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The usual:

1.2g Gabapentin
20mg Baclofen
50mg Hydroxyzine

Listening to a podcast. Kinda depressed. Feeling not too hot.
 
1.2g Gabapentin
50mg Hydroxyzine

Just chillin, doing a meeting and surfing through Bluelight land
 
3.5g of red thai kratom from a new batch.
A cup (more like a glass) of my special coffee reserve which technically expired a long time ago and is probably partly fermented by now. I only drink it after a meth run, it has become kinda like a religious tradition.
 
30mg Diazepam
A whole load of Pregabalin - lost count but it's over 1000mg I think.
Heinekin Beer

Having a BBQ with the inlaws so my anxiety is sky high but I'm floating yay. Also wearing my fear and loathing shirt.
 
80 grams strong Fijian kava again somehow. Very high on weed vaped over the day, 2 big edible doses plus 12.5 mg’s Etizolam.

Pretty high, very wasted. Not to be mistaken as being the same. I like aim for being high of course, wasted on too is great but it’s pointless without being high.

21 days NO Lsd. The mass of integration Iras holding back, like desk piles of paperwork lol, has suddenly captivated me. It’s ingesting, like a live, unfolding process.

I still feel high ASShit from Avid alone.
 
simstim said:
Half a gram of MDMA last night...
@tubgirl.jpg I used to have a buddy that actually used to shoot wellbutrin from pills. Please don't have any seizures. I can't have wellbutrin anymore bc it makes me have seizures.
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Plugging MDMA is magic you know. It’s more luxurious, transcendental and long lasting peace.
 
So, again an unnecessary quantity of strong Kavas, about 73 grams, loads lovely weed, so stoned this summer’s Mexican airlines will likely be the best herb we’ve ever made.

Less edibles today, but tons vapor. This is my favourite pheno atm, smells amazing.

Now, however I feel, fairly soon too at peak glory point, with such divine sights like this every sunrise,.I am going to HAVE to fit an acid trip in I think.







A shameful 15.3 mg’s Etiz today but still desperate times.
 
Kratom and 1.2mL of gbl.
My only grandma is about to leave this world behind, that sucks when you're thousands of miles away.
That's when drugs really come in handy, they help you deal with the curse of consciousness.
 
4meSM said:
Kratom and 1.2mL of gbl.
My only grandma is about to leave this world behind, that sucks when you're thousands of miles away.
That's when drugs really come in handy, they help you deal with the curse of consciousness.
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For so long I have regarded consciousness as a burden. But I’ve realised what an incredible thing it is really. Most people, unfortunately, do not know consciousness.

They are just awake or asleep.

True consciousness is something else. Awareness hurts, but there is an unseen gain to that awareness and pain.

I’m real sorry you are losing your Nan. I lost my only Nan 11 years ago, she was my best friend I still miss her now.
 
1.2g Gabapentin
20mg Baclofen
50mg Hydroxyzine

Sitting on the couch, feet hurt like shit after walking around all day at work. It will definitely take an adjustment after not doing shit for so long.
 
AutoTripper said:
For so long I have regarded consciousness as a burden. But I’ve realised what an incredible thing it is really. Most people, unfortunately, do not know consciousness.

They are just awake or asleep.
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Funny enough I was mumbling to my dog all Winter being awake hurts! But I think it is because we are ready for such bigger and better things. And you know how consciousness can in one moment be in a dream being chased by a wild animal to waking up and realizing the dream was not that important. I think we do similar when we pass. I mean look at how quick a mind adjusts to a 25 mgs hit of DMT. One moment in a room, the next surfing through hyperspace. I think we have to put up with this for a iittle while. If awake watch it life like scenery through a boxcar. And that implies the train eventually pulls into the station. :)

Auto I have no doubt when/if you are ready you will taper yourself down painlessly from the etiz use. I predict that. Slow and steady.

But I am in the wrong thread. My daily substance use is coffee and some kratom in the morning. Kratom and some cannabis in the evening. I am pretty boring. Once a week I'll take 2400-2700 mgs of gabapentin. Once in a blue moon some eitzolam. Last week was at funeral for a friends 31 year old son that died of a stroke (some coke and meth in his system but who knows) and I took 1 mgs before it. Then I came home, had some kratom and another milligram of etizolam and the day is fuzzy. lol But they help in these high stress situations.

Anywhoo too much tying for a what did you consume thread. lol
 
I'm pretty boring today. Just getting started with some beer and weed. Trying to avoid MDMA tonight. Wish i had some DPT. That would be amazing right now.
 
Unhigh is a great word. Odd I never heard of it but would be a nice retort if someone called me high.

Hang in the Deficit. It will pass. The further away you get the easier it is. Like a black hole. The closer the stronger the pull. Further away not so much. If the cravings didn't go away or come less and less no one would ever quit anything.
 
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