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How are you in word? V. Darksiders feelings

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exhausted
worked hard yesterday, got up early this morning after about 5 hours sleep to clean and prepare for a housing inspector that apparently is on vacation leave, and now about to cut my grass.
 
relieved

had a nice (still anxiety ridden but i just expect that now with this person) conversation with someone i hadnt talked to for a long while

i dont really like talking to people on phones though, most of the communication i do and observe is non-verbal
 
Hot it's a hot and sticky day in the UK and I just had to go out and check the tyre pressures on my parents car (they just dropped off my son) because my fathers illness is causing weird anxieties and obsessions, when and where I can and as long as it's noting too crazy I indulge him but now I need a shower !
 
uncomfortable

this happens to me a lot, i reply to someones post on fb (e.g. they post a music video, i comment with a related song), and then i feel sick to my gut. this is my internal dialogue: why the hell did i just post that? i probably have had 3 or 4 entire conversations with that person in my life, what if they have already heard the song before? what if they dont like the song? why does nobody "like" my comment?

i try and welcome in the energy im interpreting as regret or shame or insecurity, and see the world as impermanent and be mindful of my breath, but it still hurts
 
Uncertain

That's pretty much what I feel as well granddeception2 I Don't know what my options are or even what I'm capable of achieving any more.
 
Allein said:
Hot it's a hot and sticky day in the UK and I just had to go out and check the tyre pressures on my parents car (they just dropped off my son) because my fathers illness is causing weird anxieties and obsessions, when and where I can and as long as it's noting too crazy I indulge him but now I need a shower !
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i wish it's like that here but the sun doesn't want to come out!!
 
exhausted

I have to start being super-disciplined with my sleep hours now. I had a great day/night fri, but Sat, was in bed all day and still drained.
 
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