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How High Are You? v. Befriending The Shadow People

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^ Ha! Yeah, man, I've definitely had people help me out before whom I immediately suspected after giving them my money. It's like will they be back? will I get scummed? only to have them return shortly after and then it's like, shit, wow, well... I guess not everyone is a scumbag after all!

I've yet to do someone dirty like that, and I think that it must be good karma as well because I've never been beat either.

As for the dope + runner's high... I can understand that for sure. We used to sniff bags and then kick around the soccer ball, and it would always feel like doing that intensified or potentiated the dope. Now that I think about it, man, I should probably break out the soccer ball again. lol
 
Ahh, just getting by with .5mg sub and Klonopin.

I just got some juicy news about my friend Lucy coming back around! I feel like I need to trip. Not right now, of course, but I need to get situated with some sort of opiate to be able to handle that mind state...
 
Phew, got my valium refilled today. I won't ever choose filling my script for painkillers before I have my benzos.

Took 10mg diazepam this afternoon and about to take some tilidine. 100-150mg or so.

I lost my weed yesterday. I've been trying to find it, but I seem to have lost it outside somewhere :( .
 
Just on some Kratom and Klonopin. I finally decided to try to quit opiates for good...no more chipping, no nothing. I'm going to miss the hell out of them, it's like breaking up with a girl, but it's just something that I got to do so my life can get back on track.

Anyway, so far i'm 5 days clean...w/d's are over but the cravings are still there (Kratom helps tho) and now I just feel really depressed, overly emotional, anxious all that good stuff. I guess they call that PAWS, but hopefully I can feel normal again soon because my habit wasn't too bad. This probably belongs in TDS but I really only post here so whatever. No more MXE, no more weed either...just kratom and a benzo once in a while. Hopefully, the sober life doesn't suck too much.
 
^ If you feel you need someone to "nag" to, feel free to shoot me a PM. :) Keep us posted on your progress! I'll keep track of how you're doing for sure. Sober life doesn't suck if you have enough to do to keep you occupied. Hobbies, exercise, diet, supplements (magnesium is pretty good for paws ime.) can all make a huge difference. I'm quite sure you already know this, just mentioning it to make sure. I'm rooting for you all the way from Belgium, good luck man!!!

I kicked the tramadol ct again last week. Took it again yesterday for immense back pain, and have no trouble leaving it alone. I quit while I had a brand new box lying in my bedroom. :) *proud*

I'm not gonna steer clear from the tilidine just yet. Possibly I'll keep using it for pain even when I stop using it for recreation. It has virtually no withdrawals, and it's very euphoric for a "low-potency" opioid. And more importantly, almost as good as tramadol for back-pain. Currently I'm still using tilidine for recreation, and tramadol when the pain gets too severe. But I want to change that to no opiates for recreation, and tilidine when I'm hurting.
 
escape20 said:
Just on some Kratom and Klonopin. I finally decided to try to quit opiates for good...no more chipping, no nothing. I'm going to miss the hell out of them, it's like breaking up with a girl, but it's just something that I got to do so my life can get back on track.

Anyway, so far i'm 5 days clean...w/d's are over but the cravings are still there (Kratom helps tho) and now I just feel really depressed, overly emotional, anxious all that good stuff. I guess they call that PAWS, but hopefully I can feel normal again soon because my habit wasn't too bad. This probably belongs in TDS but I really only post here so whatever. No more MXE, no more weed either...just kratom and a benzo once in a while. Hopefully, the sober life doesn't suck too much.
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Hey, congrats, I was wondering what happened to you.
 
escape20 said:
Just on some Kratom and Klonopin. I finally decided to try to quit opiates for good...no more chipping, no nothing. I'm going to miss the hell out of them, it's like breaking up with a girl, but it's just something that I got to do so my life can get back on track.

Anyway, so far i'm 5 days clean...w/d's are over but the cravings are still there (Kratom helps tho) and now I just feel really depressed, overly emotional, anxious all that good stuff. I guess they call that PAWS, but hopefully I can feel normal again soon because my habit wasn't too bad. This probably belongs in TDS but I really only post here so whatever. No more MXE, no more weed either...just kratom and a benzo once in a while. Hopefully, the sober life doesn't suck too much.
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Yo man, good luck with that! PAWs is sort of a melancholy that lasts months on end, so please hesitate on diagnosing yourself so soon :). Do you mind if I ask why you're quitting weed but not kratom? Weed is much easier to go cold turkey off of if you ever have to =D

OT: I smoked a fat bowl of kush topped with kief a couple hours ago, this high got legs son. Probably won't smoke again til bedtime.
 
Folley said:
~80mg or so of Methylphenidate dissolved in vodka and squirted down the nose... worked awesome actually.

Smoking on some of the dankest weed I've ever had... Blue Dream


Feel fucking gooooddd, hella chilled, but almost hyper like with coke
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How did that vodka feel going inside your nose? Sounds painful.
 
Escape, my man, I was wondering where you've been! I haven't seen you around as much, but I'm glad to hear that you're doing well.

I think that the way you described it, kicking opiates as being like breaking up with a girl, is just absolutely spot-on. I'm not sure that I can speak for everyone here, but I know that I have definitely found myself in a relationship with a beautiful girl, a beautiful girl whom I had a lot in common with but who, at the end of the day, well... there was just something about her that I didn't trust and there was something scary and twisted about the relationship; the whole thing made me feel uneasy, and I feel like that's how I feel about opiates.

I love opiates, man, love them... and when I've got a good stash, and I'm crushing up pills, flicking bags, and racking up lines... man, it's just beyond amazing; but all the while, I know that there's something just not right, something that makes me feel a little uncomfortable, anxious and on edge...
 
^ Dat feel. I cant move at all on Meth haha. Its like super MDMA for me, without the lovey dovey side of it.
 
Seyer said:
^ Dat feel. I cant move at all on Meth haha. Its like super MDMA for me, without the lovey dovey side of it.
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Usually it's not a problem unless I'm I.V.in' it. Then I get stuck and time flies and before long it's three days from now.


Anyways, right now I'm not nearly as high as I was earlier which is quite unfortunate.
Luckily, I'm much higher than I will be later.
 
Everytime I did Meth, other than the first time I tried it, I never did less than .5 in a sitting so needless to say I was getting high as fuck each time haha.
 
Not a bad day!

A friend wanted us to pick up a bundle for him and then deliver it to him. But he lives far away-ish, and it's not an easy thing for us to do.

So, I asked him if he could give us some money for gas, which he had no problem doing, but at the same time, we wanted bags as well, of course.

I called up my guy and told him that we'd be bringing him x number of dollars, but it was to help a friend and it was my friend's money; and without my even having to ask, he asked me, "all right and what do you want?"

I was like, "uh, well, do you think you could help us out?" and he was like, "of course! just call me when you get out front!"

We gave him enough money for the bundle that my friend wanted, and then a little bit of the money we owed him from before; long story short, we got our friend his bundle, and then our guy gave us an additional seven bags for us.

That's what's up!

So I'm feeling pretty good right now,

3.5 bags (insufflated)
1.5 mg clonazepam (swallowed)
and a little bit of benadryl for good measure

I'm feeling right!
 
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