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How are you in one word? v. 2012

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^^^Close your eyes and take deep breaths. Count to 10 in your head as you inhale and agian as you exhale to make sure you taking long full breaths. I hope you feel better.


Jittery. Today will be day one of a much needed 4 day break from smoking pot. I know, 4 days doesnt seem like much, but with the amount i tend to smoke I have a really high tolerance. Also i recently started smoking blends which have made my coughing worse and had only made my tolerance shoot up more. So i smoked my last bowl last night till sunday. I think it shouldnt be a big deal at work(not smoking) but by tonight ill probably be going nuts.

But if i can make it till sunday night Ill be so so so proud of myself!
 
Strained

Day 1 of NO drugs. Not even coffee.
It's 5am and I'm in the worst space I have ever been in.
All I want to do is smoke some weed, but thats just going to make my problems more complicated.
Fml :(
 
That's awful eK, I know how awful that headspace is. Do you have to get up to do anything or can you rest for the day? I hope today goes easy on you. <3<3

Neko that's awesome about the break. Good luck on day one!

I'm pretty excited guys because I saw my first little sprouts to the seeds I planted! This is my first time ever planting seeds and my boyfriend and I both planted a bunch of seeds but I used regular soil and the peat moss pots and he used the special grow kit and his sprouted 3 days ago and are already getting big. I was so sad I messed up. But not anymore :-D!!!
 
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Whoar stardust that does sound exciting!
I'm majorly jealous right now :-p
Re your question: I gotta work today :-/ bit of a struggle but im slowly getting there
 
^^I've always wanted to but never thought I'd have the ambition to do it. I am pretty surprised at how much of an impact moving to a new place really had on me.

Oh man, that's the absolute worst when you have to go out and do make something with the day feeling sick. I hope you're almost out by now and can get some good rest in when you get home.
 
Shitty

Of course, I kept it together when I found out for sure that my house is being sold. I knew it (darn Internet) and I had contemplated giving notice, but I as always am a pushover. Now, I get things my own way. I get better this way, as I am a formidable negotiator. April 1 will not bring me the constant of living under other people's schedules when they have guns. This is not the first time this has happened. I'm simply shocked it happened here. :(

I don't like guns. I won't put up with guns even if legal. I know the fucking things (absent military purposes) are more likely to go off. I don't want them going off near to me.

I would urge those who wish to play with infantry to hang their heads for those who don't wish to be shot.
 
Vaya you certainly are not worthless in the least bit. I know sometimes it is so hard to honestly believe that for yourself though. Plenty of love going your way. <3<3


Awesome eK! What good news! Enjoy your night and your coffee!


I am stuffed and satisfied I just ate half my body weight in greek yogurt and hot pockets!
 
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Shitty

Of course, I kept it together when I found out for sure that my house is being sold. I knew it (darn Internet) and I had contemplated giving notice, but I as always am a pushover. Now, I get things my own way. I get better this way, as I am a formidable negotiator. April 1 will not bring me the constant of living under other people's schedules when they have guns. This is not the first time this has happened. I'm simply shocked it happened here. :(

I don't like guns. I won't put up with guns even if legal. I know the fucking things (absent military purposes) are more likely to go off. I don't want them going off near to me.

I would urge those who wish to play with infantry to hang their heads for those who don't wish to be shot.
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Sadly, people get shot anyways. Some good people need to play infantry to keep the ones away from you that want to shoot you for no reason.

Here's to a positive April for you Posa

-edit: I guess it's this sort of mentality (before I edited this post) which keeps guns around.
 
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My mother was recently diagnosed trigeminal neuralgia and chiari that is absolutely the worst so sorry to hear you're having a rough day.

How long did it take for them to correctly diagnose you?
 
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