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Took 20mg of methadone instead of the usual 10 and holy shit i feel normal, zero pain anywhere, this is just what i needed but was refusing to do... i could live in peace doing this every day. What fucks me up is that my dgirl is minutes away from the clinic and yeah... also smoked a whole pack of cigs and im afraid that it will start taking a toll on me, i used to only smoke 1/3 of a pack but i feel bad when i dont have them
 
strangeaeon said:
Took 20mg of methadone instead of the usual 10 and holy shit i feel normal, zero pain anywhere, this is just what i needed but was refusing to do... i could live in peace doing this every day. What fucks me up is that my dgirl is minutes away from the clinic and yeah... also smoked a whole pack of cigs and im afraid that it will start taking a toll on me, i used to only smoke 1/3 of a pack but i feel bad when i dont have them
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That's great about the methadone! Makes me wanna go back on it.
I hear ya with the cigarettes. I've made my way up to a pack to a pack and a half a day the past couple months and sometimes my chest kinda aches in the mornings and I noticed I get cravings a lot faster after I smoke, too. I got down to about 10 a day from a pack a day last winter so I'm gonna try and get back down to 10 or 12 a day again.
I usually taper to avoid withdrawal. So I'd do like (when I was on 20 a day)
Week 1 - 16 cigs/day
Week 2 - 14 cigs/day
Week 3 - 12 cigs/day

etc etc
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
That's great about the methadone! Makes me wanna go back on it.
I hear ya with the cigarettes. I've made my way up to a pack to a pack and a half a day the past couple months and sometimes my chest kinda aches in the mornings and I noticed I get cravings a lot faster after I smoke, too. I got down to about 10 a day from a pack a day last winter so I'm gonna try and get back down to 10 or 12 a day again.
I usually taper to avoid withdrawal. So I'd do like (when I was on 20 a day)
Week 1 - 16 cigs/day
Week 2 - 14 cigs/day
Week 3 - 12 cigs/day

etc etc
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I wonder if switching to natural tobacco without all the crap additives would make a difference
those chest pains can be intense
So there IS withdrawal from cigs huh... crap
If u quit the mdone why would u use it again for? i wish i could quit it even if it doesnt hurt me much
 
strangeaeon said:
I wonder if switching to natural tobacco without all the crap additives would make a difference
those chest pains can be intense
So there IS withdrawal from cigs huh... crap
If u quit the mdone why would u use it again for? i wish i could quit it even if it doesnt hurt me much
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I quit the methadone due to side effects (I gained 15lbs and had secondary hyperhidrosis). I'm still dependent on opioids, I just use different ones now (mostly very high dose dihydrocodeine, sometimes codeine or morphine, too) but I've been considering going back on it for a while, just because it means I won't constantly be running out of opioids, worrying about withdrawal etc. I also have legit severe chronic pain and remember methadone working really well for it.
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
I quit the methadone due to side effects (I gained 15lbs and had secondary hyperhidrosis). I'm still dependent on opioids, I just use different ones now (mostly very high dose dihydrocodeine, sometimes codeine or morphine, too) but I've been considering going back on it for a while, just because it means I won't constantly be running out of opioids, worrying about withdrawal etc. I also have legit severe chronic pain and remember methadone working really well for it.
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Have you looked into or been introduced to kratom? I've read, been told, and physically seen opioid addicts, especially those on heroin make a decent turn around.
I'm a stimulant user, in a different boat, same circulating rutter. I have yet to try it myself. But, like I said, I've seen success in opioid users.
 
Race2hell said:
Have you looked into or been introduced to kratom? I've read, been told, and physically seen opioid addicts, especially those on heroin make a decent turn around.
I'm a stimulant user, in a different boat, same circulating rutter. I have yet to try it myself. But, like I said, I've seen success in opioid users.
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I have but it doesn't work for me. Just nowhere near effective or strong enough.
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
I have but it doesn't work for me. Just nowhere near effective or strong enough.
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Fair enough. Our personal tolerances are different. I wish you the best. In my opinion, I would ask for you to stay where you are as a matter of treatment. I don't know shit about you or you me. I understand FULLY, not personally, that you have days that are a struggle. I'd rather help someone struggling on a bad day and put up with their mood than put them back where they were or worse.
I'm not trying to be a cunt about it. I worry when I'm low too dude.
 
Race2hell said:
Fair enough. Our personal tolerances are different. I wish you the best. In my opinion, I would ask for you to stay where you are as a matter of treatment. I don't know shit about you or you me. I understand FULLY, not personally, that you have days that are a struggle. I'd rather help someone struggling on a bad day and put up with their mood than put them back where they were or worse.
I'm not trying to be a cunt about it. I worry when I'm low too dude.
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I'm pretty much in the same place as I'm overall on around the same amount of opioid, just different ones. One thing I do NOT miss about methadone is that the acute withdrawal lasts about 3 months, rather than 5-7 days. I actually quit methadone cold turkey (from 60mg/day). I was basically fine for like 10 days and then I was in VERY VERY serious, acute withdrawal for TEN WEEKS. I think the only way I made it through was that I was also alcohol-dependent at the time and chose to maintain my level of drinking (a litre of vodka and 6-12 beers) until the methadone withdrawal had passed.
 
1200mg Pregabalin a short while ago.

Gonna hit the CBD vape and have an ā€˜Apollo 420ā€™ joint for later.
 
Well, I did it again, managed to run out of kratom. I've been relying on my local source since I wasn't able to bring much with me on the plane, I thought he had a pretty big stash but he told me he's almost out.
Gonna have to get what I can and try to find another local source on fb and instagram, otherwise I'd have to order it from overseas and that would probably take a week+... Or just do a very fast taper but that wasn't in my plans.
I've been very lucky so far, not once have I accidentally run out of kratom for more than ~6h.

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Not very high at all
My last 3g of kratom
2 spliffs
2 beers
Cup of tea


Edit: I found a new kratom connect ! Seems like my luck will never run out, I'm also really good at finding drugs lol
 
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Happy Friday you crazy Blue bastards i hope your all doing well
Long time no see lmfao.
Where my main man @AutoTripper hope your good buddy . Not been on in a while but think of your exploits every now and then
Shine on you crazy diamond
.
Anyways ot
240mg oxy in my favoured roa
5600mg gabapentin oral
Some naproxen for knee pain .
Large ass bong hit of some real tasty purple stardog weed
Having a cup tea and cigarette whilst mentally preping myself to go start a nightshift.

Will probs rail another 80mg before i leave. As . well would be rather shitty of me not too

Safe trips people have a great weekend and il see you all on the dark side
 
Hey all, hope everyone is doing well (@MsDiz especially as we havenā€™t spoken in a short while).

Had 4mg Clonazepam and 20mg Diazepam earlier but more cause I was bored and sick.
 
Nightraver said:
Happy Friday you crazy Blue bastards i hope your all doing well
Long time no see lmfao.
Where my main man @AutoTripper hope your good buddy . Not been on in a while but think of your exploits every now and then
Shine on you crazy diamond
.
Anyways ot
240mg oxy in my favoured roa
5600mg gabapentin oral
Some naproxen for knee pain .
Large ass bong hit of some real tasty purple stardog weed
Having a cup tea and cigarette whilst mentally preping myself to go start a nightshift.

Will probs rail another 80mg before i leave. As . well would be rather shitty of me not too

Safe trips people have a great weekend and il see you all on the dark side
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Yo mate. I trusted youā€™d get back here, and actually exactly in my head when I expected too lol.

I wasnā€™t ā€œworriedā€, but sure I noticed you dropped out for a bit, just assumed, my broā€™s cool, just taking a time out, focussing on working and living, hoping weā€™d see you here again.

I just signed out other day, intending to leave. But after yet more intense rows with my mum tonight, my nerves have properly cracked.

Iā€™m looking at absolute extreme solutions. Namely, equipping myself with enough clothing, few basic supplies, going deep into some woodland and simply fasting it out,

But for now, I think, Iā€™m about to plug a mg of LSD possibly not fully decided as so so tired.

Do hope things have been okay bro, thanks for the shout too pleased to see your bubbly bright self surface again, thanks for the mention mate, we have a unique connection you and I, so much in common, no barriers and full respect.

Whatever happens always wishing you the best man and thanks for your really warm friendship here, Both openly and privately.

Sorry thatā€™s all a bit glum. Really fatigued.

Iā€™ve never plugged a milligram of LSD before which is really more like 1400 mics but itā€™s a much smoother experience physically and also less anxiolytic and easier to go into a pure blissful psychedelic dream estate but I donā€™t know what this dose will feel like.

Take care bro @Nightraver andā€¦peace out bro. Always have love that phrase of yours.

Nowā€¦time to face the music, possibly, see what tonight and tomorrow brings.
 
AutoTripper said:
Yo mate. I trusted youā€™d get back here, and actually exactly in my head when I expected too lol.

I wasnā€™t ā€œworriedā€, but sure I noticed you dropped out for a bit, just assumed, my broā€™s cool, just taking a time out, focussing on working and living, hoping weā€™d see you here again.

I just signed out other day, intending to leave. But after yet more intense rows with my mum tonight, my nerves have properly cracked.

Iā€™m looking at absolute extreme solutions. Namely, equipping myself with enough clothing, few basic supplies, going deep into some woodland and simply fasting it out,

But for now, I think, Iā€™m about to plug a mg of LSD possibly not fully decided as so so tired.

Do hope things have been okay bro, thanks for the shout too pleased to see your bubbly bright self surface again, thanks for the mention mate, we have a unique connection you and I, so much in common, no barriers and full respect.

Whatever happens always wishing you the best man and thanks for your really warm friendship here, Both openly and privately.

Sorry thatā€™s all a bit glum. Really fatigued.

Iā€™ve never plugged a milligram of LSD before which is really more like 1400 mics but itā€™s a much smoother experience physically and also less anxiolytic and easier to go into a pure blissful psychedelic dream estate but I donā€™t know what this dose will feel like.

Take care bro @Nightraver andā€¦peace out bro. Always have love that phrase of yours.

Nowā€¦time to face the music, possibly, see what tonight and tomorrow brings.
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Glad your still here too brother
Iv just been crazy busy with work
About 2 months since me and the baby mama of 22 years split for good so i throwing myself into work as if i go on a bender im just playin into her game
Still enjoying my usual recreational and prescribed drug's though
On that note.
So far
180mg oxy .
3600mg gaba p .
Two packed mighty vapes of my mates home grown but banging mystery weed

So am nice and high and chiling on my sunday off
Going to have a mug of lovely hot tea and peruse the random pic thread for some new memes .
Safe trips brother ..
And peace out to all you crazy bastards
 
Nightraver said:
Glad your still here too brother
Iv just been crazy busy with work
About 2 months since me and the baby mama of 22 years split for good so i throwing myself into work as if i go on a bender im just playin into her game
Still enjoying my usual recreational and prescribed drug's though
On that note.
So far
180mg oxy .
3600mg gaba p .
Two packed mighty vapes of my mates home grown but banging mystery weed

So am nice and high and chiling on my sunday off
Going to have a mug of lovely hot tea and peruse the random pic thread for some new memes .
Safe trips brother ..
And peace out to all you crazy bastards
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Sounds positive. Routine has itā€™s perks and work does bring that into your life, but needs time adapting.

Sounds like you have earned yourself a nicely lined up Sunday chill. Enjoy bro.

Mega wasted still fuck so intense plugging the Acid. Drinking strong kava atm, about to shower try and snap round a bit take care bro.
 
Whats good yall on
7 20mg gray roxy 140
1 .5mg Clonazepam
King paper of sum Zaza
2 shots of Hen

Sumone explain high of clonozepam is it like mixing a bar or football with a roxy im not fucked up i usually mix a 20mg roxy n a half a football or a fourth or half a bar n then take other half 15-20 min later I be gone not with these clonzepam is it cuz its a .5 n I usually take 1mg -2 mg zan think it's safe to take 2 .5mg clonzepam?
 
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