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How are you in one word ver. Feelings left between the pages

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I feel good so far

i know it wont last though

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yeah no it didn't


Disheartened?
 
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spork said:
Rushed
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...and so the phase of always feeling not caught up begins......;) Remember how they said "you are eating for two"? Well, give your self a break because now you are living for two! The way I look at motherhood is that you had your old job of managing your own life, which no doubt was busy, and now you have a 24/7 intense new job on top of the old one.

Get rest and let things go.<3
 
misanthropic

A good week sabotaged by a bad Friday. Two steps forward, ten back. Sometimes I really hate humanity.

I'll admit that I spent a lot of time this afternoon thinking about heroin. Not really thinking about doing heroin, but thinking about doing heroin. I'm sure that makes sense to some of us. I haven't had those thoughts in months.

I'm emotionally weak today. My weaker spots got poked a lot today by society and I just feel like it's all a reminder that my life is hopeless and the momentum I thought I had is an illusion. Looking over my shoulder at a beautiful sunset as I fall without a parachute. Too little too late, etc.

Going to do what it takes to get to bed and hope that something better happens tomorrow. It has to, things are very serious right now for me.
 
ad lib said:
Depressed.

Just in a really bad way tonight...
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<3 Want to go smash mailboxes in the snobby suburbs?


miserable

Things just keep getting worse. I get home to a letter from the government's collections saying that they are taking action to garnish my wages. I don't know if they saw that I got a second job or if this is coincidence, but this absolutely cannot happen. Does anyone know what I can do to stop this from happening? I just need a year or so to stabilize my life and I need my entire paychecks. Hiring a lawyer would cost money and defeat the purpose. Like, how do I say to them "Back off just for a bit, please. I am doing my best, but that would sink me right now"? Note that I have tried this over the phone before just with the ordinary collections letters and they are not compassionate.
 
RedLeader said:
<3 Want to go smash mailboxes in the snobby suburbs?
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yes, please. pick you up in an hour? <3

RedLeader said:
miserable

Things just keep getting worse. I get home to a letter from the government's collections saying that they are taking action to garnish my wages. I don't know if they saw that I got a second job or if this is coincidence, but this absolutely cannot happen. Does anyone know what I can do to stop this from happening? I just need a year or so to stabilize my life and I need my entire paychecks. Hiring a lawyer would cost money and defeat the purpose. Like, how do I say to them "Back off just for a bit, please. I am doing my best, but that would sink me right now"? Note that I have tried this over the phone before just with the ordinary collections letters and they are not compassionate.
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I'm so sorry to hear this. This is probably right around the corner for myself as well, sad to say. What are they garnishing your wages for? Is it a student loan, personal loan, etc? In the US, I know if you file chapter 7 bankruptcy this protects you from wage garnishment.. of course no one wants to file bankruptcy because it fucks up your credit score (i have probably one of the worst credit scores ever and it's only going to get worse) but it will cease wage garnishment.
 
Very very depressed:( my fiancé and I are detoxing but she went to a facility and I stayed home to do mine. My fiancé is more than my other half and I've been by her side for almost 7yrs and now she's gone. Even though it's only for a little while, I just can't stand to be without her. Everything around me reminds me of her and as soon as the thought of her slips into my mind I break down crying. To makes things worse, my daughter has been removed from my home and placed at her aunts house while her mother and I get clean. I'm only allowed supervised visits. I haven't seen or talked to my fiancé in 5 days and I don't know when I'll be able to. Her visitation is on Saturday and Sunday but I'm not able to go to either. My dad is going to see my mom tomorrow and Sunday I'm going to see my daughter. But I HAVE to see my fiancé soon I'm in a go crazy if I don't. I'm thinkin of trying to go see her on Sunday and them goin to see my daughter later on in the day but idk if it's gonna work out. I'm just in a very deep state of depression right now with no way out atm
 
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