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Fucking JACKPOT

Go to trade my dope dude some bud for a few bags (he asked). Meet him, blah blah blah, all is well. Go back inside, look at the wrap, and he fucked up by giving me 9 bags instead of just 3.

Needless to say: bunch of dope, bunch of weed, 42.5 mg adderall. Today's a good day
 
They don't effect me negatively honestly.
When I first started benzos, the first 6 months or so, my memory would get impaired so to speak.
But now, not so much, since my tolerance to these things (both opiates and benzos) are super high..

I NEED them to function lol.

OT--

180mg Oxycodone
4mg Lorazepam
2mg Alprazolam
100mg Promethazine
100mg Hydroxyzine
800mg Gabapentin
Caffeine (coffee)
Nicotine (Marlboro NXT)

I love Oxycodone. the only opiate that gives me unique stimulation with high levels of euphoria.
 
^ are you on the clinic HYH, or buying the methadone off the street?

i found a 100$ bill on the ground at the liquor store tonight so... I'm speedballin' again tonight when i know i shouldn't be... i have a habit of fucking myself over

-2 speedballs (got one fat one or 2 small ones left)
-50mg methadone
-2 25oz 8%abv cans
 
Oy, what a day. My last final exam of the semester is tomorrow, so I started the day off with lots of stimulants.

Morning: 20mg Dexedrine XR (oral), 20mg Adderall XR (nasal), cup of coffee, ~10-12mg noopept. Lots of cigarettes and vaping.

Needless to say all those stims had me feeling a little shaky. The good news, though, is I met with my psychiatrist today, and he handed me some free samples of a medication called Horizant. If you haven't heard of it (I hadn't until today, either), it's gabapentin enacarbil...essentially, extended release Gabapentin. I'm already prescribed Gabapentin (300mg 3 times per day) but I mentioned to him that it's a bit annoying having to take, well, literally anything 3 times per day. I was just gonna ask to be switched to 400mg 2 times per day, but then out of nowhere he just so happens to have exactly what I'm looking for. It's nice stuff actually, if you're a fan of Gabapentin/Phenibut/Lyrica etc then I'd definitely recommend it.

Afternoon: 900mg Horizant, lots of cigs/vape. The Horizant definitely eliminated any shakiness/RLS, which was very helpful for remaining focused while studying and not being TOO stimmed.

Anyways, after literally 8 hours in a row at the library (no breaks) I felt myself hit a brick wall mentally, I'm nearing the point of diminishing returns (study wise) and the best thing I can do at this point is to sleep. Chemistry finals may very well end up being the death of me.

Evening: 1mg Clonazepam, 300mg Horizant, 300mg Gabapentin. Plus some Ibuprofen for my back pain. I'm about to take ~500mg of Phenibut and smoke some snappers (a snapper, for those unfamiliar with the terminology, is a nice lil bong hit with about a 50/50 weed to tobacco ratio. It's nice, because the water filtration allows you to inhale more 'baccy than you would be able to otherwise. You're left with a very nice, pronounced nicotine buzz that lasts all of 10-15 seconds, and you slowly fade into a nice weed high.) Oh also, vaping like there's no tomorrow.

Part of me wishes that I had some alcohol, but really the last thing I need is to be hungover tomorrow. I'll survive with what I got. Wish me luck BL fam, I'm gonna need it. Cheers <3

EDIT: Also, I've been taking relatively high doses of stims every day for the past month or so, so I'm definitely going to have a nasty crash. Good thing I have half a bottle of liquid Clonazolam as well as ~20 Etizolam pellets, the goal is to just sleep the withdrawal away. But I'm not touching those until after finals (I even made a point of having a friend hold on to them for me, since left to my own devices I'm not sure if I could be trusted with that. Not during finals week, anyway.) Also obligatory sorry for the wall of text, blame it on the stimulants or whatever. :)
 
woke up late, been sleeping about 10 hours a night lately.

took a shower and drank some wine while chatting with an east coast friend after AM coffee.

decided to get sushi at rush hour like a fucking imbecile, and spent about an hour and a half in traffic for what was probably < 3 miles each way.

had sake with my sushi and crashed like a sack of potatoes when i got home for about 3 1/2 hours.

pretty good day i guess. i'll have to think of something to do before i go to bed tonight to tire me out mentally.

to be on topic i think i might be hung over. not sure.
 
Enjoying my one morning/day off sitting in my living room watching my mailbox. No pods yesterday, but lots of Etizolam and pot. My gf's mom bought me a pipe mug (it's exactly what you think it is) for Pagan christmas, which is perfect for sipping liquid etizolam and smoking bowls simultaneously.

OT: woke up at around 4am and couldn't sleep so I hit myself with 2 more mg of etizolam, which I am still feeling.
 
ho ho ho guys i really done did a bad decision

5 minutes ago i took

20mg diazepam
30mg dextromethorphan
50mg doxylamine succinate
9 dried poppy pods ground up and made into a tea

i dunno what is wrong with me, why i took so much drugs, merry christmas mother fuckers.
 
Yep. It's definitely kicking in! Listening to music a bit before I brew green tea and speed clean the house. I've been procrastinating on doing it all week and since I'm finally ascending to cloud 9 it's gonna be much easier this time around. Already planning to demolish some Chick Fil A later.

and it's not like anyone cares, but I rediscovered Marooned by Pink Floyd (won a grammy in '95) and it's a good get-high-to-it song. Last track before I exit the mancave is gonna be Echoes, my #1 fav all time by the Floyds (and by the way, which one's Pink?) #2 is maybe Fearless, after Echoes there's so many others that are close.

++ Enjoy your dope my man, it's always fun to know that there are other opiheads out there with their shit together.
 
Smokin all the weeds tonight. Had the luxury of some reaaally good drugs this week, kinda makes me want more but im just gonna take those cravings, shove em into my bong and smoke em.
 
Weed + kratom

Really like kratom. I forget about it for a while but then I revisit it and think "damn this is actually a pretty good drug".

I like how my tolerance doesn't rise particularly quickly to its effects.
 
Throughout the entire day from the corporate gig, to the LLC I own, and a 90 minute workout all while dealing with Los Angeles traffic in the rain (yes it actually rained here) all during this insane mercury retrograde!! I witnessed 6 heroic car accidents today which is a major element to a mercury retrograde phase.

-120mgs of IR Adderall
-2mgs Clonazepam
-4mgs Xanax
-Hardcore OG Blunt
-250mgs of Sustanon (a blend of 4 testosterone esters)
-25mgs of MK-677 - GH secretalogue
-1000mcg injection of vitamin b12
-1000mgs injection of BPC-157 divided into AM/PM shots
-2mgs injection of CJC-1295 with DAC
 
EnlightenedOne1 said:
Throughout the entire day from the corporate gig, to the LLC I own, and a 90 minute workout all while dealing with Los Angeles traffic in the rain (yes it actually rained here) all during this insane mercury retrograde!! I witnessed 6 heroic car accidents today which is a major element to a mercury retrograde phase.
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Even though I am not sure I buy into plantary based spirituality, I looked up mercury retrograde and I still don't understand how that has anything to do with car accidents. You said it yourself, it rained in LA and people there don't know how to drive in the rain. Also, question for you, how do you find that amount of benzos to affect your workouts? I didn't work out seriously for the 2 1/2 years I took banjos so I don't know.

I just smoked a spliff from weed scraps I had on my rolling magazine and it was good.
 
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