250mg propylhexedrine, 15mg hydrocodone, 2mg clonazepam, 100mg diphenhydramine.
Trying to be productive right now, need to make money

Was afraid my opiate tolerance had gone up significantly since I broke a rib and started taking lots of it because it was a Hell of a lot more painful than I would have expected a broken rib to be (was punched a few times but the broken rib is due to my walking backwards and falling over something on the porch IIRC). Does not seem to have caused much if any increase because 8g of kratom and 15mg of hydrocodone has been enough to prevent WDs completely. And I think I can skip days with benzos just fine now, had to last month and it caused no problems.
I was thinking of starting IV opiate use a few weeks ago for a better high, but fuck that. I want to go back to that time long ago when I did not need or use opiates daily and tripped 3 or 4 times a month (but the way I am, I would likely have periods of tripping 8-10 times per month until I felt like it was starting to cause problems with thinking, mood, or vision). That may seem like a bad idea (the tripping) to a lot of you but I have been through a lot of Hell the last few months and the following should explain some things:
I know I have sounded nuts on here for a while to a lot of people, but I had a very traumatic experience that was scarring that I am not going to talk about or give any hint about while in the mental institution a few months back after a near fatal overdose (intentional, thought someone would help me from the people who were threatening to kill me if I had a non-fatal OD but I a, lucky to be alive) but it was psychological torture combined with a brain infection that started to make me sick the third day and really started making my thinking go wrong, also took away my heart so I could not feel except when thinking of my pets.)
And then I tried to get help at the ER 3 times and was flat out turned away twice because I was a drug addict but could barely walk the second time and they never diagnosed the disease responsible or believed I had a brain infection though I had put myself on cipro and veterinary antibiotics obtained at a farm supply store to treat myself every time it came back (about 6 or 7 times) and the fourth time I could barely get into the car and could not get into the wheelchair without lots of assistance and my blood pressure was too low (I did take a large dose of benzos and hydrocodone and small amount of 1,4-butanediol to slow my brain activity maybe 2 hours earlier and massive amounts of injected penicillin and cipro [oral and rectal] but I think the infection made it worse because it systolic pressure was down to the low 60s) before going and my mom brought me cipro to the hospital the next day. This made the neurological symptoms improve to the point I could walk on my own maybe 48 hours after I got there and I was released and cured myself at home because they would not believe me - they said I was paranoid and it was all in my head from the drug usage. And they knew I had drank water from a toilet trying to make myself vomit before the mental institution stay and should have done a spinal tap or something. I kept letting the sickness come back so I could sue them but felt the hospital wanted me dead for owing so much money and it was attempted murder by that time. The other time I was admitted for "drug overdose" I was treated for pneumonia and I was not coughing any at all before then or in the days after either that I remember but the IV antibiotics got me so I could walk normally again. The walking problem happened when I did not go to the hospital one time and neither that time nor the first time I was admitted had I taken an amount of recreational drugs in any combination that would make it hard to walk.
Update:
Got to go to sleep, drinking a couple of beers, 800 or so mg phenibut, and 150mg trazodone.