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How are you in one word? v. 2012

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Zamanfou said:
Indecisive/stressed....Im clean of H 20days now...a dealer keeps ringing me
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You just keep ignoring his calls man, you're doing really well. 3 weeks is something to be very proud of!! Keep it up <3


I am feeling very disappointed in myself....then again I am quite used to this feeling... :|
 
n3ophy7e said:
You just keep ignoring his calls man, you're doing really well. 3 weeks is something to be very proud of!! Keep it up <3


I am feeling very disappointed in myself....then again I am quite used to this feeling... :|
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Thank you for your comment, but it saddens me also. Try to don't give up to to this feeling, it's the WORST thing that can happen to you, i wish i knew the remedy :(
 
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DM do you get that kinda speedy taste out of those ecigs sometimes also?
maybe its just this brand but is funny coz i puffed thru a cartridge and a half last nite, was Chargin around the house like a mad bull doin shit and tryin to keep occupied come morning, i sorta felt like i was geting a bit manic. Wonders what else is in those little liquid cartriges8o
 
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And a bit sweaty, but my withdrawals are mostly over. I'll probably get a slight backlash from this codeine in a day or two but meh, beats heroin withdrawal by several fuckin miles man. Now for a shower...I fucking hate showers [-_-]
 
sick.... had the flu all week... :( still feeling it.. at least my fever finally broke... thought i was going to have to go to the hospital for a moment.. well back to bed....
 
All mixed up.


One side of me is completely destroyed. Makes me feel an emotion that I to tell myself to never feel.... regret. I don't want to feel this way, but sometimes if you get hurt so bad, it really would have been better, to never have made that choice.

On the other hand, work is keeping me busy, so is school. I got a pay check yesterday but ofcourse most goes to my mom as I owe her a bit of cash. Class is pretty interesting even though it's really easy. I guess being used to college level courses, particularly higher level chem classes or physics for sci majors will make a lot of things seem very easy. I even had a person in my class ask for my advice on how to learn some specific type of information like the trade names and chemical name (non-iupac, just the assigned name to drugs), as she knew i studied pharmacology on my free time for years. hehe, though alot of learning drug names/trade names was reading on forums like this or wiki if no one mentioned the other, and funnily enough I mentioned go look on web forums related to drugs/pharms and you'll find good info/good way to associate the trade names with the drug names. I mean think about how many times you'll see "Valium, how much should I take", then diazepam said in the thread.

I'm honestly kinda excited to get home and do alittle studying. Some of the pharm tech info is pretty to cool to know, even if I wasn't trying to become a pharm tech. I also have a quiz on monday, so gotta study anyway.
 
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