How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

[Captain.Heroin]

2 dabs, high but gonna run out

sigh

so hungry

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

~300mg phenibut
30mg DXM

No kratom or alcohol today I think I'm fucking up my insides

This combo put me to sleep for like half the day so that helped

 

[Kelmasterflex]

Redosed meth fuck
Smoked heavenly trees
Dissociation from staggered dxm

 

[SAT4N_420]

High off 250 mg of tramadol to help deal with post surgery pain and discomfort. I still feel quite a bit of pain, but it definitely beats being sober.

 

[Jabberwocky]

15 mg of dexamphetamine and 20 mg Abilify - which I consider a major achievement over the nearly 1 gram of meth I last reported in on.

What a beautiful day for a walk in the park.

 

[PtahTek]

~2g phenibut
2mg alprazolam
600mg gabapentin
300mg pregabalin
wedd weed weed

Fuckin trippin

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Fuckin trippin

This. Want to eat. Don't want to take benzos. JUST SAY NEIGH. 8(

So I took one antihistamine. ONE. Let's BORK 4 JESUS

have had a few dabs, and am running out and am quite anxious about that.

 

[Specified]

This. Want to eat. Don't want to take benzos. JUST SAY NEIGH.

have had a few dabs, and am running out and am quite anxious about that.

No valium today from the doctor?

If you need some just holla at your doctor.

 

[Specified]

This. Want to eat. Don't want to take benzos. JUST SAY NEIGH. 8(

So I took one antihistamine. ONE. Let's BORK 4 JESUS

have had a few dabs, and am running out and am quite anxious about that.

How did you know about Bork? and just say neight?

 

[06062016]

Fuck this recovery thing. Fighting cravings every minute isnt doing it for me. Meth is my DOC. But it has caused too much damage in my life. I'm thinking to order some oxy as a replacement to fill the void.

Any thoughts?

 

[PtahTek]

Any thoughts

I would say that since opiates is a thing for you obtain some kratom and dose at a lower dose (2-3g) as this will be easier to drop after the initial cravings for meth have abated.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

No valium today from the doctor?

If you need some just holla at your doctor.

I literally don't want benzos.

 

[EphemeralOutlet141]

Broke down and had 4g kratom because I was going absolutely mad. Feels like I'm coming off morphine or something.

 

[PtahTek]

Just had 4g kratom (in two doses) w/ coffee.
coupla puffs of weed
feeling fairly great.
slept til ~11 (this is a unheard of for me) and attribute this to the 2g phenibut yesterday morning... man... was that a trip.
this site is sexy as hell (just realizing this) and it is starting to get to me... gotta take my clothes off.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Fuck this recovery thing. Fighting cravings every minute isnt doing it for me. Meth is my DOC. But it has caused too much damage in my life. I'm thinking to order some oxy as a replacement to fill the void.

Any thoughts?

Many people here hate atypical anti-psychotic drugs with a vengeance but I swear by them + low dose ADHD stimulants like d-amp to kill meth cravings in recovery. I'd rather take them than develop an opiate addiction. There is also quite a lot of medical research that shows substitution therapy for meth using other stimulants might be a winning strategy.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

feeling high and lonely and sad

i'm here to work some shit out and i've got to escape my body eventually.

 

[Jabberwocky]

will be easier to drop after the initial cravings for meth have abated.

I had my worst cravings about 4 years after I quit meth the first time. That's when it came to me in my dreams and made we wake up starving for a hit.

 

[PtahTek]

I had my worst cravings about 4 years after I quit meth the first time.

Yeah... dope dreams are what they are... free highs.
This is why "initial cravings" was the phrase used as these dreams are not unknown to me.

 

[SAT4N_420]

Took 250 mg of Tramadol again because my face hurts and my cheeks are swollen and I can barely eat anything and being high makes all of this more tolerable.

 

[Juniper Bruhmomentius]

Drinking a lawful evil long drink