Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
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- Nov 3, 2008
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Ruined.
If you want to talk about it, please do.
Ruined.
Sepher buddy, I'm going to share with you the words of a very wise fish.. "just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming! What do we do? We swim, swim, swim" ver batim, my man.
My word- low. Not like, morally low, but midwestern winter low, my energy is freaging zapped :/
evil
unmotivated
after quitting my job without having something else to do (stuipido!stuipido!stuipido)
its been very hard for me to start getting shit done again, that and smoking green doesnt help
idm
i worked as a kitchenhand at a busy commercial kitchen, so the work was very demanding already, which is okay because i dont mind working hard
but the head chef treated me like shit (worse than people working there 2 months) even though i had been working there for 2 years, and i always came to work on time/filled in other peoples shift with practically no notice
on top of that each week we had to call up on tuesday and find out when we were working that week, so it was like a new devastation each week and there was a point where if i got a call from the restaurant i felt like i was having a panic attack, because i need mental preparation for 7 hours of hell
all in all, quitting felt awesome but i wish i had lined up something else
Very very overwhelmed. Way too many things to deal with atm
Hungry. I am really really hungry and I shouldn't have to wait another 12 hours to be able to buy food.
^ that is how I felt earlier today Pagey.
I think we all really need this Christmas break...I hope you feel better now?
I'm still starving but I found two Cup Noodles and I'm going to eat at least one of them. It's sad that I don't have any other food.
You finally found food.