armoredslug
Bluelighter
I'm 20 days sober from cannabis, kratom, and salvia. I can relate to your anxiety and mood de-regulation. I've found myself very angry, very sad and weepy, in states of existential dread, and then calm and collected. It passes, little by little. Every little bit of work you do to aid your recovery is a step forward. Hot showers and baths are very healing. I sometimes but some epsom salts in the water to soothe my aetheric body. It's cleansing.
Contented. I did my morning pages, read my affirmations, did my gratitude list. Did a bit for my grandmother who recently fell and broke her hip and is in hospital rehab regaining mobility. I will go visit her tomorrow. Sat with her cat, Lily, and loved her with my entire heart. Kissed my partner over and over. Had a good morning talk about sacrifice. I see now that her sacrifice is equal, if not more all-encompassing than my own. Loved.
Contented. I did my morning pages, read my affirmations, did my gratitude list. Did a bit for my grandmother who recently fell and broke her hip and is in hospital rehab regaining mobility. I will go visit her tomorrow. Sat with her cat, Lily, and loved her with my entire heart. Kissed my partner over and over. Had a good morning talk about sacrifice. I see now that her sacrifice is equal, if not more all-encompassing than my own. Loved.