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nervousandexcited

I got a call about a job at carquest, I'm going down there in a title but for an interview. I'm nervous as hell, it's been a while since I've had to go in for an interview but I'm excited for the possibility at a job:)

Update: I got it, just gotta take a drug test and background check and I'm in. I'm excited!
 
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Frustrated

Everything is fucking up. At first I couldn't sign in to BL, it told me I signed in then redirected me back and I had to re-do it each time.
Now I'm scrolling the browser up and down and it looks like it's splitting vertically.
If anyone has played video games and had Vsync turned off you know what I mean.


Also very anxious
 
apprehensive....about living my normal life right now. I've been doing everything right lately in terms of my health--eating almost only veggies and fruits, drinking plenty of water, exercising daily. Despite all of that, my brain decided to throw a fit and I had 4 seizures the other day. now I am scared to do all of my normal activities. i cant drive for at least a month. Im scared to watch movies, in case they trigger another one. i am pretty much stuck reading and writing and taking it verrrry easy. I give myself another day or two before I am bored out of my mind.
 
^^ Are you currently on any medication to control them? I know how debilitating they can be, almost all of my family suffers from epilepsy. Much love.

I am tired
 
Waiting


Waiting on the switch in my head to click and say wake the fuxk up dwe your 26 with hep c wake the fuxk up your not getting younger your looking shittier every day your family's patience is waiting

Wake the fuck up dwe

Your to smart for this

Your to good looking

Wake the fuxk up man
 
Depressed/Suicidal


Ive had it with this life and everyone involved

Im mentally ill and if I don't get an appointment tomorrow with my doctor I'm going to fucking kill everyone I see

I dont give a single fuck if this is triggering content. Ban me if you want im gonna fucking leave this shit anyway.
 
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