Carl Landrover
Bluelighter
Even though I been on methadone a while, started using fent on top of it. Been a little more than year and trying to stop.
Had a few days without, but grabbed something tonight. Can't tell if it's fent or dope though. Possibly a mix. It's actually kind of hard to find heroin now. Too bad.
Picked up some hard too. I don't do it much. This seems really good though. I hate the taste. Gross. Sentence fragments be fun.
I may have been fucked up for the majority of the last decade, but it almost seems like a different country from the time I first started getting bad.
I see Bluelight is back to an .org. I think it was that when I started, can't remember. It was .nu and .ru at points too I believe. Maybe some other .something too.
For the record, my avatar was not blurry for the first few years. I'm guessing it's because they allow bigger, higher resolution pictures now? I don't know if that makes sense though.
Edit: Hi diddly ho neighbor-ino! A bell ringy dingy (sounds like ding, not dinge). Fine and dandy like sour candy!
I often want to say "Greetings and salutations!" if I'm in a good mood when I get into work. I don't because I don't normally say things like that and to suddenly do so would be weird. It's a confusing part of forming your identity in the various situations you end up in.
I actually don't talk much in person. I mean I'm not quiet or shy. I just don't open up to people until I can trust them, and that might take a while. I think it was around high school I started adopting that saying from Lincoln (?). "Better to remain silent and be thought a fool, than to speak and remove all doubt".
Had a few days without, but grabbed something tonight. Can't tell if it's fent or dope though. Possibly a mix. It's actually kind of hard to find heroin now. Too bad.
Picked up some hard too. I don't do it much. This seems really good though. I hate the taste. Gross. Sentence fragments be fun.
I may have been fucked up for the majority of the last decade, but it almost seems like a different country from the time I first started getting bad.
I see Bluelight is back to an .org. I think it was that when I started, can't remember. It was .nu and .ru at points too I believe. Maybe some other .something too.
For the record, my avatar was not blurry for the first few years. I'm guessing it's because they allow bigger, higher resolution pictures now? I don't know if that makes sense though.
Edit: Hi diddly ho neighbor-ino! A bell ringy dingy (sounds like ding, not dinge). Fine and dandy like sour candy!
I often want to say "Greetings and salutations!" if I'm in a good mood when I get into work. I don't because I don't normally say things like that and to suddenly do so would be weird. It's a confusing part of forming your identity in the various situations you end up in.
I actually don't talk much in person. I mean I'm not quiet or shy. I just don't open up to people until I can trust them, and that might take a while. I think it was around high school I started adopting that saying from Lincoln (?). "Better to remain silent and be thought a fool, than to speak and remove all doubt".
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