Yesterday I woke up at 8am to a dream that I had a terrible customer at work and I couldn't make the cash register work to make her just go away. Then I had to get up and get ready to go to work. I work when I dream and I work when I'm awake .
CLOSURE..... well starting to... i finally got charlies ashes back a month later after he was put to sleep. not going to lie it was a very dark month. lucky to be alive...... now that i have his ashes i feel like he is kinda home with me.. even though he is not . it tore me me up that i couldnt afford to get it back right away. the vet is 500 feet away ( where his ashes were) and every morning i went past it and it tore me up inside that he was there and not with me. hope to finally go foward a little
Not craving nearly as bad today as the past few days. And glad I made it through them without any bad decisions. Dark clouds are on the horizon, but it is nice enough now at least.