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how are you in one word? v. Happiness is in your hands

^^This, but also elated.

I spent time with new friends who share my passion for Siberian Husky/Malamute runs over the holiday weekend. The photos are epic. The weather was fantastic. I'm so sore but I'm getting out of the emotional clusterfuck of my past relationship, without alcohol or drugs... just dogs, friends, family, good company. I'll share the photos once I obtain permission. :)
 
Itchy!!!

The weather is changing again so the eczema on my face is actin up ugh!!! Preparing an oatmeal facial wash and applying a cream solution that my dermatologist prescribed. Eczema go away :!
 
Maya said:
Itchy!!!

The weather is changing again so the eczema on my face is actin up ugh!!! Preparing an oatmeal facial wash and applying a cream solution that my dermatologist prescribed. Eczema go away :!
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I've got psoriasis so I feel your pain. I have a bit on my face (under my eye and also under my hair in a few places), but mostly on my hands, knees and elbows. I don't like to use topical steroids so I just use Eucerin intensive healing lotion, it keeps it from getting dry and flaking. Maybe give that a try? Or maybe you already have something you do and are just ranting. :)
 
Improving. Last night had a terrible panic attack/fear-of-death, along with stomach issues. Woke up feeling dehydrated and sick. Feeling steadily stronger.
 
stressed and depressed: Yes, that's more than one word, but who cares. This week has been really bad. I got sexually assaulted (not raped) the other day. I couldn't go to work today because I am still unsettled… And now I just got a call that my grandfather is in the hospital due to kidney failure. My mom is freaking out and breaking down. My phone keeps blowing up and we can't do shit because we are down in PA without a car and they're in CT. I hope he doesn't end up dying tonight. Ugh, and on top of it all this is the week I decided to stop using dope. So I'm all sorts of fucked up.
 
Goofy

I keep waking up with theses songs in my head that I have not even listened to in about 15 years. What makes it worse is that most of them I didn't enjoy to begin with. What I have been doing is changing some of the lyrics to absurd things which helps me a laugh a little.

Isn't it odd that some song you heard only a few times can somehow play in your head years or even decades later? Neuroscience should look into this immed..

Hope everyone is doing well.
 
Better.

I was suffering from a month's long panic attack (heart felt like it was going to beat itself out of my chest the entire time) with an unshakable depression on top of It. Can you say "stress fatigue". Finally worked out what was at the core of my anxiety and the depression went away as well. Thank goodness that trip is over.
 
Mysterie said:
calm
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this. There is always room for improvement by admitting your mistakes and listening to other superiors who has the experience to make things better. Everyday is a learning experience.
 
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