How are you in word? V. Darksiders feelings

[angeleyes]

Trolled

 

[Zwanya]

^^it's so interesting: that word didn't exist in the general lexicon at all when I was growing up. I'm only in my early 30s, but whenever terms or words are used that are a part of a new generation I just love it. makes me feel as though i am watching history happen.

anyway, i feel serene. let's see if I can make it endure.

 

[angeleyes]

Yeah it's great

Deceived is also a good one


I'd be on your side of the boat if I wasn't feeling this way though aha nice optimistic point of view

 

[THECATINTHEHAT]

Head is FUCKED...

Trying to take on things I'm not strong enough to deal with like an idiot. Just wanted to help but I've made things worse as always. Trying very hard not to seek solace in alcohol.

 

[New]

Frustrated

 

[aq.]

Irritable.

 

[Papaverium]

Here.

 

[HdoubleODeezy]

^ That sucks. Though I was "expecting you" lol.

Now I'm feeling a bit..

Shady Vs Everybody.. Winning!

 

[Draven26]

Thanks draven : ) got 40 days off opiates tomorrow actually. It's been incredibly hard. I actually made up my mind to go get high after work today....not sure why I didn't. But glad I didn't...not feeling very solid tho....

Wait sorry so you did get high or didn't? Either way if you did.. don't beat yourself up over for it you know? But if you didn't then more power to you! I can't tell you how many times I still think about using Meth and I've been clean for 2 years. Honestly if I didn't have my wife in my life I probably would go back.. but I should give myself more credit. I do have happy days being sober because I've noticed that I've changed completely in a great way. I'm not as crazy, violent as I used to be but I always thought of myself as a good person with the biggest heart! But it doesn't matter what you think.. or even how you feel. I personally felt amazing on Meth.. wasn't too crazy and I never stole or ever manipulative.. but I did lie a lot around my loved ones when they asked if I was high.. and it's honestly because I didn't want to hurt them.. but they knew. And I guess it's much better to be on the other side when you don't get hassled by your loved ones so much and you gain their trust. Just stay strong and like I said if you ever want to talk.. pm me!

 

[Black Rabbit of Inle]

{Soft}

 

[Zwanya]

excited!

 

[phactor]

just okay ... but thats better then nothing. Proud I didn't use or drink today.

 

[Azure Cloud]

Bittersweet....ah such is the great irony of life.

Hang in there Owen, sometimes our best moves are made clumsily in the dark.

 

[Papaverium]

Impatient....

 

[THECATINTHEHAT]

Bittersweet....ah such is the great irony of life.

Hang in there Owen, sometimes our best moves are made clumsily in the dark.

I didn't drink

 

[GettingClean]

Exhausted. Weak.

 

[Azure Cloud]

I didn't drink

Awesome!

 

[aq.]

Sore

 

[Azure Cloud]

Humbled

 

[neversickanymore]

busy