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How are you in one word? v. flying purple elephants

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Haven't had any Suboxone in a few days, and really only felt "bad" for about 50ish hours and it was nothing I couldn't handle. The long and slow taper really paid off. I hope I am not jinxing myself but its been 4 or 5 days. Woke up this morning and smiled knowing how far I have come over the past year and a half - two years.
 
^Congratulations, phactor! The congratulations is for both how far you have come and also that you took the time to relish it with a smile on your face. It is so important in recovery (and in life!) to take time to actually recognize accomplishment and our own successes.We tend to focus on our failures. I am sooooooo happy for you.:) <3

apprehensive My husbands second chemo round starts today. We are hoping it goes better than the last.
 
Herb <3 sending all of my good vibes your way. I hope this round goes much better for him. <3<3<3

Phactor, congrats on the easy taper!!! You deserve happiness so much.

MoE, you keep it up too <3

Today I'm feeling calm. I haven't felt this low level of anxiety in a while. We're about to head out to IKEA my favorite money wasting store to buy random things. Because random things I just spent money on make me oh so happy.
 
DEPRESSED

I lost $10,000usd yesterday and am planning to move across the country in a few weeks. I am just baffled with my decision making of late, and am going through some difficult times. Hopefully I can get through this before I make any more rash decisions.
 
worried

i have a friend that's suffering pretty bad right now and i wish she'd let me help her.
 
I'm feeling reckless.... I just want to go out and do something stupid. I'm not exactly sure what but I will figure it out.... I wonder what mess I will get myself into today but then again I don't care. I don't care at all.
 
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