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Sad. Been having a hard time with my ex showing up like that on Sunday. I was quietly seething all day yesterday cos I couldn't get past the fact that she in all probability still wouldn't be speaking to me, or at least certainly wouldn't have shown the other day had she not been dumped that morning. I seem to have put that to bed overnight deciding actually it was one reason among others and we needed the talk anyways, glad we had that but now I'm left with the other things we talked about, which was mainly about what a shit boyfriend I was in the last few years of the relationship cos I was a selfish, lying drunk and emotionally disconnected just when she needed me most with the death of her father. Even harder one to take, being angry was probably easier. Oh well. Be right in the morning. :\
 
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^Shit RD, what happened? :\

Devastated. Shouldn't have gone through the Shrine.
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Just me being me, I got a histamine reaction and it got extremely itchy under the cast so I cut it off. I only had to keep it on for another 2 weeks anyway so I've just bandaged it for now.

I hope you're OK. I've stayed away from the Shrine for that reason myself.
 
No I meant how come you have a cast? Sorry, haven't really been keeping up with anything lately ><
Sounds like you're pretty unlucky with stuff these days, hope it gets easier soon anyway!

Myeah been better. I don't visit that place very often and now I remember why. :\
 
Oh, I broke my hand (2 fingers and a bone in the back of my hand) 3 weeks ago on my housemates face. Then a few days later I broke the cast, another finger and 2 bones putting the same hand through a wall (rather than my housemates face again).
 
Ouuuuuch. Fuck. I broke a few bones in my hand a few years back and a knuckle earlier this year and I remember how painful/annoying that was. Good luck :(
 
Good. 17 days since I touched an opiate. A lil lonely but heh its worth it
 
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Oh, I broke my hand (2 fingers and a bone in the back of my hand) 3 weeks ago on my housemates face. Then a few days later I broke the cast, another finger and 2 bones putting the same hand through a wall (rather than my housemates face again).
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I'm hopeful you can find a better living situation where you don't feel a need to put anything through a wall. Bones heal surprisingly quickly and can 'heal' into positions that require a re-break or surgery. If you are able to get your cast done over, I hope you will exercise that option. Hang in there. And move if you can afford to so do! You deserve peace in your home.

My word is happy that the sun is out on a perfect day in what is usually a rainy, shitcold city. Also relieved that I don't have to do something I didn't want to do today. I'll be better able to handle the matter a few weeks from now when I am not overtasked.
 
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I'm hopeful you can find a better living situation where you don't feel a need to put anything through a wall. Bones heal surprisingly quickly and can 'heal' into positions that require a re-break or surgery. If you are able to get your cast done over, I hope you will exercise that option. Hang in there. And move if you can afford to so do! You deserve peace in your home.
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This would make it the 3rd time I had the cast put on. It didn't have to stay on much longer so I'm going to let it go as it is. It's strapped up for now.

{Tired}

Woke up at 1am and haven't been able to get back to sleep.
 
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