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Xorkoth said:
I've been withdrawing from a 2-day etizolam/stim binge for a few days, plus from phenibut (though I have been tapering for a while and only taking it every 4 days, but still feeling rebound anxiety and insomnia from it). Haven't been able to sleep for days, just laying there resting all night. The anxiety was really bad this morning so I took a dose of kratom and locked it back in my time lock safe, and I feel decent now, but definitely not great still. Too anxious to smoke weed or do anything else really. I've been using L-theanine and I also got some baicalin and apigenin, never tried them and can't really tell if they're helping or not.

You guys know what's weird? I have that smell in my nose (and have for the past hour) that I get when I take acetaminophen and it starts working. Do you guys know what I'm talking about? Like 10 minutes after I take it, I smell it in my nose. it's a distinctive smell, and I have been smelling it for an hour, and I didn't take any.
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I wish you the best my friend. I'm so glad I've been granted a reprieve from my withdrawal cycles. Even one day of gabapentin use fucks with my mood and sleep for almost a week now. I'm getting to the point that I can barely tolerate the consequences of any drug use, now a days.
 
I was super annoyed with my results from Phenibut. I was taking it for like 3 weeks. The first week it made me feel awesome and then the effects went away and it have my horrible anxiety and heart palpitations. So I stopped taking it for a while. Today I decided to try again. I took 300mg in the morning. Another 300 half way through the day, then another 300 in the afternoon. About 5 hours laters boom! Feel amazing. Super happy and lots of energy. So I figured out for me if I stagger my dose throughout the day it works best for me. I also added 1mg xanax halfway through the day so that added a few hours of relaxation
 
somnilicious said:
It doesn't have to be your future.....
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The only alternative seems to be to lay in bed in pain not able to work and lose my healthcare when I lose my job.

There really doesn't seem to be a nice ending to this either way.

How have you been man? I remember reading some pretty wild stories about your adventures in drug addiction and also your trials to recovery in the recovery subforum?
 
LucidSDreamr said:
The only alternative seems to be to lay in bed in pain not able to work and lose my healthcare when I lose my job.

There really doesn't seem to be a nice ending to this either way.
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That's definitely not an enviable position. Hope it works out for you my friend. I recently had to go back on methadone for similar circumstances. I said I never wanted to go back on the juice again but now I couldn't be happier with my decision and don't know why I resisted for so long. I know all the pitfalls of methadone but it's working for me at the moment so I'm not fighting it. Feels good to be able to breathe and get a good night's sleep for once in what seems like an eternity.
 
somnilicious said:
That's definitely not an enviable position. Hope it works out for you my friend. I recently had to go back on methadone for similar circumstances. I said I never wanted to go back on the juice again but now I couldn't be happier with my decision and don't know why I resisted for so long. I know all the pitfalls of methadone but it's working for me at the moment so I'm not fighting it. Feels good to be able to breathe and get a good night's sleep for once in what seems like an eternity.
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Methadone scares me in how hard it is to get off of but the fear of being dependent on doctor sources opioid scripts is also a fear because 1x a month I have to go to war and am filled with anxiety about withdrawal because the system makes it so hard to get and fill scripts now.

With methadone at least you know it's always gonna be there and won't be denied to you for no reason like with scripts. Peace of mind.

The other thing I don't like about done is that you can't adjust doses easily such as take less on a low pain day and take more on a high pain day. Am I correct in this analysis? I've never been on done just tried it here and there
 
Been fasting since yesterday, and I’ve had about about 20-23 cones of very high quality Indica

4 cups of strong coffee
75mg diphenhydramine
400mg cimetidine
10mg alprazolam
constant nicotine
 
^ Did you take cimetidine to prevent acid reflux due to a lack of food or something like that? Or just to potentiate alprazolam? Can't imagine needing a potentiator after taking 10mg though.


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3.3g of kratom
20mg of d-meth
 
4meSM said:
^ Did you take cimetidine to prevent acid reflux due to a lack of food or something like that? Or just to potentiate alprazolam? Can't imagine needing a potentiator after taking 10mg though.


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3.3g of kratom
20mg of d-meth
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Yeah I’m assuming it just gives me energy even in high doses cuz of my anxiety disorders, and I didn’t really need it lol, nor do I have very much of a tolerance to alp at all rn

but it was for both
 
Feeling good so far. Maybe some CBD coffee soon and that'll be it for tonight.

Planning Trams from Sunday so we'll see.
 
LucidSDreamr said:
I'm back. Been over a year since I've done anything besides weed. Hydrocodone 10 mg and diazepam 10 mg. Zero tolerance.

This is prescribed. Am I high? I guess yes I feel niceish. It's just to numb horrible chronic pain...not to enjoy anything about being high.

I can see this is going to open pandoras box and I'm just already exhausted at that thought of all the misery and drug dependence that lies ahead now for me. Fuck.
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Missed you bud. Just got back myself. Hope you're feeling okay, tons of legal edibles and hash have been helping my back pain mostly. Winter really makes it worse along with my terrible job.

Took a nice 4mg dose of etizolam, 4g kratom, a cappuccino, and some CBD/N. Just finished brewing the last scraps of my poppies also.
 
devilsgospel said:
Missed you bud. Just got back myself. Hope you're feeling okay, tons of legal edibles and hash have been helping my back pain mostly. Winter really makes it worse along with my terrible job.

Took a nice 4mg dose of etizolam, 4g kratom, a cappuccino, and some CBD/N. Just finished brewing the last scraps of my poppies also.
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Good to hear you're doing well. Weed just amplifies my pain like plugging it into a bigger speaker or something. I love weed though but quit smoking it a few weeks ago just because it makes the pain worse.
 
devilsgospel said:
Missed you bud. Just got back myself. Hope you're feeling okay, tons of legal edibles and hash have been helping my back pain mostly. Winter really makes it worse along with my terrible job.

Took a nice 4mg dose of etizolam, 4g kratom, a cappuccino, and some CBD/N. Just finished brewing the last scraps of my poppies also.
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Good to hear you're doing well. Weed just amplifies my pain like plugging it into a bigger speaker or something. I love weed though but quit smoking and eating it a few weeks ago just because it makes the pain worse.
 
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