addict part of me is like “what if I change my mind in 6 months and want to get pills off him”

it’s complicated as I guess most people with addict tendencies can relate to.

thanks for your response 😀
 
SteeleyJ said:
Quitting opioid habit, not going to let that shitshow go where I've let it in in past......so gabapentin, pot and tweak for the next few days ( The shadow people will help me get clean 😝)
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Good luck mate!

good luck with quitting opiates and good luck with the shadow people! God damn I don’t miss having to deal with fucking shadow people. So glad stimulant use is behind me (touch wood)…
 
Blankenstein said:
I used to love this doctor for how casually he gives me pills. Last time I went because I was sick and needed a note for work and he was like “you need any Valium?” I was like “ummmmnah I think I’m good.” He just goes “I’ll give you some anyway”.

I used to love him for it, now im older and want to get off all that stuff and am trying to not use that stuff as much. But i don’t have the will power to say no.

if I’m serious about wanting to quit I need to change docs or tell him i struggle with the pills 🤷‍♂️
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Damn, I'm sober, but I still wish I had that problem lol. Yeah if you're trying to be sober you might need to get a new doctor.
 
deficiT said:
Damn, I'm sober, but I still wish I had that problem lol. Yeah if you're trying to be sober you might need to get a new doctor.
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Great work on being sober! How longs it been?

I brought a couple of pills with me to work to cushion the landing of my week long binge during my week off work.

had 200mg of tramadol, 15mg Valium and bottle of rikodeine (dihydrocodeine/sorbitol)

really wish i skipped the rikodeine, but the small
Country town pharmacy doesn’t check you ID when you buy it so i said duck it and bought a bottle. The sorbitol is really doing a number on me… I won’t go into detail. And my opiate tolerance is pretty high so it’s pointless.

now got 2 weeks of sobriety! Pretty excited and a little nervous. Go team sober!
 
Today I had ~40-50mg of meth and 2.4mL of GBL (not at once) after a months break. Needless to say I was high as fuck when the G kicked in (many hours ago now).
Right now I feel slightly stimulated yet tired at the same time... I was on a long haul flight last night/this morning but managed to sleep through most of it thanks to 2mg of lorazepam and kratom.
Also had 2mg of etizolam and smoked a small amount of kief mixed with tobacco (+ the usual kratom).

It's almost 5:30am here and don't know what to do. I have to go to the office today so I have 2 options:
1) Stay awake and go to work early, that way I could go to bed early tonight (may be a way to fix my jetlag?). This may require me to smoke or plug a bit more meth and find something to do until ~7:30 am, then I'll ge able to take my time getting ready and possibly even go grab something for breakfast (fridge is almost empty).
2) Try to sleep right now but I doubt I'd be able to wake up before noon. In this case I'd probably get to work at ~2pm which doesn't seem ideal. This might even worsen my jetlag, I kinda see myself staying up late again tonight and continuing the cycle.

Not sure why I'm wasting time writing this post , maybe I've unconsciously chosen option n°1 :knife:
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
That's great about the methadone! Makes me wanna go back on it.
I hear ya with the cigarettes. I've made my way up to a pack to a pack and a half a day the past couple months and sometimes my chest kinda aches in the mornings and I noticed I get cravings a lot faster after I smoke, too. I got down to about 10 a day from a pack a day last winter so I'm gonna try and get back down to 10 or 12 a day again.
I usually taper to avoid withdrawal. So I'd do like (when I was on 20 a day)
Week 1 - 16 cigs/day
Week 2 - 14 cigs/day
Week 3 - 12 cigs/day

etc etc
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If you’d like to stop altogether I recommend Zyban ,it really does help take away cravings , the first couple days off of smokes was the hardest simply because your reaching for cigarettes out of habit and not because of a craving ,once you retrain yourself not to act on habit alone the days start to go by quickly, I was a smoker for 40 years before throwing in the towel.
 
Just a little pinprick said:
If you’d like to stop altogether I recommend Zyban ,it really does help take away cravings , the first couple days off of smokes was the hardest simply because your reaching for cigarettes out of habit and not because of a craving ,once you retrain yourself not to act on habit alone the days start to go by quickly, I was a smoker for 40 years before throwing in the towel.
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I'm already on two different anti-depressants at moderately high doses (Sertraline 150mg, Trazodone 300mg) so adding a third would not be a good idea. I'm also already on 11 prescription medications, so imagine my doctor would be extremely reluctant to add a twelfth.
I don't wanna stop, anyway. I enjoy smoking, but it's very expensive and of course terrible for you. I find the longer you wait between cigarettes, the more you enjoy them anyway, so I'm planning to cut down and then maybe limit myself to 6 a day.
 
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