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[bingey]

Just some ethylphenidate and o-dsmt plugged about 100 mg of each.

Out of smokes and hash though , but it's ok , today has something better in store.. maybe.. a lady!

 

[deficiT]

5gs Red Horn kratom
20mg Pseudoindoxyl/7ohm/Mitragynine extract
Vape

The hard part of Monday is over, and the good part can now commence. And it is good because I got my drogas thankfully. Lets see if this stuff is good as they say

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Hey blueworld

Im so to say kinda fuckies, had the following

75mg methadone (25mg 6am, 25mg 8am, 25mg 10am)
15mg Diazepam (6am)
2mg clonazepam 12pm
4000mg gabapentin ( staggered from 6 am)
waked and baked swazi gold

my balance is slightly of but im feeling so relax and free in a way. Feeling joy and happiness.

I've been stuck or sucked in to playing diablo immortal and just cant stop.

And funny thing is not feeling tired or sleepy at all. JUST HAPPY

 

[Psychlone Jack]

Hey blueworld

Im so to say kinda fuckies, had the following

75mg methadone (25mg 6am, 25mg 8am, 25mg 10am)
15mg Diazepam (6am)
2mg clonazepam 12pm
4000mg gabapentin ( staggered from 6 am)
waked and baked swazi gold

my balance is slightly of but im feeling so relax and free in a way. Feeling joy and happiness.

I've been stuck or sucked in to playing diablo immortal and just cant stop.

And funny thing is not feeling tired or sleepy at all. JUST HAPPY

Lol, that's what I'm talking about, I've been trying to feel kinda fuckies since this whole show started.

Took 140mg methadone about an hour ago, with the usual psych med salad, plus been hitting this Trainwreck live resin cart here and there, so I'm cruising nicely this morning, about to eat half of this bad boy, adding 500mg (allegedly lol) d9 thc to the mix, and some flower a little later to round things out nicely.



Just chilling, drinking coffee the rest of the morning, maybe going to the family homestead later to help with a few tasks, and also get out the rain supposed to be blowing through later.

Everyone stay safe, stay lit, have fun

 

[deficiT]

40mg Fluoxetine
300mg Oxcarbazepine
20mg M-Amphetamine
15mg Amphetamine
8gs Kratom
600mg Gabapentin
Vape
Monster

It's lunch now, just chilling, I dont actually have lunch though because I don't eat, so its whatever. I found a propylene glycol solution I had made of the last ice I had, said whatever I'll take some I guess, its been a month, just oral dose in place of my standard Vyvanse. The amp pills I got recently are pretty great, I've needed some IR.

I guess the office at my job decided its too big of a risk for me to go up and down ladders and shit now, so I'm doing work exclusively on the ground, patching a bunch of fiber optics together in the patch panels in the racks, labeling them, and dressing the cable up. Its kind of nice as the other guys are doing these big strenuous fiber pulls and ive got the light work. This usually never happens for me. I'd send a pic but its strictly forbidden in the red zone lol.

I went to the pain management clinic yesterday. I've got some EMGs scheduled coming up as well as X-rays. They are going to look at my left ankle/leg, as well as check the nerves in my neck, as I have a recurring stinging pain there that has been bothering me for years. People keep telling me its a pinched nerve. I feel a bit better with the gabapentin they gave me, but just have 600mg a day for a month. Its better than nothing. I also will be starting physical therapy soon, for both my leg, and my neck.

Very much looking forward to getting home, because I'll have a new batch of H waiting for me, so my brain can be anesthesized properly.

Peace out, and to all a good night, snitches and bitches

 

[Spaced]

Feeling absolutely blissfully relaxed and peaceful smoking some THC-A candy gas bud

Finally stocked on my K-pins among other pharmaceuticals yesterday thank God

Cuz I was right on the edge of a psychotic break 2 days ago cuz.i have all sorts of mental disorders specifically with panic disorder and PTSD

Anyways I'm sorry for rambling lol just needed to vent

Still feeling 8 mg of Klonopin last night this morning

(I'm an extremely experienced benzo/GABA user FYI)

5mg clonazepam (half SL)
6-7 grams of gabapentin (within 24 hrs)
150mg butalbital


Plus I'm smoking on a zip of candy gas and bout 4-5 grams deep and I'm on fuckin mars

Especially since I finally got my tolerance back to zero with every single one of these substances

 

[deficiT]

Feeling absolutely blissfully relaxed and peaceful smoking some THC-A candy gas bud

Finally stocked on my K-pins among other pharmaceuticals yesterday thank God

Cuz I was right on the edge of a psychotic break 2 days ago cuz.i have all sorts of mental disorders specifically with panic disorder and PTSD

Anyways I'm sorry for rambling lol just needed to vent

Still feeling 8 mg of Klonopin last night this morning

(I'm an extremely experienced benzo/GABA user FYI)

5mg clonazepam (half SL)
6-7 grams of gabapentin (within 24 hrs)
100mg butalbital
Smoking on a zip of candy gas and bout 4-5 grams deep and I'm on fuckin mars

Especially since I finally got my tolerance back to zero with every single one of these substances

I also struggle with panic disorder pretty heavily... it sometimes flies under the radar for me, but when it comes through it comes through with a vengeance... I feel your pain. I used to be prescribed Clonazepam as well, although I only got 30 . 5mgs a month, it was fine though, thats about all I needed.

Obligatory HR comment to be careful mixing all those sedatives... that is a really high dose of both benzos and gabapentin.

I'm hoping it helps take the edge off friendo

 

[Spaced]

I also struggle with panic disorder pretty heavily... it sometimes flies under the radar for me, but when it comes through it comes through with a vengeance... I feel your pain. I used to be prescribed Clonazepam as well, although I only got 30 . 5mgs a month, it was fine though, thats about all I needed.

Obligatory HR comment to be careful mixing all those sedatives... that is a really high dose of both benzos and gabapentin.

I'm hoping it helps take the edge off friendo

I appreciate the concern truly but I used to be addicted to 300 milligrams of Xanax a day

5 years straight along with every other kind of benzos plus the Xanax I was already dependent on

Now I'm not dependent anymore I just use them randomly throughout the year only bout once a month or so maybe a lil more sometimes

So I know my limits extremely well with almost all GABA drugs

That being said even if you are this experienced there's still a chance it can go very bad

I'm just choosing to be a little reckless and take a tiny chance considering my experience and the hell I live in

 

[deficiT]

I appreciate the concern truly but I used to be addicted to 300 milligrams of Xanax a day

5 years straight along with every other kind of benzos plus the Xanax I was already dependent on

Now I'm not dependent anymore I just use them randomly throughout the year only bout once a month or so maybe a lil more sometimes

So I know my limits extremely well with almost all GABA drugs

That being said even if you are this experienced there's still a chance it can go very bad

I'm just choosing to be a little reckless and take a tiny chance considering my experience and the hell I live in

300 milligrams of Xanax every day? That does not even sound real lol... how did you function on that dose? And how much did that habit cost...

I can't begrudge a fellow denizen of the burning abyss for seeking refuge from the fire

 

[Spaced]

300 milligrams of Xanax every day? That does not even sound real lol... how did you function on that dose? And how much did that habit cost...

I can't begrudge a fellow denizen of the burning abyss for seeking refuge from the fire

To put it simply it was 40 Grand to 60 grand every time I re-up

but I was also a drug dealer and they were 10 a piece for 2mg sticks and I didn't care because I had so much money at the time

plus I knew they were real so I didn't mind paying the price

I don't have any earthly idea how my connect got it and I never asked cuz I asked once and he said he'd kill me if I asked again and he meant it

It's crazy to think how crazy my life used to be how much wild tshould I got into

Oh yeah and I could function on it because it took me about a year to get up to 300 mg in one dosage straight to the domer without blocking out or some shit

I'm not going to get too far into it but it took me about a year and a half to get all the Xanax out of my system thank the Lord my liver and kidneys are okay and God knows why they are LOL

 

[Spaced]

Feeling absolutely blissfully relaxed and peaceful smoking some THC-A candy gas bud

Finally stocked on my K-pins among other pharmaceuticals yesterday thank God

Cuz I was right on the edge of a psychotic break 2 days ago cuz.i have all sorts of mental disorders specifically with panic disorder and PTSD

Anyways I'm sorry for rambling lol just needed to vent

Still feeling 8 mg of Klonopin last night this morning

(I'm an extremely experienced benzo/GABA user FYI)

5mg clonazepam (half SL)
6-7 grams of gabapentin (within 24 hrs)
150mg butalbital


Plus I'm smoking on a zip of candy gas and bout 4-5 grams deep and I'm on fuckin mars

Especially since I finally got my tolerance back to zero with every single one of these substances

SL 2mg more of Klonopin cuz I still can't stop ruminating on and on about the position me and my girl and my child are In living in

Cuz of a bunch of complicated shit I'm not gonna get into we're living with my psychotic sisters house or should I say her sugar Daddy's house more or less

Bren wanting to fully become dependent again on benzos and opioids but I'm standing strong

 

[ghostfreak]

900mg Pregabalin and working my way through a nicotine vape. Have a crappy found footage horror on (called Devon) and just chilling in an empty house for a change.

 

[ghostfreak]

Was super high earlier and was great. Coming down now and riding the wave.

Also got some stout I’m trying, quite nice.

 

[Chihuahua gang]

I'm vibin on some mushies drinking on some German lager.

Only people id admit to this yall I fucked up and smoked some fyre fetty last night. I'm not very proud of that. Lord forgive me on that 1. Amen

 

[Spaced]

Passed tf out for bout 2 hours after some gabapentin, Flexeril, and 2mg clonazepam with hella high grade Candy Gas bud

Woke up fully rested funnily enough and woke up still high then my girlfriend and my sister came back from the casino lol both swearing they're not even tipsy

My girls one thing I can manage her easily but my sis is a violent drunk sometimes anyways hopefully I'll keep both of them in bed

All that triggered the shit out of my mental problems mainly my insomnia

So in all tonight plus the doses I took to handle both of them-

350mg caffeine
Cowboy killers
4mg clonazepam
250mg butalbital
3.6 grams of gabapentin
1.2 grams of Ibuprofen

Also bout 3-4 grams of that Candy Gas

 

[deficiT]

It's been an eventful couple days mentally, and I decided to relax this evening as opposed to going to the EDM show I had planned. I'm gonna take it easy and have a mild little trip and chill, hopefully recover some mental bandwidth.

This is what I've taken so far today, as I prepare everything before taking this trip, I will include my supplement regimen I've started up recently to help support my physical and mental health, in particular, inflammation, oxidation, and amino acid supply

40mg Fluoxetine (I am considering tapering off of this soon)
300mg Oxcarbazepine
10gs Red vein kratom
60mgs 7ohm & pseudoindoxyl mitragynine extract
140mg Desmethtyltramadol
2gs Black Seed Oil
300mg Tart Cherry Extract
300mg Bacopa extract
1500mg Psyllium husk, acacia, inulin
500mg Glucosamine hcl
333mg Methylsulfonylmethane
6.75mg Hyaluronic Acid
1500mg Omega 3 Fish Oil, EPA, DHA
500mg Magnesium oxide, citrate, succinate
350mg N-Acetyl-L-Tyosine
Geekbar vape
Some cigs I rolled
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Shortly I will drop 20mgs 2cb + 10mg of the little sample of 4acodmt I got recently. Its been quite a while since I've taken any tryptamines.... but 4acodmt and 2cb are two of my most favorite psychs, so I am properly excited. Gonna roll some tobacco up, and then put on a trippy movie, like the new Wonka one lol.

Hope everyone has a great weekend!

 

[Spaced]

Feeling absolutely tranquilized and sedated and still feeling the afterglow of the 7 g dose of gabapentin that I took last night staggered thru this morning

Now I'm chilling on 150 mg of butalbital and 3.5mg clonazepam all chased down with 250mg caffeine, electrolytes, and water on a fasted stomach stomach

Not to mention about 4 grams of very high quality bud

 

[deficiT]

Shortly I will drop 20mgs 2cb + 10mg of the little sample of 4acodmt I got recently. Its been quite a while since I've taken any tryptamines.... but 4acodmt and 2cb are two of my most favorite psychs, so I am properly excited. Gonna roll some tobacco up, and then put on a trippy movie, like the new Wonka one lol.

Hope everyone has a great weekend!

Dropped my psychs as planned and watching willy wonka lol. Dropped 20 mins ago, already starting to feel a little zingy. Had forgotten to take my gabapentin, so dropped another 300mg. Yesterday I grabbed a 3 gram disposable cart with thca, thc-p, hcp, d8, and CBN. Issssss not bad and im gonna wash it all down with a chz burger

 

[Spaced]

Dropped my psychs as planned and watching willy wonka lol. Dropped 20 mins ago, already starting to feel a little zingy. Had forgotten to take my gabapentin, so dropped another 300mg. Yesterday I grabbed a 3 gram disposable cart with thca, thc-p, hcp, d8, and CBN. Issssss not bad and im gonna wash it all down with a chz burger

Hell yes brother

 

[Spaced]

Added another 1.5 mg of Klonopin cuz my daughter's not here right now and she won't be for several hours so I'm just going to relax and watch cartoons