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How are you in one word ver. Feelings left between the pages

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plmar said:
Depressed/Suicidal


Ive had it with this life and everyone involved

Im mentally ill and if I don't get an appointment tomorrow with my doctor I'm going to fucking kill everyone I see

I dont give a single fuck if this is triggering content. Ban me if you want im gonna fucking leave this shit anyway.
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PM me if you wanna talk, I'm always online!!

feeling... level-headed.... for now :)
 
Worried - Been sitting in the cardiac unit of the hospital since Saturday and am waiting for some test results. It's looking like I might have fucked up my heart valve again.
 
pissed

Tired of these assholes pulling my daughter further and further away from me. Thank you for fucking my life up and and possibly giving my daughter abandonment issues. Great job!
 
DrinksWithEvil said:
Waiting


Waiting on the switch in my head to click and say wake the fuxk up dwe your 26 with hep c wake the fuxk up your not getting younger your looking shittier every day your family's patience is waiting

Wake the fuck up dwe

Your to smart for this

Your to good looking

Wake the fuxk up man
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DWE you have to be able to get up and just go you know what I mean. You should do it hun
 
Insecure


I told my parents how I feel, about my anxiety, depression, everything.
I don't feel confident doing so and I want to be left completely alone for ever.

I know too much for these idiots to understand, I wish I was as stupid as the majority of humanity, because ignorance is bliss.

I told my mom straight up I've been drinking because I feel like shit and have been feeling anxious and more and more depressed, but I want to stop because it's a shit drug.
Then as soon as I mention going to the doctor to try to get prescribed something, she goes "you'll become physically dependent on pills!"
nice logic there.

I don't feel confident going to a doctor who misdiagnoses a damaged foot tendon as a sprained ankle either.

Completely lost and angry atm.
 
Pissed - Found out today that I'm going to be stuck in the hospital for another 2 weeks for IV antibiotics.
 
^^ Oh man that's rough. I hope you feel better soon from whatever you're fighting.
 
^ Thanks a bunch. I truly appreciate any support I get because being in your early 20s with a heart problem really sucks.
 
I'm in my earl 20's too, so I definitely feel for you :\ We're a big, friendly, supportive bunch in RS. We don't bite....well maybe just me, a little bit ;)
 
^ haha :) you all do seem like a good bunch. I'm definitely going to spend a little more time in here over the next couple weeks cause like I said I need all I can get. Anyway I won't divert from the thread anymore. Thanks again!
 
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