Afternoon all,
100mg RGPU-95 in 2 doses of 50mg
400mg Phenylpiracetam in 2 doses of 100mg
350mg Citicholine earlier (1 dose so far)
12g kratom (2.5g, 2.5g, 3g, 4g)
2g Phenibut (single dose about an hour ago)
Coffee earlier...
Feeling very blah. I know exactly why, coz of that ketamine and 3-MeO-PCE I did at the weekend. Didn't even get much from the ketamine. Will that be the last of it for a long time? Hope so... very much at the end of the road as far as getting much good out of that drug.
Back on the kratom wagon temporarily in an effort to offset the badness in my head, no doubt in a few days time I'll try to stop and feel really depressed and frustrated at myself for a bit. Then a few days later after a rapid taper I'll be back on the odd phenibut and modafinil dose and feel alright. I'm so aware of my own patterns now it's almost funny.
Debating taking some etizolam but don't really want to keep piling substances on top of each other and worsen the inevitable crash while jacking up my tolerance... but then... maybe it's OK just to get myself through the dissociative "aftershade"...
Wishing everyone the best anyway. Peace.