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well i was extremely anxious about school, my drug habits, family, ect.. but i took some lyrica, xanax, and alcohol with tagamet and a couple bowls of weed and now i can't complain about shitt, except i cant get oxy off my mind so definitely need to chill with those
 
PAIN.

Had lower right abdominal pain for over a year now off and on, lately its constant and makes it so I barely eat, I'm sick of it, the pain gets worse and goes away for a few hours. Docs don't know what's wrong with me. Antibiotics don't help it anymore. I'm about to go back to the ER and be like listen....I'm in fucking pain. Treat my pain. Figure out what's wrong. Send me home. But ER's make me feel subhuman, always.
 
:( lousy and concerned

never make good choices when my mood flips like this. New specialist therapy tomorrow I'm gonna be proud of mself just making it there. I dont want to leave my bed.
 
^ Fuck allergies and colds seriously. I get allergies on and off and i had a bad flu last month and my nose was so blocked up that i had a constant sinus headache and fuck do i ever hate those :! . Hope ya feel better soon.

As for me drowsy, bored to death and slightly worried. But really looking forward to things that are to come so all is well really :)
 
Blah. A friend is in hospital after getting bashed by several gang members... I hope he'll make it.
 
anxious - I was worried I ate some undercooked chicken today. It's several hours later now and I've yet to vomit. Still, the prospect of food poisoning looms over me, I really can't afford to get sick right now. Hopefully it's just me being my usual paranoid self.
 
^^ You'll be fine man, that's what we have immune systems for :)

belarki said:
morose - just found out a mate from high school passed away today :(
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So sorry to hear that mate :(
A friend of mine from high school died from an unidentified virus about 8 years ago (she was only 20). It was such a massive shock to us all and it still hurts.
I hope you're doing okay belarki, please PM me if you need to talk <3

Sweet P said:
Blah. A friend is in hospital after getting bashed by several gang members... I hope he'll make it.
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That is awful hun!! Lots of positive vibes coming his way for a speedy recovery <3

OverDone said:
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Sending you lots of love to counteract that hate :)
*hugs OD* <3


Me: constructive
I've finally clawed my way out of this cavern of depression I've been in for the last 2 weeks. I just reached a point yesterday where I literally said to myself "This stops today" i.e. no more lazing around and moping for no reason.
Then I went to the gym, did some washing and cleaned my house, 3 things I haven't done for the last 2 weeks because I was too depressed. Feels good man %)
 
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