scoliosis11
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 13, 2010
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I found this forum through the Pain Management thread. Other than my teenage years, I had never been a big drug user, but now for the past year have been on a daily regimen of Oxycontin and Neurontin after trying other opiates (percocet worked for a while), benzos and muscle relaxers.
I am so appreciative of all the posters here. There is *no one* in my circle of friends who takes any of these drugs (most don't even know) and a lot of the questions I have had I really did not want to ask my doctor as it has taken me a very long time to find a good one. The doctors I have seen in the past all treated me like a drug seeker and I have horror stories of being in severe pain and being given lectures or not being able to walk and handed a prescription for a 500 vicodin.
Thanks to a lot of my questions being answered in total anonymity, I have been able to avoid dangerous combos, keep my tolerance down by using different potentiating methods and have learned by reading the experience of others how easy it is to go down a road that is very difficult to reverse.
Now that I am in the process of getting a surgery date (there have been many complications), I see somewhat of a light at the end of this dark tunnel and from all of the tapering/withdrawal threads have hope that I can someday be off my current opiate regimen.
It has gotten complicated because even though I may not be the typical poster/reader it certainly does not mean that I have not sometimes really enjoyed the effects of all these meds and reading through the threads has made this experience a lot less isolating. It has also given me the strength and motivation to walk a line between accepting *some* pain in exchange for keeping what is now basically a daily opiate habit in check.
So, thank you OD posters and mods!!!
I am so appreciative of all the posters here. There is *no one* in my circle of friends who takes any of these drugs (most don't even know) and a lot of the questions I have had I really did not want to ask my doctor as it has taken me a very long time to find a good one. The doctors I have seen in the past all treated me like a drug seeker and I have horror stories of being in severe pain and being given lectures or not being able to walk and handed a prescription for a 500 vicodin.
Thanks to a lot of my questions being answered in total anonymity, I have been able to avoid dangerous combos, keep my tolerance down by using different potentiating methods and have learned by reading the experience of others how easy it is to go down a road that is very difficult to reverse.
Now that I am in the process of getting a surgery date (there have been many complications), I see somewhat of a light at the end of this dark tunnel and from all of the tapering/withdrawal threads have hope that I can someday be off my current opiate regimen.
It has gotten complicated because even though I may not be the typical poster/reader it certainly does not mean that I have not sometimes really enjoyed the effects of all these meds and reading through the threads has made this experience a lot less isolating. It has also given me the strength and motivation to walk a line between accepting *some* pain in exchange for keeping what is now basically a daily opiate habit in check.
So, thank you OD posters and mods!!!