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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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Ganjcat said:
You fuc k with that shut because you don't hate them you love them... in fact I would say anyone who still uses loves them.. think about it if you use something everyday and obsess about it.. You probably love it you defo don't hate it I also predict shadow will get back on them at some point everyone does
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It's very possible to both love and hate a drug. Of course people who keep doing them love the effects. But after a while the hatred of being a slave overcomes it. Originally I was on opiates for 10 years and by the end I wanted to die every day, I had no self esteem, the best I felt at the height of being high was way worse than I felt before I ever tried opiates. I got off them, I did relapse last year which I didn't expect but I'm off them again. Not everyone goes back.
 
reset for today :LOL: :

4g kratom (trying a new shi* something *elephant stuff... hope it's not poop. shi* they sent a 1/4 key free 😍 ).

weed

.5mg alp (ohhhhh i wanna eat em up but know i gotta get back slow for a sec to build tolerance been a couple weeks or more and this self quarantining makes me a little mo buggy so cashed in)
 
madness00 said:
Yeah - "Opiates make me awesome at life.. until they make me horrible at life." :ROFLMAO:

On my 20th G kratom today. I'm all out. And i spent my money on meth (that i won't use for two months) so i'm broke until two weeks from now.
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Being into occultism and kinda nerdy I like looking at using (mainly) opioids as like some kind of blood magick. Hurting yourself and using the energy to feel abnormally good. Idk I'm weird.

You never have thoughts like that about your DOC? You strike me as a good time guy who's perfectly chill at baseline and wants to enhance life. Of course I don't know you irl so I'm just speculating.

I use for the sad "I'm an empty black hole of a person and I want to feel like a functional member of society" reason. Kinda like I'm in the red normally and I need something to put me into the black. Something to beat back the nihilistic entropy of living everyday life when you hate almost every aspect of it.

Yeah I'm bringin yall down with me today boys and girls.
 
@devilsgospel

Like a sacrifice?

I'm curious to hear more about what you're talking about, because i'm not sure i'm picking up what you're putting down.

I don't use to be a functioning member of society, i consider myself one already (which is likely bullshit because i'm antisocial as fuck, in the clinical sense, my therapist would rebut). I guess "enhancing life", like you said, is my goal. I just want more and more of the good stuff. Life is full of goodies, and drugs are an easy way to experience them.
 
madness00 said:
@devilsgospel

Like a sacrifice?

I'm curious to hear more about what you're talking about, because i'm not sure i'm picking up what you're putting down.

I don't use to be a functioning member of society, i consider myself one already (which is likely bullshit because i'm antisocial as fuck, in the clinical sense, my therapist would rebut). I guess "enhancing life", like you said, is my goal. I just want more and more of the good stuff. Life is full of goodies, and drugs are an easy way to experience them.
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Precisely like a sacrifice. Occult magick (especially the really intense dark shit) is a strict give and take. The famous magickal wackjobs like Aleister Crowley and even David Bowie used drugs as a way to supercharge the weird ritual shit they were into. David Bowie specifically used coke 24/7 during his occult days. His story is fascinating, he did nothing but snort coke, drink milk, eat peppers, and do ritual magick for musical inspiration. Looking back on the music he made at that time, it all makes total sense.

I haven't done any ritual stuff in a while though. Mainly drugs.
 
Is it just me, or is taking benzo's something like a "less-is-more" type thing. If I over do it on 3 mg.'s of klonie's, it doesn't feel as good as even .75 mg.'s. Maybe it's the famed klonie hangover some people have? Same for alcohol. I cannot stomach more than one shot. More than that, I feel like shit.
 
devilsgospel said:
Precisely like a sacrifice. Occult magick (especially the really intense dark shit) is a strict give and take. The famous magickal wackjobs like Aleister Crowley and even David Bowie used drugs as a way to supercharge the weird ritual shit they were into. David Bowie specifically used coke 24/7 during his occult days. His story is fascinating, he did nothing but snort coke, drink milk, eat peppers, and do ritual magick for musical inspiration. Looking back on the music he made at that time, it all makes total sense.

I haven't done any ritual stuff in a while though. Mainly drugs.
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Looking back on many rockstars’ music, it makes sense. A majority of musicians are in the occult. They meditate and/or take drugs and the devil gives them the lyrics/beats. Music has a strong influence over most so it’s one of the main ways that those into witchcraft/occultism curse people.
 
PtahTek said:
reset for today :LOL: :

4g kratom (trying a new shi* something *elephant stuff... hope it's not poop. shi* they sent a 1/4 key free 😍 ).

weed

.5mg alp (ohhhhh i wanna eat em up but know i gotta get back slow for a sec to build tolerance been a couple weeks or more and this self quarantining makes me a little mo buggy so cashed in)
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Yes

Yes PT!
 
madness00 said:
Yeah - "Opiates make me awesome at life.. until they make me horrible at life." :ROFLMAO:

On my 20th G kratom today. I'm all out. And i spent my money on meth (that i won't use for two months) so i'm broke until two weeks from now.
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You never know what tomorrow brings mate just try to get on with the days best you could I've had nothing of my own for over 3 weeks as I get paid monthly etc, I have not had to go without yet I have manage to borrow and I got a family member to hold on to my gear and ratio it out 0.2 everyday 6pm sharp sometimes I need extra if I'm up early but they have ran out and we got no more money its coincidently I am also having my last bit ain't even got cannabis lol looks like I got 3-4 days until I got something, 3 days if I get something at midnight when my money goes in 4 days if I can't and wait until the next day I'll be copping my guys at 9am and refuse to leave until he gives or gets me 3.5 with an extra 0.4 on the side to get me out of wd.

the way I see it I try to think of this time as a voluntary drug holiday because the longer you are without and in wd, the better the high ;)
 
devilsgospel said:
Being into occultism and kinda nerdy I like looking at using (mainly) opioids as like some kind of blood magick. Hurting yourself and using the energy to feel abnormally good. Idk I'm weird.

You never have thoughts like that about your DOC? You strike me as a good time guy who's perfectly chill at baseline and wants to enhance life. Of course I don't know you irl so I'm just speculating.

I use for the sad "I'm an empty black hole of a person and I want to feel like a functional member of society" reason. Kinda like I'm in the red normally and I need something to put me into the black. Something to beat back the nihilistic entropy of living everyday life when you hate almost every aspect of it.

Yeah I'm bringin yall down with me today boys and girls.
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Wow I never knew coke was used for that kind of stuff lol kinda cool I had my phase for a few months where I was obsessed with that share shit but not anymore I do find it interesting though what people do and don't do people call you weird or sick but I also like watching fbi files and stuff and they are sick because it's about murdered but it's interesting because commuting a murder means your probably gonna be in for life I would be shutting myself in that situation so I like to watch them to see how they coped how long they managed stay out of custody etc etc same similar kind of thing with what you said dunno if I'm making sense I'm quite high
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
How much did you take this time? Be careful.

I’m just happy to feel normal. I’ve been dosing 6-8 grams here n’ there. Feeling nice n’ relaxed.

Just bought a bulk of it to stash for later, got 3 ounces for free.
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How you doing c2c what is ur current doc just kratom? Do you use it to stay off the hard stuff you? I would kill for a source of kratom well I would kill for a source for cannabis and heroin but at least M kratom is obviously a safer drug I was the only one using kratom in my circle before it banned I thought about trying to make a market with a dealer back then but it's just not appealing to swallow all that powder it is worth it though lol

anyone ever done the infamous half way down throat cough omg I swear I thought I would always have traces stuck in my throat and mouth you know what I mean when you half swallow it and cough or sneeze from reflex oh god.. Talk about messy
 
Ganjcat said:
How you doing c2c what is ur current doc just kratom? Do you use it to stay off the hard stuff you? I would kill for a source of kratom well I would kill for a source for cannabis and heroin but at least M kratom is obviously a safer drug I was the only one using kratom in my circle before it banned I thought about trying to make a market with a dealer back then but it's just not appealing to swallow all that powder it is worth it though lol

anyone ever done the infamous half way down throat cough omg I swear I thought I would always have traces stuck in my throat and mouth you know what I mean when you half swallow it and cough or sneeze from reflex oh god.. Talk about messy
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Ewww I parachuted and one time it broke open. Had to hurry and chug that powder down with some juice.

I gave @madness00 a great tip to put his dose in orange juice and take it that way. He said it helps so I’m glad.

I don’t use kratom to stay off the hard stuff. I’ve never tried heroin. I’ve done some pain pills, but it’s not like I have a constant supply.

Kratom was a lifesaver after I had an Etiz binge and ran out. So thats why I’m saying it makes me feel normal. Etiz jacks up tolerance too much and left me feeling really depressed and out of sorts.

Kratom is just nice to have for a mood boost and helps with anxiety.

So kratom is probably my main DOC. I’m prescribed Concerta. I get that later this month and I like taking that, especially with the kratom.

I really hope you stay off of the heroin! Is there any way at all for you to get kratom or is it impossible? It’s definitely a better alternative to heroin.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
Ewww I parachuted and one time it broke open. Had to hurry and chug that powder down with some juice.

I gave @madness00 a great tip to put his dose in orange juice and take it that way. He said it helps so I’m glad.

I don’t use kratom to stay off the hard stuff. I’ve never tried heroin. I’ve done some pain pills, but it’s not like I have a constant supply.

Kratom was a lifesaver after I had an Etiz binge and ran out. So thats why I’m saying it makes me feel normal. Etiz jacks up tolerance too much and left me feeling really depressed and out of sorts.

Kratom is just nice to have for a mood boost and helps with anxiety.

So kratom is probably my main DOC. I’m prescribed Concerta. I get that later this month and I like taking that, especially with the kratom.

I really hope you stay off of the heroin! Is there any way at all for you to get kratom or is it impossible? It’s definitely a better alternative to heroin.
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firstly what is Etiz?, I appreciate the oj tip but I can't even get any anymore not since the ban :( but tbh I don't mind putting it in my mouth and swallowing with water you just gotta be able to control your gag reflex and about heroin no their is tragically no way for me to get kratom since the b ban the only reason I could get it before was because I could just Google it like codeine linctus if you Google now you will find places that day "Buy kratom UK delivery" but when your order you will see " not available in your country " so why say it is you lying bastards I don't use the dark web if I did maybe I could get some off their or heroin because I here heroin is better price in the dark web
 
I'd like to say does anyone have any sources for Kratom or heroin, opium or any opiate because if I did have a nice easy good quality source I would not have to get off the street and risk getting stabbed or worse but sourcing is of course not allowed so just pm me


only joking ;)
 
upping to 2.5mg alp (been a long time (relatively speaking, of course)
adding 3g kratom
maybe more coffee; may need it (and did..ha)
weed
cig

hadnt done crack inna while and dont feel it....
 
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A lot if muscians are, apparently but most put insigbias shrunken Lucifer stuff and refrences occultism just so people are more interested or because they want you to think they are in the 'secret' society a lot dont even know about the occult and just put the 'signs' their just because they like them or think they look cool Michael Jackson was most famous for this
 
I'm as high as balls that are also high.

Took ma weird combination of propylhexedrine, 5-MeO-MiPT, 2C-C, phenibut, 3-MeO-PCE, and alcohol. Slightly overbalanced the 3-MeO-PCE recently but god damn if it hasn't been an amazing day.
 
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