worried as fuck, today was a bit of a trial, i have to make another hard call tonite, feelin right now like ive been royaly screwed and kicking myself for being so stupid as to not do the usual and just go.
comfortable yay! after a shift starting 5.a.m I am off work and with my awesome friend and we is cuddling and it is super fucking nice and comfy. Its really odd... I've known her since I was an 18y.o. corporal in the RCR, and its odd cause she has an art degree and works in advertising as a commercial artist and is essentially a hipster with face piercings and all... which one would not expect to make good friends with ol jackbooted door-kicking rangrz, but we are. She is also smoking fucking hot...yum! haha.
But yeah, it is such a comfortable feeling to just sit here and chill and snuggle with her and talk about random crap.