Quite benzo'd, and I searched my room for hidden treasure (I hide opis whenever I am so wasted that I'm nodding uncontrollably. It paid off, found 3 oxies 80mg and 3 ms contins 60mg). I took 2 of those oxies a short while ago, it's not exactly getting me nodding, but my eyelids are heavy as fuck, the hefty dose of benzos are causing that. Despite it not being an opiate-only nod, I feel very relaxed and the 160mg oxy is proving to be enough to provide the necessary euphoria to make this high plenty enjoyable!
I'm hanging on to the morphine pills until the 26th which is when I have a christmas dinner with my mom's side of the family (just my mom, my brother, his wife and myself). I can't be dopesick, nor too fucked up that evening. It's important to that side of my family (which is small, but also the only truly important family to me), ergo it's important to me. Don't want to ruin the evening for anyone by being sick or being too high. 180mg morphine should be perfect, taken whole (XR). I'll start with 120mg, and take the last 60mg if there is any discomfort left on 120mg)
GN BL BUDDIES!