I randomly cry every so often, it's been a lot more often until the ibogaine, I was crying sometimes when it would hit me that the person I've spent well over a third of my life with and I aren't together anymore, and aren't in love anymore, and she's struggling to stay sane. Mostly I feel good to be free but sometimes the sadness hits. It hasn't happened since the ibogaine though, but that's only been almost 3 weeks.