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How are you in one word? v. 2012

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Slightly relieved

The rest of the house woke up and was in good spirits. The opposite to what I was expecting. Thank god <3. Thanks Herb for the support <3<3.

SMFG I get the feeling I'm too late too sometimes. It will be okay though. I know kind words are hard to believe when you're feeling down believe me I'm there every other day. Today I went from the pits when I woke up to now just bobbing at the surface. I don't know if your emotions are as ridiculously bipolar as mine but hold in there. If you want, let us in. We are happy to listen. Even if I don't respond personally I do read each new message I see here. This place is great. Much love to you and I hope I see you're feeling better soon I'll be thinking about you.
 
Shitty... Its too early but sence of calamity not present and not over angry, I did have to get up early in the morning and made sure i had a few good puffs on the E-cig.. Nicotene may have helped.. + I just sat back and let things go this morning and everyone was in good spirits and no fuss was caused in any way, Probably coz of the effect it had yesterday..

@ herby, in answer to ur question its pretty much both...
One or two close close people IRL know the larger parts, but yer Im my worst enemy coz i suppose im good @ hiding shit:? And i really hate liars, which makes me the biggest hypocrite in history:(

Stardust thankyou so much for words they help alot here<3 I'm really hoping that i can open up more but i got trust issues also, this makes things really really hard IRL esp with professional people i have little repor with.

Rangrz.... feel free to inform me on the shit that you have to put up with on a bad night via PM.... I would like a better understanding of what LE endures being one of the most nasty lines of work and mostly means that the genral population gengaly looks to you guys with distain.. Can feel for ya man:|
 
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Mixed.

Mentally drowsy/unfocused, emotionally giddy, physically ready to run. The drowse is kind of a wet blanket; I best get moving or I'll wind up glued to the comp all evening.
 
Happy.....I found out Allie can stay with us. I had a long talk with my land lady and she met Allie. Now she likes Allie too. Allie stayed right by my side and let my land lady finally pet her. Allie is still really scared of strangers. She tends to be in my legs when I try and let her meet anyone lol. :) I am sooo HAPPY! <3
 
stellablue said:
Happy.....I found out Allie can stay with us. I had a long talk with my land lady and she met Allie. Now she likes Allie too. Allie stayed right by my side and let my land lady finally pet her. Allie is still really scared of strangers. She tends to be in my legs when I try and let her meet anyone lol. :) I am sooo HAPPY! <3
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<3I'm really really stoked to hear that stella, was just saying how much i could use a loving, non judgemental pet but here thers just no chance of keeping one.
OT: my word right now is Teary im feeling low again.
 
What kind of pet stella? That's so great! Having an animal with you makes the world of difference! I am so happy for you!

SMFG I hope you start picking your head up soon. That is the worst when you have an entire day full of bad feelings. Much love coming my way <3. Also if you are an animal lover, there is a way. You just need to find it :).
 
S.M.F.G said:
<3I'm really really stoked to hear that stella, was just saying how much i could use a loving, non judgemental pet but here thers just no chance of keeping one.
OT: my word right now is Teary im feeling low again.
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^ It is awesome to have such a loving pet. She is so sweet, and you can tell she loves that I try and make sure shes as comfortable as possible even if she gets scared. I just let her stay at my legs. She is so warm lol. =D I hope you feel better soon. *sending you love from the Carolinas*

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^that's great news, i'm happy for you! :)

my word is sleepy
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^ Thank you Spork. I swear I was so scared when I heard she might not get to stay with me. Now I am just so happy. Since you are sleepy, I guess that means you ended up still going to class lol. ;) <3

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What kind of pet stella? That's so great! Having an animal with you makes the world of difference! I am so happy for you!
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^ She is a beautiful black gator pit bull. She is a huge baby though. She is not mean at all. <3
 
^^Dawwww did you post in the pic thread? I was hoping it was a dog you were talking about. (No dis towards cats) I always get pumped when people have a similar love for dogs like myself. What an awesome landlord btw most people would turn a pit bull down just on principle. (an empty principle.. but a principle none the less)
 
^ Yes, that would be her. =D She has been through so much. I just want to show her how it feels to be loved. <3 I agree with you about dogs. They are just so awesome and loyal. What more could someone ask for. <3
 
Concerned.

I think this Staph infection is slowly getting the better of me. :\
 
Stella, I just rechecked the pet thread and omg she is so sweet. I read the story about you rescuing her. I am so happy you were able to get her before the police. I am always scared of police. I have heard so many stories about uneducated police and peoples pets. I always get so scared about being pulled over because we always have our two dogs in the car and our one dog is a small little yapper and will bite at the window. If we ever got the step out of the vehicle treatment I would be so scared what they would do. It's my worst nightmare.

That's really great you have her. I think animals are so beneficial to peoples health especially when you are dealing with your own problems but you have to look past it to work with and help an animal. You must post more pics of her when you get a chance!!!
 
Trate said:
Concerned.

I think this Staph infection is slowly getting the better of me. :\
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Brother (or babe) usernames not gender specific.... Thats really bad hey, U'd best be off to the hospital yes?

Another post im sorry to fill up threads, i just need to be about:|
OT: i got a bit of a lift i advertised on a locals MSN account and this chick is gonna bring her two dogs down to the park sometime soon so they can meet me and get and give some atention. really Hopeing it happens soon and im not seen by her as a total freak.
 
95% better from 3 days of what must have been gastro, or something like it, so tomorrow should be all better hopefully! :)

Excluding mental illness, it was be far the sickest experienced in my whole life and it scared the shit outta me. Especially the night in so much pain where it felt like possibly hospital or death. Certainly don't want that shit again.
 
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