How are you in one word v. Pedalling through the dark currents

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Awesome ride, Dave. 5.2k more and it would have been a marathon!

mywordfortoday

shaken

I usually laugh at people who complain of Mondays (cmon whats so surprising about them?)

yet this Monday for me was just treacherous from the get-go, looks like a straight up mudslide from here to who knows where right now.

:X
 
ATM: Good. 37k on my new ride, and my legs are just singing. Should probably stretch more, but I just couldn't be arsed.

37 kilometers?!???? Lets see... carry the 1, divide by pi and that calculates to 32,124 US miles!!!!!!!

You sir, are one in shape individual
 
Positive-yet-saddened.

Started working out again a week ago, and got accepted into a college to do a year-long Access Course, which will Enable me to apply for a few top 10 Universities next year, to study Software Engineering.

On the other hand, my ex-girl and I started talking again, but only as 'friends', I refuse to let anything happen besides that. She told me that she's relapsed massively on H, and I just feel like I want to help her, but I can't. I cannot be drawn into her problems, when I have my own mental and physical health to consider.

Thats is the GREATEST attitude to have. Do not let go of that!

me = tired
 
kindasad
but in that weird, good way
its nice to be able to have confidence in my emotions and to actually feel
 
Drained. Totally and completely. Tonight's been hell, almost died and having to watch my friend go down the road of possible benzo addiction. It's a long story, too long for this thread but I just feel so dead. i need to get away from all this insanity
 
^&^^ Feel you 2... I wanna pack up everything, get down to the bare basics, and just walk away to a clean slate.

But we cannot hide, we cannot let our fears divide and conquer, we must conquer our fears, and divide them... which leads me to my feeling-in-one-word:

Divided...
 
^I knew nothing better this winter than to go for a walk in the dark, and in the cold, it really awakens certain senses, and puts some others at bay, and as you say, it can be very clarifying... Like the blinder you are, the more you see...

Still divided... but slowly conquering...
 
good.

i accomplished alot today. and yesterday too..ive been getting out of the house more, trying to get a routine started. going to bed early, getting good sleep, waking up at a decent hour, not sleeping all day. im going to meetings, trying yet again, to get clean. well more importantly, STAY clean.
 
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